The Hidden Desire

"You're wrong! To be honest, my eyes were really stained when I saw you-"

"Fuck...!"

Braaakkk...

Nathan punched the cold stone right next to Disha. Thinking that she was going to be hit, Disha immediately protected her face.

"I-I'm sorry! I really didn't mean to-"

"Damn it, why don't you fight back, huh? Are you really a coward or something?" Nathan shouted in annoyance. He was confused as to why one of Paradise's best soldiers could be so weak like this?

Disha looked down holding back tears, she was very afraid because she didn't know that she had made Nathan so angry with her. Meanwhile she didn't have the strength to fight back.

"Forgive me-"

"Don't apologize anymore, you bastard! Fight me...!" Nathan, who was increasingly annoyed, immediately grabbed Disha's collar tightly. He looked at Disha's face, for some reason he felt strange seeing the figure he thought was Sapphire looking so beautiful.

She has very beautiful round eyes, dark brown and sensually shaped lips. She was too beautiful to be a man.

"Are you really a man?"

"O-of course, I-"

"I really hate to say it, but you look really beautiful." He said. Disha was shocked because she heard Nathan praising her. Strangely, suddenly the previously tense atmosphere became colder.

Nathan touched her hair which fell down to her shoulders, he watched Disha's face carefully. For some reason, a strange feeling emerged in his heart.

He pulled Disha's chin and kissed her lips. Disha, who was shocked by his action, could only remain silent and not move. Keith pushed her body against the wall and kissed her wildly. He even forced his tongue into Disha's mouth.

This man was really at the peak of his desire, it made Disha confused. Isn't she a man now in Nathan's eyes? So why did he kiss her like this?

The kiss lasted so long that Disha felt breathless because Nathan didn't let her take a breath. He only stopped when he was completely satisfied.

"Damn, your lips even taste like a woman's lips. Who are you really? Are you really a man?"

"I-I was born like this, s-sorry if my appearance gives you trouble.

Nathan smiled, he didn't understand why he could be so crazy just because he saw a beautiful man in front of his eyes? Even though he already knew how disgusting men were, for some reason this one seemed like an exception.

Nathan sighed, he looked at Disha from head to toe. He found something strange, his chest was more prominent.

"Damn, you even have breasts like a woman. Do you have gynecomastia?"

"What's that?"

"Tsk, don't you know? Men have breasts like women!"

"Oh y-yes you're right, I have gynecomastia, ahahaha..." she laughed awkwardly like a fool. But for some reason, she felt that Nathan was the stupid one because he still thought positively about her.

Nathan looked at her with his beautiful green eyes, he smiled gently. She don't know why she didn't dare to look at his face.

"Listen, I've never kissed any guy before! But you're an exception!" He said as he left leaving a big question mark.

She didn't know why Nathan's attitude changed like that after kissing her. But for now she could still breathe a sigh of relief because Nathan just let her go.

"Huh...that was close!"

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Her eyes stared at the water bucket which was quite large, he had to draw water and fill the large jar. She was forbidden to draw water while she was still living in her house, because her mother didn't want her hands to hurt from having to do heavy work. But here, she knew that she couldn't indulge like she used to.

"Ugh...it's so heavy-" she pulled the pulley with all her might as the water filled the bucket. However, when the bucket almost rose to the top, the water in the bucket spilled back into the well.

"Hey Sapphire, what are you doing? What's taking you so long?" Nathan kicked the bathroom door and shouted angrily because he had been waiting for his turn to shower for quite a long time.

"S-sorry, I'm drawing the water!"

"What is this? Why is the water in the jug still a little full? It's been 30 minutes but only this much? What are you doing?"

"I'm sorry! The bucket was so heavy, so the water fell back into the well!"

"What kind of reason is that? Tch, if you look at what time it is? Levi and Keith have already left, if we take too long to catch up, that grumpy old man will definitely get angry!"

"T-that's because you woke up late, so-"

"Damn, are you blaming me?"

"I-it's not like that, I just-"

"Tch, never mind! Let me draw the water, you're too slow!" He said while taking over Disha's duties.

Nathan did it quickly and in less than five minutes, the jug was filled with water. The difference in strength between them was truly vast.

"You better exercise those little muscles of yours more often! Your arms even look like those of a woman!"

"Sorry because my arms look like women's arms-"

"Damn it! Can you stop apologizing? You're annoying me!"

"Then, what should I say so you stop scolding me?"

"You just have to do something right! What's the greatest young knight? You're far beyond my imagination. When Gordon praised you, I thought you were as great as he said. But it turns out you're nothing more than a pathetic loser!"

Hearing the spicy sentences that Keith kept saying made Disha at a loss for words to say. She felt so sad that she decided to leave rather than continue hearing Nathan's chatter.

"Hey Sapphire, where are you going? I haven't finished talking to you!"

"Do I have to keep hearing that from you? I know you are very strong, but you don't need to insult other people to that extent, right? Do you really like making other people's hearts hurt because of what you say?"

"What? Hahaha...you finally have the courage to fight me too, right? Why didn't you just fight back yesterday? How about we just fight? I really want to know how strong you are."

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