Chapter 5: Dare to Dream
Tori’s POV
\-1 week later-
It’s officially been a week since turning 14 and I feel like a complete loser. I mean, not only did my birthday suck ass, aside from when the guys came over to spend time with me, but the most important part of the event never happened. My wolf. My wolf never appeared, just like I assumed.
Sighing, I unconsciously moved to touch the necklace given to me by Jake. A beautiful crystal pendant that rested just between my chest plate. The crystal a beautiful teal color almost as if it was a mixture between each of their eyes. From Jakes dual color eyes to Zak’s gorgeous blue hues to even a mixture of Alex’s fierce green ones.
My heart suddenly fluttering at the mere thought of them.
Oh who was I kidding, they could never want me. I’m just a loser, a freak. Besides, I’m almost positive that they each have a mate who’s waiting for them out there somewhere. After all, they were at that age and like any wolf, the required age to find their mate.
Each of them now at the sweet age of 20 and equally handsome to boot, I couldn’t begin to imagine anyone not wanting them as a mate. Each of them being extremely lucky to have a mate of equal value while I, on the other hand, remained mateless. Because even at 14, I knew deep down that I would never be lucky enough to find mine, or they, me, because given the facts that were handed to me as a child, I would forever be scentless.
And while I often wished in secret that Zak’s words meant more to me that night after being said. I knew better than to hope. A twinge of pain now radiating all along my chest as the thought of never being theirs, or at least, in the correct way that I truly wanted to be, their mate.
Ignoring the pain, I felt each time I thought of them, I moved to roll over on to my side. My eyes now trained on my bedroom window from the position I was now laying upon my bed on. The sky was a bit cloudy, which meant there was a good chance of rain coming as we hadn’t gotten rain in a while and today seemed like a good time as any for it, especially with how my mood had been today.
Groaning, I moved to crawl over to my bedroom window instead, having quickly decided to see if I could catch a quick glimpse of the guys over at the training grounds. Secretly hoping that they would be over there, having been told by them on the day of my birthday that they would be given a more rigorous training schedule, that they seemed eager to stick to it. Each of them training for their next big role within the pack.
A role that I could never possibly fill without my wolf. My eyes still scanning the grounds only to pause. Our house close enough for me to see the training area but not close enough for me to get caught when watching them.
Each of them devilishly handsome. My cheeks turning a bright pink as I secretly watch them from a safe distance. Each of them toned and full of muscle all while sporting an athletic body. A part of me craving them in return. And in more ways than I cared to admit.
A small secret that I had been carrying since I was at the sweet age of 12. Already aware that my body only reacted to that of a male and not that of a female only confirmed my sexual preference even more. And as I continued to get older, the more I kept confirming it. Now here I was, at the tender age of 14 and my body was becoming more and more self-aware of Jake, Zak and Alex’s presence.
A warm sensation now sitting within the pit of my stomach. Butterflies dancing within as I sat there thinking of them. Each of them claiming me as their mate. Each of them loving me in away that only they could do.
Shaking my head, I suddenly feel extremely hard between my legs. My cock now throbbing. Another thing I now had to deal with as I continued to get older, my sexual urges. My body always craving their touch which never seemed to surprise me as I was secretly drawn to them without any hesitation.
“Pull yourself together Tori. There not yours” I instantly scold myself, now opting to move away from the window only to allow myself to lean back against my headboard. My hand softly palming over my now semi-hard cock with a slight hiss.
“Fuck”
Hissing again, I know I need to get a handle over this before someone managed to walk in on me but at that moment I truly didn’t care. My hand slowly reaching into the waistband of my pants, I carefully move to slip out my cock. My shaft already pulsing with need. Biting my lip, I move to think back to everything I’ve read about the male urges.
About how boys typically started exploring their bodies around the age of 10 in order to release stress and if I was being completely honest, I was always stressed when it came down to matters of the heart. My hand now gently wrapping itself around my shaft, I gently begin stroking it. Another hiss rising as I move to close my amber eyes while letting my mind wander.
My mind now on Jake, Zak and Alex. Each of them taking turns all while sharing me. Jake carefully moving to stroke me while I stroked him and Zak. Zak’s mouth leaving wet hot kisses along my neck and shoulder while my own mouth worked on sucking Alex.
“Goddess” I groan, my shaft steadily growing the longer I allowed my mind to wander.
“Gods, yes… Yes Jake, please” I moan, my hand squeezing me gently while I continued stroking it. The friction a nice sensation as I continued to imagine Jake’s hand still touching me.
Whimpering at the touch, I gradually move to pick up speed. My mind now imaging both Jake and Zak both aligning there big, huge cocks at the base of my entrance before moving to slip deep inside of me. Both of them stretching me to the max as Alex continued to fuck my mouth.
“Jake… Zak… Alex…” I whisper. Each of their names feeling completely right along my tongue as I continued to pleasure myself. My body close to its orgasm as this was my first time masturbating to each of them but with the sudden need of arousal hitting me, I knew I needed too. Even if it was just to satisfy my own sexual needs and no one else’s.
Tilting my head back slightly, I move to cry out in ecstasy as warm hot seed now begins to coat my hand. My hand still working through my bodies first orgasm as I gently milk my shaft empty. My body slowly leaning against my bed only to freeze. A piece of me now praying that nobody was around to hear that while climaxing to each of their names.
A blush now deepening upon my face as I quickly move to dart from my bed and over to the bathroom to clean myself up, not wanting someone like my mom to walk in and see me in such a state do I move to head for the shower instead. My mind hoping that a warm hot shower would be enough to help ease my now racing thoughts.
Please, Moon Goddess… If I truly am worthy of something special, please, please, please, let me find my mate when I too become of age. Please, I beg, now hoping that our Moon Goddess would hear me, for if there was one thing I could ever ask for within a lifetime it would be to find my mate or mates if I dared to dream of my three hot sexy friends. My Alpha, Beta and Delta.