Chapter 45: I've loved you first

Please be aware this chapter holds sexual contents

It was as if time stopped around us before everything moved underneath my feet when he pressed his lips against mine.

I tried to grasp what was going on by his sudden gesture until I heard him whisper something against my lips. “I loved you first.” I pulled away to look at him. “But at the party, what you said and after the kiss, you just stared at me.” He chuckled and then curled a piece of my hair behind my ear. “About you keeping me on my toes isn’t necessarily a bad thing, I wanted to tell you how I felt about you but by the look on your face told me you misunderstood me.”

“And the kiss.” He pecked my lips. “You left me dazed after you electrified me.” I couldn’t help but smile. “You mean everything to me, Adams.” He ran his hand up the side of my face and deep into my hair. He fused our mouths and kissed me deeply. A curious sensation overwhelmed me as I wondered what he would taste like. I flicked my tongue against his lips and his lips parted for me to enter. I ran my tongue around his mouth a moan built up in my throat and before I could stop myself it escaped past my lips.

It was as if it was a sign for Brandon as he tightened his hold on me and kissed me with absolute passion. Our bodies hummed in ecstasy as the desire started to break free taking over our minds. I found my body pressed up against a wall and our hands all over each other. He was the first to break the kiss but didn’t move away.

“I don’t want to ruin everything we have by crossing a barrier that we can’t put back on.” He said referring to our bodies that were hot and ready for each other. “I’m probably going to sound so incredibly weird but do you know how many nights I laid awake wanting to know how it feels to be touched by you?” I said pushing his shirt up and over his head.

“Adams.” He whispered looking at me with eyes filled with lust. I grabbed the hem of my shirt and shed off my shirt. I found his eyes fixating on my lacey bra before he lifted his eyes to my face. “I don’t know why I’m so surprised about you wearing lace.” He said his deep voice teasing me.

He lifted his hands to my hips and pulled me closer to him so he could fuse our mouths as his hands skimmed over my skin. I wanted to moan when I found his hand on my back playing with the bra’s clasp. “Adams, you better stop me before I unclip your bra because there is no going back.” He muttered against my lips.

I reached with my hands to my back where I unclipped the bra and let it drop to the ground. I looked at him and caught him in a daze. “You are so damn perfect.” He said brushing his hand over my chest before cupping a breast in his palm and gave my breast a little squeeze. “Brandon.” I moaned into his mouth giving Brandon the sign to pick me up in his arms and lay me down on my bed with him stretched out above me.

“How can you call me hot when I’m small chested?” I asked during our kisses. He cupped my breast again and gave it another squeeze. “They are perfect for me.” He whispered pushing himself up just so he can make himself level with my chest to take a nipple between his lips.

My back arched at the contact I stretched out my hand above my head and flattened my hand against the wall to steady myself. I moaned when he used his thumb to play with my other nipple teasing it until begged for his mouth. This was so wrong but so damn right.

I felt his hand brushing down the length of my body making its way down to the waist of my panties. My body was out of control, it was like my body was here but not my soul. I felt his hand pause at the top of my panties and it made me look at him.

He was asking for permission. "No going back, remember?" I said my voice sounding out of breath. I lifted my hips helping him slip off my shorts and panties. "It's unfair though that you are still dressed." I teased lying back down. He smiled at me and pushed himself up to remove his pants.

I bit my lip as he stood before me naked wearing nothing but that chiseled body of his. He crawled back onto the bed until he was lying between my legs giving me a good taste of what was going to happen. "Your dad?' He questioned brushing his hand up and down the length of my upper thigh before pulling it up and curling my leg behind his back.

I threw my head back loving the way he was teasing me until I was sure that I was going to pass out. "They are at my grandmother, won't be back until later tonight." I told him. He nodded. "I don't have a condom." He said kissing my lips. "Camille's present is in the drawer." I said motioning to my nightstand. He chuckled and pulled the drawer open.

"They came in handy after all." He said smiling as he opened the packet and slipped one on. "Just a heads up. This is my first time." I said pushing me onto my elbows watching him crawl back to me. "I know, angel." He answered making himself comfortable between my legs. "One more chance. Are you sure about this?" He asked. "Maybe years ago I would have done things from being rational but not today. I want you and there isn't a bone in my body that doesn't agree with my decision." I said.

He leaned forward connecting our lips with a kiss. "I love you, Adams."