Chapter 11: Fire

**Nat**

He scared me by accident because he had the same reaction Daiki had, one day when we were eating. I think I licked his mouth and he immediately tried to kiss me. I was shocked. And my mother soon appeared and he let me go, but he told her that I was teasing him.

I didn't know that was teasing a man. I didn't have anyone to teach me or talk to me about it. I usually think, I imitated what I saw my mother do. For me, it was normal.

Should I go and apologize to him? Maybe it would be better to let him calm down. I started to put the dishes away and make his bed. And I wanted to tell him to sleep in the bed with me. It wasn't fair for me to take away his comfort, was it?

I thought it might be hard to share the bed with him because he was very handsome and I didn't have a boyfriend, never had one. My job makes me disgusted with men. But, he... he was different. I had a very strong attraction to him. I would probably never see him again after tomorrow.

But would it have been worth it? A memorable night saved for eternity.

Did I want him?

I put the food out of the room. I brushed my teeth. I combed my hair. I made the bed. And I went to talk to him on the balcony.

His eyes were closed, his fists clenched, tense. I couldn't resist that magnet. Did he want me? If he didn't, I would know. He was gorgeous and must have thousands of girls after him. I stepped back.

"I want you."

"What did you say?"

"I want you, Nat."

He turned around and his eyes met mine and we couldn't say anything else. He brought me to him, hugged me against the wall, smelled my hair and kissed me passionately. I had never been kissed like that. It lit me up, awakening a fire I didn't know existed within me.

He sucked on my neck, I ran my hands over his defined chest. He ripped my blouse. I wasn't wearing a bra and he started kissing my breasts. I was in shock.

**Mateo**

"What is it, Nat? What did I do?"

"I never… uh… - I was stuttering. I never did that.

"You never… ever? Have you ever had a boyfriend?"

"No. I lowered my head in shame."

"You are…"

"I am a virgin."

"Goddess!"

He pulled away from me.

"I won’t be able to control myself if we keep this up."

" I don’t want you to control yourself. I’ve just never felt desire with anyone."

"Are you feeling it now? I mean… Do you want to go all the way with me?"

" I…" — she was blushing —" I want this night to be special, I just don’t know what to do, but yes, I want this."

"It will be special for me too. And I want this so much. I also have no experience, so I don’t know if I can control myself, I’ve been trying to control myself for three days, ever since I saw you dancing in that theater. But you don't owe me anything, I don't want you to feel obligated to anything..."

"No, I don't feel that way. I want you."

"Hit me if you want to stop, because I don't know if I'll be able to be rational."

She laughed. Is that why your eyes turned black? Do you get like that when you're nervous?

" A little bit."

She walked over to me, I picked her up and took her to the bed. She was standing on the bed, at my height on the floor. I took off her shorts and I could smell her arousal.

I groped her ass while I kissed her and she took off my shorts. I was already hard. But I needed to lube her up. I laid her down on the bed, licked her thighs, the lips of her vulva.

She was shy, but excited. So I started to lick and suck her clitoris very slowly, enjoying every second. Her taste was sweet. And I was going crazy. I wanted to bite her there. But I couldn't explain that to her.

When her leg started to shake and moan, I was merciless and sucked her hard, making her scream. Then, I started to penetrate her. I went slowly, so she could adjust to my size.

" This will hurt a little. But it will get better later, I promise. Can I really?"

" Yes."

I kissed her once more and entered her, slowly, deeper and deeper. I found the barrier of her hymen. I forced her. I stopped for a while, I noticed that she felt discomfort, because she squeezed my arm. And when she relaxed, I started again, increasing the pace, until she was moaning and I was exploding and I had to pull out quickly so I wouldn't cum inside her.

I hugged her. And I felt that she was happy because she fell asleep in my arms smiling.