Chapter 8
FAITH:
I come home a little tired but very happy and relieved because at least now I have one less worry, I won't have to think about how or what we are going to live with my baby and I, we are at financially secure, I'm so relieved, others will see that I make a big deal out of it no you can't imagine how it feels when you know you're going to have a child soon and you're not sure you can feed him at least three times a day, nor be able to give him better care when he is suffering, give him a good education or give him everything he needs.
It's really a big weight they just took off my shoulders like that, I'm so happy, even if I promised myself to be strong I let a few tears flow, anyway there's nothing wrong with letting go for a while we are all human
I put on a Jennifer Hudson song if this isnt love
I am calling phone up just to tell him how much
I really love him cause he is everyting i want
He listen to me, care for me so i truly believe
God sent me an angel up from above
That's gonna love me for live
Might as well be perfect
Only because it is only way a can describe, so
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause i can be be dreaming and just plain crazy
If this ins t love
Tell me what it is, cause i never
Feel like this baby
If this isn't love
l-o-v-e what is it to me……..
That I dedicate to my future baby, don't we say that a child is the only person after a mother who will love you, whatever person you are, whatever your faults, whatever you give millions or nothing, he will love you as you are without expecting anything in return, in any case me it is in this way I loved my mother, it is with as much love and happiness in the heart as I'm sleeping this afternoon
LEILA
Today I'm going out to lunch with my sugar daddy, he's a very important man whose name I'm going to keep quiet, he's a high-ranking personality at the Ministry of Agriculture, that's all I can tell you, as you know. know he has a wife and an only daughter who lives in the United States for studies, as he told me he wants to have a boy who will succeed him I find it a bit precarious as a mentality, since now girls can just as well Do well or do better everything boys do but I don't contradict him because I also want to have a family of my own.
We must meet at the restaurant thousand and one nights, as always I am very sexy and classy for my darling, when I arrive he was already waiting for me
- Him: bah bb you're late
- Me: hello sweetheart
- Him: sorry darling, I didn't even ask you how you were doing
- I'm alright
- Him: please don't make me angry
- Me: at least ask what went wrong, you know I work for someone and I can't be absent as I please
- Him: yes my darling you're right I'm sorry
- Me: don't worry, you're forgiven
The server comes to take our order and leaves, so I start the discussion
- Me: You said you wanted to see me and it was urgent
- Him: I have two good news for you
- Me: Oh good § go ahead, I'm listening
- Him: the first is that I hired someone to make a business plan for you, I plan to open your own fashion house
I'm so happy that I jump on his neck I kiss him full on the mouth without worrying about the looks of others, tonight I'll know how to thank him
- Good for the second I intend to divorce my wife…..