When we were outside she stopped and held on to me to keep herself steady while she tugged on her boots and by the time we made it to the front of the house, Meredith was there, a cell to her ear, her body wrapped in a blanket. But I stopped and stared when I saw Dog, of all freaking people, with Dad's front garden hose going full throttle, aiming it at flames coming out of the front window of the house.
"Where's Dad and Hawk?" I shouted at Meredith and she took the phone from her ear and replied, "They're in there. Bax got the fire extinguishers."
Shit!
My father had been a volunteer firefighter for ten years. He had fire extinguishers everywhere. He and Hawk were so totally the kind of macho idiots who would try to battle a blaze with fucking fire extinguishers.
I sucked in breath, told myself panic wouldn't help anyone, nor would a screaming hissy fit, both of which I wanted very badly to do.
Then I pulled a quaking Mrs. Mayhew closer to my side and asked Meredith, "Ginger?"
Meredith shook her head and her eyes slid to the side of the house where the tree that Ginger used regularly to sneak out of the house was planted. Dad had threatened to cut down that tree down a million times but since there was another one on the other side of the house, Meredith refused to allow it, said the house would look wonky.
Now, even though my sister was a complete and total bitch, I was glad he didn't because I knew she escaped down that tree.
This clashed with my thoughts that she took off and left her mother and me up there and didn't say a word or think of another person in her family. Especially after my childhood home was firebombed because of her fucking shit.
I held Mrs. Mayhew closer and stared at the house, willing Dad and Hawk to come out as Dog kept the hose aimed in the window.
The sirens could be heard and the firemen came and it took them approximately a millisecond to get their shit sorted and start battling the blaze. Dad came out wearing a coat and boots but Hawk emerged from the dancing flames still bare-chested and barefoot.
I rushed to his boots and tee and met him with them in my hands.
He threw an arm around me and guided me to the sidewalk where my parents and Mrs. Mayhew were standing, now with Dog.
Hawk yanked his tee over his head but spoke as he tugged it down his abs.
"Wanna tell me why the fuck you're here?" he clipped at Dog.
"Orders," Dog replied.
"Sam or Ginger?" Hawk asked.
"Sam," Dog answered.
Hawk's face got tight but I was too busy freaking out because it was also covered in soot.
Therefore I got close and put my hands on his abs.
"Baby," I whispered, leaning carefully into him and looking up, "you okay?"
He looked down at me. "Yeah," he grunted.
"You sure? You're not burned anywhere?"
He had looked down at me but he hadn't focused on me but then, he focused on me.
His arm slid around my shoulders and he pulled me closer.
"I'm good, Sam," he muttered to me then his eyes went to the house.
My eyes went to the house too. Then my arms slid around his middle, I pressed in close and I rested my cheek on his pectoral.
That was when his other arm closed around me.
Neighbors came out, Dad, Meredith and Mrs. Mayhew moved close and we watched the firefighters battle the blaze.
* * * *
I woke up but kept my eyes closed as I lay in my bed feeling bright, Denver sunlight against my eyelids.
Then I reached out a hand and slid it across my bed.
I was alone, Hawk was gone.
I slid my hand back, tucked both under my cheek and curled my legs into my belly as I opened my eyes.
There were people in my house, the kitchen. I knew that because my bedroom was over the kitchen and I heard low murmurs drifting up from there.
This was likely Meredith and the commandos. She was probably making them homemade donuts they would refuse to eat and regaling them with stories of my former boyfriends (none of whom, except Hawk, she actually liked but she never told me that until I’d dumped them or they’d dumped me).
Dad was probably at work. His house had been firebombed, he’d battled the blaze then he’d watched firefighters battle the blaze then he’d talked to the police then one of Hawk’s boys came in an SUV, Hawk loaded Meredith, Dad, Mrs. Mayhew and me in it and Hawk’s boy (this one who looked half-wrestler, half-giant, was named “Mo”) whisked Mrs. Mayhew to her friend Erma’s place and Dad, Meredith and me to my house. Dad had taken a shower while Meredith and I pulled out the couch in my office and made the bed. Dad and Meredith hit the sack, I hit the sack and sometime later, likely right before the break of dawn, I felt Hawk hit the sack next to me. He’d rolled into me, curled deep but I fell back to sleep before I knew whether or not he was in dreamland.
Even with all of this I suspected Dad was still at work. The entire eastern seaboard could fall into the sea and Dad would go to work then get on the phone and call all his men and ask why they were still at home, grieving over loved ones and the loss of national monuments as the country came to grips with a colossal tragedy.
Then he’d tell them they should be on the site, there was work to be done.
Of course, he only had his pajama bottoms and coat but that wouldn’t stop him.
I closed my eyes and sighed.