Chapter 109

Nicolas

“You joking right? You want to marry someone that threatens to kill you?” I started to laugh so hard because I knew Nicol was joking with me. “She’s joking Anton don’t be so gullible.” “I have to ask, I would be a bad friend if I didn’t ask.” “Okay fine Anton you are a good friend, feel better now?” I asked as we both started laughing. When we calmed down Anton asked “So how is it having a daughter?” “It’s something I can’t describe everyday I learn something new, and she’s so beautiful and has the best manners. The best of everything is she started called me dad.” “Seriously?” “Yes, you won’t know how much that meant to me.” “I can only imagine.” “She was sick the weekend and I stayed with her the whole night she didn’t want me to leave her site, I’ve never had anyone depend on me like that.” “And you are okay with it?” “More than okay Anton I asked Nicol to have another baby with me.” “No way? You not serious?” “I’m dead serious, we are going to the doctor to get rid of her birth control and I’m going with.” “Fuck Nicolas, I thought you will always stay the most eligible bachelor of New York.” “At some time, I thought it to but fuck Anton having a wife and kid or should I say having Nicol, I love her so much I can’t explain it to you, it takes over my whole body, my whole live all I can think about is going home to see my soon to be wife and my daughter, I want to give them everything in this world.” “You going to ask her to marry you?” “Off course why will I want another child with her if I don’t marry her?” “Okay I get it.”

“We should get together one night I would love to reconnect with her.” “I would love that to. I’ll find out maybe we can go out the weekend, you can bring your girlfriend with and we can have a double date.” “I want to meet Nikki as well.” “Let’s first go out with Nicol and then you can meet Nikki.” “Pappa bear is a bit protective, isn’t he?” “I am believe me I even got her a bodyguard because the paparazzi is still at her school and the school security is worth shit.” “No fucking way?” “Yes, off course I want someone to protect her.” “When are you buying a house in the suburbs with a white picked fence, a dog and 2 and a half kids, isn’t that the American dream?” “Nikki loves the city to much, I thought about it.” “Did you speak to Nicol about it?” “No” “Then you can’t make a decision. Would you really leave the city?” “If it’s going to make my family happy, I’ll do anything.” “Well then let’s raise our glasses to that. To your family.” Anton said.

Nicol

When Nikki and Nicolas were gone, I went to my room and jumped in the shower. While I was in the shower, I was thinking of how I was going to tell Dr Dominique Manno that I want my IUD removed and that Nicolas wanted more children, he was very protective of me and he knew what I went through with Nikki. I know I needed to call him today but I didn’t have the guts. I finished showering got dressed did my hair, then I started to move my cloths to Nicolas room anything to not call Dominique. It didn’t take me to long to be moved into Nicolas room, it helped that there was one side that was completely empty. Clearly the interior designer did make space for a woman in his life although I don’t think he would have ever settled down. I really feel honored that he wants to settle down with me and Nikki and then off course our baby but there will be no baby if you don’t call the Dr. I went to the kitchen made myself a cup of coffee and took my phone to the window seat looking out at New York. I dialed Dominiques number hoping he would be to busy to answer but no such luck.

“Nicol my dear how are you?” “I’m very good and you?” “Good no complaints just missing you.” “Aaa that’s so sweet.” “I take it you don’t miss us?” “I miss the people but not the getting up at 5 am or sometimes 4 am to go to work.” “I hear you.” “Dominique, I want to talk to you about something.” “You know you can talk to me about anything.” “Yes, I know but I also know you not going to be happy with what I want to talk about.” “Nonsense spit it out.” “Okay fine, Nicolas asked me to have another baby with him and I said yes.” I rabbled it off as quick as possible. There where silence I had to ask after a while “Dominique?” “I’m still here I’m just taking in what you just said.” “Okay?” “Are you sure about this Nicol? The two of you aren’t even married yet.” “I know but I also know he will never leave me.” “How sure are you about that Nicol, did you see with how many women his been with and he never stayed with one more than one night.” “I know I’ve seen but it’s been a few months now and his still with us and he was the one that suggested we have another child; he wants to experience what he couldn’t with Nikki. And Dominique, you should see him with Nikki his such a good father.” “I don’t doubt his a good father I’m just scared he leaves you when things don’t go his way, I mean Nikki is almost a teenager, having a baby is a whole new ball game.” “I know but I believe in him and I believe he will stick with me; remember it was me who ran from him.” “I know but he didn’t look for you.” “Dominique, I didn’t make it easy for him at all.” “Clearly there is no way of changing your mind. When do you want to come in?” “Can we come in tomorrow?” “What do you mean we?” “Nicolas wants to come with, he said he wants to be there from the beginning.” “Or does he just want to make sure you do get the IUD removed?” “Dominique please.” “Okay fine tomorrow is good for me say at 12 pm.” “Thank you, Dominique, and please don’t give him the third degree.” “I can’t promise you that.” “Okay please go soft on him then.” “I’ll see, I have to go Nicol see you tomorrow.” “See you tomorrow.” When I disconnected the call, I fell on the coach worrying about tomorrows appointment.