Chapter 105

Nicolas

We were lying in bed, Nicol in my arms staring at the ceiling trying to calm down from the best sex I’ve ever had. Yes, I say it every time after Nicol and I have sex but that is how it feels for me that it is every time better than the previous. It never felt like this with other women, maybe because I didn’t have feelings for them. “Sweetheart?” “MMMMM” she said. “You want me to go with you to the doctor’s appointment?” “It’s really not necessary Nicolas; I’m just going to ask her to remove the IUD.” “What is that?” “It’s a small contraceptive device inserted into the uterus to prevent pregnancy.” “Wouldn’t it hurt?” “No, it’s more uncomfortable than anything else.” “I think I should go with, what if something goes wrong? What if you have pain and can’t walk?” “You overthinking this Nicolas, but yes it’s fine you can come with, if you really want to.” “Oh, I want to I want to be with every step of the way. And we need to find out how long we should wait until we can have sex again.” She gave a small laugh, “Nicolas we can have sex right away but you should know that if the IUD is out I can get pregnant at any time, it’s not like other contraceptives that would take time before we can get pregnant so if you want to wait, we will have to use condoms.” “Fuck that we not waiting.” She pushed herself up to put her head on her hand looking at me, “Are you sure about this Nicolas? This is a huge step I mean I can get pregnant in a month or two. There was a nurse I’ve worked with that got pregnant a month after she removed the IUD. Which means you need to be very sure.” “I am, but why does it sound like you are doubting me?” “I’m not doubting you; I just want you to be sure.” “I promise you Nicol I’m sure, if you want to get engaged first fine, we can go out and buy a ring tomorrow.” “That’s not very romantic, is it?” She said, and yes it wasn’t romantic but I’ll do anything to get her pregnant. “I’m sorry I just really want a baby with you, I want to experience everything I’ve missed with Nikki, it’s not like I would run away, I’m sure you’ve seen that?” The look on her face immediately changed “I wouldn’t run away either Nicolas.” “Sorry Nicol that’s not what I meant, I was just trying to set your mind at ease that I’m ready for this I’m ready to have more children with you.” She leaned in and kissed me, I took over the kiss, pushing her to lay on her back.

I moved slowly over her laying on top of her kissing her, with every touch of her tongue my dick got harder and harder, this time I was taking it slow no hard fucking; I want her to see I appreciate her and most of all I wanted to show her how much I loved her. I moved to lay between her legs, aligning my dick to her entrance and slowly sink into her pussy. She was looking at me the whole time. I was trying to keep myself from fucking her hard, it took a lot out of me not to ram into her and just start fucking her. When I was balls deep in her pussy, I started to move slowly. I kissed her while I pushed in and out of her, I made love to her with my mouth and with my dick. We went slow and I loved it, every time I stopped kissing her our eyes locked and we just staired at each other, which was so intimidate, if you told me 3 months ago that I would make love to Nicol again that I would have a child and that I’m in desperate need of another I wouldn’t have believed you for one second, but here we were. I was making love to the love of my life, I had a daughter sleeping in the next room and we are planning for another, life couldn’t get much better than this. I pushed into her a bit harder, as she lifted her hips to meet my thrust, we formed a rhythm she pushing up while I pushed in, we didn’t loose eye contact for one second when I could feel she was starting to milk me, I gave her a sweet kiss and whispered in her ear, “Cum for me sweetheart, cum for me.” When I looked at her again I could see the tears forming in her eyes, but I didn’t stop, I kept on pushing in and out of her, “Nicolas I’m cumming, I’m cumming!” She said softer than normal when she came. I pushed in a little faster chasing my own orgasm as she milked me. “I’m cumming sweetheart I’m cumming.” I said over and over as I emptied myself inside her. When I was eventually done, I fell on top of her covering her body with mine. “I love you sweetheart with all my heart.” Then she started to cry even more, I rolled of her and made sure she was lying in my arm.

“What’s wrong sweetheart?” “I just can’t believe you love me and forgave me.” “Off course I forgave you sweetheart, I understand why you did it and I’ve never stopped loving you that is why I never had a serious girlfriend after you, I was still hung up on you.” “I couldn’t even look at another man after I ran away Nicolas because I never stopped loving you.” I took her face in my hands and kissed her again, just a sweet kiss. “Well, we are back together and we are building our family, a bit later than we would have wanted when we were in Uni but everything we have done since you left, build our character and we are the persons we are today because of that, and I don’t think one of us turned out to bad especially not that sweet girl of ours. You did a great job raising her sweetheart.” “Thank you, Nicolas I tried my best.” I was kissing her again when my phone rang, it was past 10 in the evening who on earth will call me at this time, I took the phone looking at the caller ID, on the screen it showed it was Karen. I could feel Nicol pulling away from me immediately, we just had the best conversation and we declared our love for one another but she pulls away for a phone call what is that about?