Chapter 36 It's Almost Forever
3 months ago
Sade
I was a bit surprised at the absolute physical reaction she had to me suggesting we have a baby together. I was expecting her to reject the idea, but I wasn’t expecting the idea to make her shove her head in a trashcan so she could throw up. So, I guess this will take more finesse than I thought.
It has been a couple of days. She’s not really sleeping much, and she’s got no appetite, but I’m watching. I fixed her some protein shakes to keep her vitamins and protein levels up. After all, I'm putting her body through a workout. I need to think of a way I might get her to start taking prenatal vitamins. I read that those are good to start taking before you even get pregnant. Now, that I have been making love to her and cuming in her so much, it might be too late, and she might already be pregnant. We’ll have to wait and see.
I asked her if she wanted to go to her studio and she shivered and whispered no. I honestly wasn’t sure why she had that reaction. She loves to do her art stuff. I know she’s rather secretive about it though, and no one has been inside that she knows of. Of course, I have seen it all through the cameras but she doesn’t know that yet.
I can honestly say I didn’t quite calculate her reaction perfectly. I didn’t expect quite this bad of a reaction. I mean, I know, logically she was going to resist and argue with me. I knew she would probably be sad and upset. I guess sometimes it’s truly hard for me to judge emotional levels since I don’t really have those. The only emotions I really feel are all for Rain. So, this level of sadness and despondency is a bit more extreme than I calculated.
Perhaps this is good, and it will get it all out of her system, so that way when I come back in just 3 months, this will have prepared her for the permanence of us together. She still has 3 months of school she has to finish, or else she’d be coming with me now. I had thought about waiting until after graduation, but I had waited so long already. I thought perhaps if I got her pregnant now, that would also smooth the way to her accepting me when I come back for her.
I wonder if she will try to run from me? I have to admit the idea of chasing her gets my blood pumping and makes my dick hard. However, it also makes that predator in me stir, and I have kept that away from Rain. She knows it’s there, she’s seen glimpses, but I’m not sure what would happen if that part was ever unleashed because of her, what would happen then? I know I could never physically harm her, but I know I could most definitely harm those around her that she cares about, and I know how much that would hurt her. I will use that if I have to, but I hope she doesn’t push me that far.
I’ll have to make sure and get all that set up for when I come back. If I need to punish her, it will have to be immediate and brutal. She can never doubt how serious I truly am about all of this. She can never think she will ever get away from me. That would just create needless anxiety on her part when it didn’t work. No, best to get the point across immediately.
Right now, I have her sitting on the corner of the bed, and I am sitting behind her. I am brushing her hair out for her as I just washed and conditioned it. I love her hair, and I like feeling it run through my fingers. What I don’t love is feeling her flinch every time I touch her. It is getting tedious. I’m not sure she can just make it stop though, so I will have to just figure out a way to keep calm about it.
She has no idea about all of the changes that are about to take place. Several aren’t even ones I have set in motion. Things are happening with the parents that she has no idea about. They are planning to look at purchasing a house in Europe, and they haven’t decided how many times they will go back and forth. Not that it makes much difference.
It has been months since she’d had any contact with her mother. She has been truly left all alone here basically. Zoey doesn’t count, as she only cares about her friends and partying, and what drugs she can get her hands on.
Rain is waiting for the acceptance letter from her chosen college. Haden and Sarah have already gotten theirs. They are supposed to all end up in the same general area, but at different schools. Haden’’s parents have secured an apartment for him right after graduation, and he’ll have a couple of roommates. Sarah has secured a small bungalow that she’s renting, but her parents have much more money.
Rain has been trying to find housing in the same area, and she has several prospects, or so she thinks. Of course, no matter what acceptance letter she may or may not receive, she won’t be going, because she’ll be going with me. I’ll hire her the best art teachers money can buy. It might take a bit of doing and finessing, but I will make it work for her if she wants me to.
I have already started finishing touches on where we will live together. One thing I did was make her a really big and fantastic studio. I hired several artists to tell me what would make the whole thing perfect, so I used their ideas, and things I know about her, and from watching her in her own studio, to create a heaven for her.
I lean forward and kiss the back of her head, smiling, knowing things are going to be perfect. I only have a few more days with her now, but I’ll be back, then we’ll be together permanently. I can’t wait. I am also excited about the baby I will give her.
“Rain, when you go back to school, before graduation, don’t try to get on any birth control. Now that you’re 18 I’m serious, it’s time for us to start our family together. Don’t fight me, be a good girl, and make sure I don’t need to punish you.” I kiss her temple as she flinches and closes her eyes. I just keep brushing her hair.