Chapter 83 Chapter 83
Benji
After our talk Jojo fell asleep, I didn’t blame her she was exhausted after last night and all the emotions today. I got up packed my bag and took the photo I made Anton go and print, and put it in the photo frame she bought yesterday, it was one of me and Jojo on the beach, the day I asked her to marry me. I didn’t know if this was a good idea but that is what she wanted. Then I found a piece paper folded it and put a few $1000 in it with a message, I wrote. “When you found this your probable made peace with the fact that the baby is coming whether you like it or not. Use this money to buy him or her whatever they need. I love you Joelle and you will always have a place in my heart. Love Benji.” I actually wiped a tear away as I wrote the message. I went and put it in the closet it was clear the dresses and bags she wasn’t planning on wearing was stored here. It was just before 4 pm when I realized I need to wake her and say good bye. I really didn’t want to do it but I had no choice in the matter.
I went to the room kissed her on the forehead “Jojo.” She didn’t move “Jojo.” I said again kissing her on the mouth. She woke up and looked at me her first words was “No not yet.” “Sorry angel.” She got up and held me around the waist. “I know we weren’t together that long Benji but you stole my heart, I would never ever love another man like I love you. Thank you for everything you have done for me and just offering to run away with me was the best feeling I’ve ever had.” “We still can.” I said although I was thinking of how to ruin everyone’s life back in Housten already. “No, you know we can’t. I love you and wish you all the happiness in the world Benjamin Devon. In the beginning looking at your socials, I thought you where a dick but you are the furthest thing from a dick you are kind, loving, considerate, protective and when you love you love hard.” I wiped a tear from my cheek.
“Thank you for that. I really don’t want to leave you Jojo, in this small amount of time you became my everything, every breath I take I take it for you. Everything I do I do it for you. You are the sweetest, most beautiful human being I’ve ever came across and to think I’m leaving you is breaking my heart in pieces. I hope you find peace here angel. I hope you will find love again, because you are worthy of so much love, I hope you find someone that adores you even more than I do, if it is possible. I wish you a life full of happiness and joy Jojo.” When I was done both of us where crying and was just holding each other. I eventually pulled away from her. “I need to go angel.” “I know. One last kiss.” I took her cheeks in mine and gave her a kiss she will never forget; it was filled with love and lust and everything I didn’t say. When I finally pulled away, she smiled at me. “Thank you Benji, thank you for showing me what love is.”
When I opened the door Anton was about to knock “You ready?” “Yes.” Anton walked in and gave Jojo a piece of paper. “Jojo this is a friend of mine’s number his also in security if you need anything at any time call him.” “Thank you Anton but I’m sure no one will find me here.” Anton insisted “Jojo please tell me you will call him even if you are just scared and you think you heard something, call him.” “Thank you Anton, I will do that.” Anton actually hugged her before he walked out to the SUV leaving me and her on each side of the door. “Go.” She said eventually. I really didn’t want to. “You have to go or you going to miss your flight.” I moved towards her and gave her another kiss. “I love you.” I said as I turned around and got in the SUV.
We drove to the airport in silence I was thinking of all the ways I’m going to fuck everyone’s lives up like they did with Jojo. So first I send a what’s app to my father. “I want a board meeting Monday morning 9 am.” I got an immediate response “You can’t demand board meetings.” “Oh yes I can and I want a family meeting tomorrow night at 7 pm.” He sends back “I’m busy.” I send back “I don’t care in who’s bed you where suppose to be you will be at the family meeting tomorrow night at 7 pm.” He didn’t reply. Then I send my mother a message “Family meeting tomorrow night at 7 pm, dad already knows.” “You finally coming home?” was her response. “No, I’m going to a hotel until I get a place of my own.” She barely read it before my phone rang. I answered “Mom” “You will not be sleeping in a hotel you will come home.” “I will sleep in a hotel if I want to you are not my boss although you’ve been acting like that.” “What on earth are you talking about. I’m your mother.” “My mother yes not someone who can dictate my life.” “She was a Delila and I …….” I interrupted her “If you know what is good for you you wouldn’t finish that sentence.” “You will not speak to me like that. I’m still your mother.” “Like I said my mother not a dictator with my life. I let you do it once with Jojo because she insisted on it but mother I’m telling you now if you send me on any blind dates or any dates for that matter you and I will have words. But all this will be disgust at tomorrow’s family meeting, then you will see who you really raised.” I disconnected the call before she could say a thing.