Chapter 6
A few days later....
Faith
The days go by, and nothing gets better, I have increasingly violent nausea, I spend all my mornings with my head in the toilet, I have more and more trouble eating, fatigue is killing me, I spend all my days in bed...
This morning I have an appointment with the agency, it seems they have a truck for me, finally...
After the morning routine, several minutes to vomit, I take my bath, I get ready without forgetting to take a cracker and I get in the taxi towards the agency. Arrival there, I am received instantly
Me: hello sir
Him: hello miss, we called you because there is a company that plans to open a subsidiary here, they are based in England and have subsidiaries all over the world, they want the best, and I see in your CV that you have worked as an assistant in several companies and you have good references, that's why we contacted you, you will start in two weeks... I hope you will be up to it
Me: I will do my best not to disappoint you, and I can assure you that I am the perfect candidate for this position.
Him: well you will go and collect your contract at the reception, read it and sign it if you agree with all the terms
Me: ok
I spend the whole day completing the formalities and I return home in the afternoon....:
I'm going home a little tired but very happy and relieved because at least now I have one less worry, I won't have to think about how or what we're going to live my baby and I, we're at financially secure, I'm so relieved, others will see that I make a big deal out of it no you can't imagine how it feels when you know you're going to have a child soon and you're not sure you can feed him at least three times a day, nor be able to give him better care when he is suffering, give him a good education or give him everything he needs.
It's really a big weight they just took off my shoulders like that, I'm so happy, even if I promised myself to be strong I let a few tears flow, anyway there's nothing wrong with letting go sometimes we are all human
I put on a Jennifer Hudson song if this isnt love
I am calling phone up just to tell him how much
I really love him cause he is everyting i want
He listen to me, care for me so i truly believe
God sent me an angel up from above
That's gonna love me for live
Might as well be perfect
Only because it is only way a can describe, so
If this isn't love
Tell me what it is, cause i can be be dreaming and just plain crazy
If this ins t love
Tell me what it is, cause i never
Feel like this baby
If this isn't love
l-o-v-e what is it to me……..
That I dedicate to my future baby, don't we say that a child is the only person after a mother who will love you, whatever person you are, whatever your faults, whatever you give millions or nothing, he will love you as you are without expecting anything in return, in any case me it is in this way I loved my mother, it is with as much love and happiness in the heart as I'm sleeping this afternoon
LEILA
Today I'm going out to lunch with my sugar daddy, he's a very important man whose name I'm going to keep quiet, he's a high personality at the Ministry of Agriculture that's all I can tell you, like you know he has a wife and an only daughter who lives in the United States for studies, as he told me he wants to have a boy who will succeed him I find it a bit precarious as a mentality, since now girls can do anything I might as well do or better do whatever the boys do, but I don't contradict him because I also want to have a family of my own.
We must meet at the restaurant thousand and one nights, as always I am very sexy and classy for my darling, when I arrive he was already waiting for me
Him: well baby you're late
Me: hello sweetheart
Him: sorry darling, I didn't even ask you how you were doing
I'm alright
Him: please don't make me angry
Me: at least ask what went wrong, you know I work for someone and I can't be away as I please
Him: yes my darling you're right I'm sorry
Me: don't worry, you're forgiven
The server comes to take our order and leaves, so I start the discussion
Me: You said you wanted to see me and it was urgent
Him: I have two good news for you
Me: Really? Come on, I listen to you
Him: the first is that I hired someone to make a business plan for you, I plan to open your own fashion house
I'm so happy that I jump on his neck I kiss him full on the mouth without worrying about the looks of others, tonight I'll know how to thank him
Good for the second I intend to divorce my wife…..
Me: no but it's not ok? I never asked you that
Him: but I do it for us
Me: so we can't live together if you don't divorce your wife? I don't at all want to base my happiness on another woman's misfortune.
Do you want to leave your wife with whom you spent more than twenty years for a girl you just met? Do you hear yourself talking?
Him: but calm down why are you getting angry?
Me: Are you still wondering why I get angry?
You promise to take me as your second wife and now you tell me you want a divorce?
Him: What's the problem? Any other girl in your place would have been delighted
Me: I'm not that kind of girl imagine you, you took my appetite, I'm going home, when you've found your senses you know where to find me, good evening
I leave a little shocked by what he said, others here will see me as an easy girl, materialistic and everything I don't refuse but I don't intend to push a man who divorced his wife to marry me, when I return , I find faith sitting in the living room, it looks like she just woke up, she tells me about her day, she found a job, I'm so happy for her, even if I offer her my help, it's not like that of a girl who likes to live on the hook of others and I see that this news relieves her a lot...
I tell her what happened with the other station there she agrees with me so I intend to stick to my decision, we spend the evening talking about the baby, everything we will do when he is born and everything, this little one will bring more warmth to this house