Chapter 9: Chapter Nine

Olivia

Shit, I don't know how I'm going to handle this if anyone finds us kissing in his office. Everyone will think I seduced him, which is sort of true, but I didn't plan on this going any further than bed. I try to stop kissing him and push him away with my hands on his chest, but the hand on my waist tightens and his other takes both my hands by wrist and puts them on my lap and he deepens the kiss making me moan. We carry on kissing like that until he pulls away and puts his forehead on mine and his hand slides to my butt.

"Please tell me you're wearing underwear." He says with his eyes closed and I figure maybe I shouldn't answer him.

I move to stand and he lets me, only to have him pin me to the desk and raise the skirt of my dress. "Jason, stop." I say softly, but even I hear my voice holds no power whatsoever. He's not actually doing anything, he's merely standing behind me caressing my bum. The problem is that his callous hands caressing me are doing things that are sending tingles up my spine and through my pussy. I don't know what this man does to me that just undoes me and makes me lose all sense.

"I should spank you for just wearing these. Or maybe fuck you so hard the whole office hears you screaming my name." As he says that his hand goes down to touch my clit through the lace. "I bet you're wet for me. Are you wet for Olivia?" He asks although he checks for himself with his fingers slipping through my panties. Of course I'm wet, I've been wet since I sat on top of him and he started kissing me. I stay silent because I'm hoping he's not going to do what I'm hoping he will do.

"I'm going to fuck you with my fingers because you're being quiet. But I'm not going to let you come because you don't deserve to come." Only as he says that and starts fucking me with his fingers do I attempt to say something. But I keep quiet just as quick because he says, "if you make a noise I will spank you Olivia, so be a good girl and keep quiet for me."

Fuck, he is brutal in his ministrations. His hand is holding me down by the waist. I can't keep my mewls as low. He spanks my right ass chicks and I jump and moan loudly. "Keep it low baby, we don't want your name on mouth of everyone in this building." And there he goes again calling me baby. I am so up high, when I feel my orgasm about to explode he pulls his fingers out of my pussy and pulls my skirt down and smooths it over. When I don't stand up straight from his desk he pulls me up and turns me to face him. He places a soft kiss on my lips and looks down on me.

I want to say something, but my mind is locked, my lips not forming any words. The one thing that keeps ringing in my mind though, is that I'm falling for this man. I don't know why or how it could be this fast, but I'm going down hill and I don't know how I'm going to stop these feelings. When he notices that I still haven't stood up from his table, he pulls me up and turns me around to face him. He then kisses my forehead and takes out his phone while his other hand goes around my waist, and calls Rudy and tells him that he'd be down in a few minutes.

He sits me on his chair, and it feels like we've done this a million times before, and asks me if I'm ok. I reply with a small smile and nod but still don't say anything. He's too busy looking at his phone to notice that my mind is running a mile a million.

"Order something to eat, I will see you when I return." He says to me. I don't acknowledge that I've heard him, my face turned down towards my hands on my lap.

"Baby are you ok?" I force a smile to adorn my face and clear my voice then lift my head up to look up at him.

"Yeah I'm ok. I don't have much of an appetite so I will eat later together." I say, my voice sounding tight, so I know by the look on his face he doesn't believe me. He looks at me with a little frown on his face and assesses me. He bends over and pecks my lips then tells me he'll see me later.

My mood for the rest of the day remains sour, even after he comes back from his meeting. When we head to his apartment at past five, I'm glad I'll be alone as he attends his meeting. My feelings scare me, I don't know what to to with them, so after he leaves at six, I'm relieved that I will be alone for at least the two hours he will be gone. I don't have a sister to share all of this with, I don't want to bake because I admitted to him that I bake when I'm stressed, so I decide to sleep. Hoping I will be better when I wake up.

I'm sleeping in the bedroom he assigned as mine. When he comes back, he wakes me up and tells me to come eat. I guess he noticed I didn't have anything to eat. For some reason, I've become a baby he now takes care of. After I eat in silence with him watching me, we go to bed in his bedroom. After taking off our clothes we both get in bed. He pulls me closer to him and as sleep claims me again my last thought is that I'm grateful that tomorrow I am going to see my brother.