Goof
After Silvy had dinner with her dad I met her at her house. I could tell she needed to talk so I encouraged her to open up to me. It didn’t take much to get her talking. It never does. At least for me. I don’t know about anyone else. And I don’t care. I want her to feel comfortable coming to me for everything. We laid in her bed after fucking several times and I held her while she talked. She told me she didn’t mind having a little brother. She thought Xavier was adorable and she could see herself spending time with him.
Silvy said that Gena seemed like a nice lady and she does care for Silvy’s father. She told me her dad intends to propose to Gena. Silvy wants her dad to be happy; it is just going to take her some time to adjust. Her father and Gena understood that. I told Sivly I would be by her side whenever she needs me. Silvy curled up on my chest thanking me for always being there for her. And that she was lucky to have me in her life.
That is where she is wrong. She isn’t the lucky one. I am. Silvy fell asleep in my arms that night. Just like every night we spend together. There is no place I would rather her be. Having my arms around Silvy is the greatest sensation ever. Better than sex. Better than riding my bike. As I fell asleep listening to Silvy’s relaxed breathing I kept thinking of all the ways I could keep her. I know my life won’t be complete unless Silvy is my ol’e lady and my wife.
I know I need to meet her father and make my intentions known to him. He is Silvy’s only family. And a huge part of her life I want to meet the man that raised such an incredible daughter on his own. I need him to know I am all in with Silvy. That I want to be more than just her sperm donor. I also want to meet Gena and Xavier if they are going to be part of Silvy’s life.
Two months later
I’m sitting on Silvy’s bed waiting for her to come out of the bathroom. She was taking another pregnancy test. It has been four months since she first came to me and so far no luck. Every negative test took a toll on Silvy. She would try and hide her disappointment, but I saw it. I did whatever I could think of to cheer her up. I took her out for dinner, a ride on my bike despite her protest, and to a carnival. Anything to cheer her up. I spent as much time with Silvy as possible. Whether it was just having dinner and watching tv, having sex or dropping food off to her at work. I was trying to show her I wanted to be there for her.
I even started to help her get the nursery ready. All we have done so far is paint it a pale yellow. Then I helped her narrow down the design she wanted to use. She went with the bear idea I gave her. She wants to have bears in different outfits on the walls. I even helped her shop online for cribs, changing tables, bookshelves, strollers, car seats, blankets, and all sorts of other items. I even took pictures with my phone of everything so I could order some things myself. I even found a website that makes specialized onesies. I found one that looks like a kutte, and another one that says “ I’m cute. Mom is hot. Dad is lucky.”, and my favorite one was “ Daddy’s future riding buddy.” I plan to order all three plus who knows what else I will find.
Silvy has been in the bathroom for three long minutes. I know she is done because I heard the water turn on telling me she washed her hands. The test takes five minutes but I thought she was going to come out before the test was done. We have waited for all the other results together. I’m trying my best to keep from bouncing my leg. Finally, I hear the click of the doorknob. I see Silvy coming out of the bathroom looking down at the test stick in her hand.
I can tell from the look on her face if it is good or bad news. I stood up and went to her. I place my hands on her shoulders “ Babe?” Silvy looks up. She somehow looks happy and sad at the same time. “ It’s positive. I’m pregnant,” she said. Then she chuckles, “ You got me pregnant.” “ Babe, that’s great,” I said as I pulled her into a hug. I can’t believe it. I’m going to be a dad. I want to shout it to the world but I know Silvy isn’t ready for that. But I will soon. I pull back when I remember the look on her face.
“ Babe, what’s wrong? This is what you wanted.” I asked. Silvy nods but I notice she sniffles too. “ It was. It is. It’s just.” she stops. “ Don’t shut me out, babe,” I said. “ It is stupid. I was just thinking now that your part is done I won’t see my best friend as much and it made me sad,” she said. Now I’m confused. “ Why wouldn’t you see Lilly as much?” I asked because it didn’t make any sense. Silvy giggles again, “ No silly. You. You are my best friend Goof.” Wow, I know we are close. And I’m trying to get closer to her but I never had an idea she thought of me as her best friend.
“ Babe, listen to me good. Just because I got you pregnant doesn’t mean I’m not going to be here for you. Whenever you need me I’ll be by your side.” I said. “ But that wasn’t part of our deal. You were going to walk away, so you could go back to your carefree life. You know the skanks and parties.” she said. “ So we change the deal again. I will be with you through the entire pregnancy. Doctor’s appointments, ultrasounds, and birthing classes. You name it, I will be with you.” I told her.
“ Really? You would do that for me?” she asked. When is she going to see this is what I have wanted all along? “Babe. You don’t have to do this entirely alone.” I said, hoping she understands that I’m all in. Silvy wraps her arms around my waist, hugging me tight. “ Thank you Goof. I know my dad said he would help me but with Gena and Xavier he won’t have as much time. You are always there for me. I don’t know what I would do without you.” she said. Don’t worry babe, you will never have to find out.
When Silvy lets go I get on my knees so my face is at her stomach. “ You hear that little bit. Daddy is going to help Mommy out to make sure you come into this world healthy.” I said. Silvy laughs “ You know it doesn’t have ears yet. It can’t hear you.” “ I’m practicing. Get used to it. I’m going to be talking to your stomach often.” I said. “ I promise Daddy is going to take good care of Mommy,” I said. Silvy smiles down at me but doesn’t say anything about me calling myself daddy. Good. She is going to have to get used to it. I am this baby’s daddy.