Chapter 15: Alpha's Memory

I am lying on the sofa in my study at the pack house, a place where I feel safe. Doc said, "Ok, Alpha, this is where you relax and remember what happened on the night of the party." She took out her pendulum and swung it back and forth.

As I watched the pendulum swinging back and forth. I feel my eyes drowsier and see myself falling into a dark space. I can hear Doc's voice, but I feel a weird sense of DeJavue. I can listen to her, but I cannot move my limbs.

I have transcended the room in darkness, and I felt like I had no control over the circumstances I was caught in. Doc asked me, "How do you feel, Alpha?" I told her, "I felt the heat all over my body and could not stop it. I had no control over my arms and legs or my entire body. I felt like someone was placing a bag over my head and taking me somewhere. Then I lost consciousness. Next, I knew I was in a dark room, I believe. There was no light, and as I tried to adjust my vision, I felt hands caressing me, touching everywhere. I realized that there was someone else in the room beside me. The hands were soft and small. As I felt the hand groping my member, I got very excited. I stopped the hand by grabbing it and felt around for the female face. I tried to see her face, but whatever I thought I drank was too strong as my Alpha vision faded. I could not recognize the woman's face. I held her face, and my desires ran awreck in my mind, so I kissed her, and she kissed me right back. She was also on fire, and I could not quench her fire nor my desire to consume her in my fire. I must have sex now, or I would go insane. I felt my hands roaming her body with the caress while she wriggled around, so I grabbed her by the ass and placed her on my lap. She was giving a great lap dance, which was turning me on. My desire for this female was more potent than any drug I had ever consumed.

I tried to figure out her scent and could not smell a thing. Was she a human? I knew this was not Elise, who smelled like Jasmine. She has no scent; I cannot smell anything and felt like my nostrils were blocked." I called on Damian for help, but he was not answering me. It seemed he refused to talk to me or was drugged way more than me. Doc asked, "What happened next?" I replied, "Bad things, Doc." She asked, "What bad things, Alpha?"

I said, "I had sex with a young girl Doc." She asked me to describe what happened. I said, "I can see me who undressed her while kissing her and sucking on her nipples and touching her folds. She tasted terrific when I sucked her love juice off my fingers. It tasted like honey. I can feel her clenching her thighs as she cums and hear her hoarse shouts, but I cannot recognize her voice." Doc says, "Go on." I described that as I sucked her nipples, my hand went down to her panties and ripped them. Then it went to her slit, and she steered my hand to her vagina. I slipped one finger in, then two; as I worked my fingers, I could hear her groan and feel her juices run down my fingers; she jumped on my lap and started to move around on my dick. I could not bear the pressure any longer, so I placed her at the edge of the bed and went on the floor as I opened her legs wide. I knew that I was going to have my fill of her sweetness.

Doc asked, "Do you pick up any scent." I told her I was smelling vanilla. I sat on the floor and positioned her to my mouth, and I started lapping at her opening and passed my tongue along her slit nibbling and sucking her. I pushed my two fingers into her vagina while I sucked her clit. I heard her moan, then scream. I then continued lapping her juices, flattened my tongue as her juices flowed, and it tasted like honey. I inserted three fingers into her pussy, and I heard her whimper. I gently pulled and pushed her vaginal walls, moving my fingers in and out of her. I knew my member was big, so I had to prepare her and make her slick. I nibbled on her clit again, and when I thought she was ready.

I inserted my dick into her pussy, but it was challenging to go into her. I spat on my hand and rubbed it along my dick to moisten it. I tried again; this time, I kissed her and made a last hard push as our tongues danced. She whimpered, and then I heard her pop. Her membrane broke, and I could feel the wetness, so I stopped as she screamed in pain. I gave her time to adjust to my size; by this time, I knew She was a virgin. It was the first time I had sex with a virgin, and in my mind, I was happy I had a virgin.

Then I started slowly, moving in and out of her vagina. As the sting reduced from my invasion into the most private part of her body, she matched my every move. Then I vigorously pumped into her because I could not stop; whatever drug was in that drink pushed me on, and I had no control over my actions. This was the best sex I ever had, was what was in my mind. After the hard tryst, we were exhausted and fell into a deep sleep.

Several times that night, I was awakened by hands roving all over my body and felt a soft body tucked beside me in a spoon-like position. She was kneading and tugging and encircling my body. I could feel a warm tongue licking my neck. I was awakened with many moments of hardened phallus. This woman's desire was insatiable. Did I make her some nymphomaniac? Her desires were insatiable.

I felt the heat building up, and we began again as I sensed the heat building in her. This continued throughout the night as we were hungry for each other. We tried all kinds of positions that night and had terrific sex for almost the entire night. Finally, we fell into a deep sleep from exhaustion.

"Alpha, what happened next?" Doc asked. I remembered opening my eyes, and it was broad daylight. I saw a dent in the bed and the telltale signs of blood around the edge of the bed sheets and in the middle of the bed. I got out of bed on wobbly legs with a spinning headache. Then I looked around for this woman, but she was nowhere around. I felt dehydrated and looked for water because I was extremely thirsty and found none. I went to the bathroom, had a shower, and drank a bit of water while in the shower. I tried to find her scent in the morning, but I could only pick up a vanilla smell. My ability to smell was still a bit off.

Doc said, "When I count to three, open your eyes. Are you ready, Alpha? I heard 1,2,3." Then my eyes popped open.

Doc said, "Now let us talk about the notes I took while you were under hypnotism. First of all, you were drugged. The drug was causing you to get hot. That is the effect of an aphrodisiac. Next, you said she was a virgin. Then, you did not know her scent, but you could smell vanilla. Who do you know has a vanilla scent?" I said the only person I knew who had a vanilla scent was the lady who worked in the coffee shop. As far as I know, she is with her mate and not a virgin." Doc said, "Now we can rule her out." You also said she tasted like honey.

Doc said, "Let us summarise our findings; she is young and a virgin, her scent is vanilla, and she tastes like honey. Does that remind you of anyone you know?"

At this point, my heart was skipping beats. Could it be her? I am out of my mind again. I started to sweat above my brows. Doc said, "Alpha, what is wrong with you?" I told her it reminded me of one person, but I feared she was not who I think I slept with; if it was her, I am sure my world would know. Plus, she has disappeared, so it is unlikely she. Ocan'tcan't be her. Doubts filled my head and my mind. If it were Bonnie, she would tell me. I am sure about that. I have to find her; that is the only way to find out. But where do I look?