Chapter 117

Nicolas

Dominique was giving me the third degree but I didn’t mind at all, he was looking out for Nicol and that is all I could ever ask for. “Are you sure you want another child?” he asked Nicol. “Yes, Dominique I’m more than sure.” “You remember your pregnancy with Nikki, it wasn’t smooth sailing.” “No, it was not, but I’m sure it would be this time.” “What do you mean it wasn’t smooth sailing?” I’ve never asked Nicol about her pregnancy with Nikki, I took it that everything went well, my PI couldn’t find anything about that. “Well do you want to tell him or should I?” Dominique asked Nicol. “It’s fine I’ll tell him.” “Can someone just tell me already?” I asked getting a bit irritated. “Well, I had high blood pressure which cause Nikki to be born earlier.” “And?” Dominique said “I was malnutrition which cause the high blood pressure and the cause of Nikki being born early.” “Fuck Nicol” I got up and walked up and down “Fuck you should have found me I could have helped. Oh my God.” “I know okay, I’m sorry, sorry to you and sorry for Nikki but I did the best I could.” I looked at the doctor “Well be assured this will not happen again, I will make sure of it.” “Well then my question to you is, are you sure you want another child?” “Yes, I’m sure I’ve never been surer of anything in my life.” “And you would stay no matter what happens?” “Yes, I promise I would stay Nicol won’t get rid of me ever. And I will look after her, the baby and Nikki always.” “Well then good, Nicol let’s go take out that IUD.” “Can I come with?” I had to be with, I need to be with every step of the way. “Yes sure.” Nicol said, Dominique didn’t look to happy with the idea.

Nicol got on the bed “Open your legs Nicol” I was standing at her head; she opened her legs for Dominique. It was weird seeing another man putting his hand in Nicol’s pussy but I wanted to be here so I had to watch. “You know it’s going to be uncomfortable right?” “Yes, Dominique just get on with it.” Nicol said to him. I looked at Nicol the whole time I could see when Dominique pulled the IUD out because her face changed. “You okay sweetheart?” I asked her. “Yes, I’m good.” I heard something drop in a bowl. “Okay all done.” Dominique said. “That was quick.” “It normally is.” Dominique said. I helped Nicol of the bed although she said she didn’t need help. “I’m okay Nicolas.” “I don’t care I’m looking after you.” When we sat in Dominiques office again he said “Okay Nicol now that you have a man in your life, I’m sure you can go to an OBGYN from now on.” “Okay I’ll make an appointment with one, tell me you will be there when our baby is born.” “It would be my pleasure.” We all got up, I shook Dominiques hand Nicol hugged him and we left his room.

As we walked to the car, I kept on asking her if she was okay. “Nicolas please I’m fine.” “It can’t be comfortable having something pulled out of your pussy.” “It isn’t comfortable but it doesn’t hurt.” Nicol ensured me. On our way back home, I asked Nicol. “Why didn’t you tell me about the problems you had with Nikki?” She looked at the scenery outside I thought she wasn’t going to answer me when she said “You didn’t ask and I don’t like thinking about that time of my life.” “But didn’t you thought I wanted to know?” “No because my circumstances have changed, I’m sure I won’t be malnutrition with Isabella or you in the house.” She tried to make a joke. “That is true but I would have still liked to know what you went through.” “But why Nicolas? To make me feel worse for not coming back to you or for not calling you. Making you feel bad because I thought about your future more than I thought about my own or our babies. Don’t you think there where nights I was hungry where my boss at the Chinese restaurant didn’t give me food, I wanted to call you. There where so many times I just wanted to give up, until I felt her moved in my belly then I put one foot in front of the other and went on with my life, I realized I needed to have this baby, to have something that reminds me of you and oh my does she remind me of you. I couldn’t go back on my word to myself, I couldn’t ruin your life, Nicolas. Don’t you understand that?”

Nicol

I was pouring my heart out at Nicolas yet again, I wish he could understand what I went through just to give him what he has now. Yes, I probably should have thought about Nikki’s needs first and maybe mine but all I ever could think about was Nicolas. I was actually crying by now. Nicolas wipe my tears from my cheek. “I appreciate everything you did for me Nicol don’t get me wrong and like I said I do understand why you did it and I love you more for it. But I could still feel bad that I wasn’t there for you or Nikki.” “It’s in the past Nicolas let’s just look to the future okay.” He pulled me closer and kissed me, “Yes sweetheart we are looking to the future and I will make sure you are very relaxed and fed with the new baby, I’ll carry you on my hands that is a promise.” “Thank you, Nicolas. Like I said earlier thank you for being there for me and Nikki.”