Chapter 126

Shawna POV

I tingled everywhere. Every where he touched me, every where he kissed me. What he had done to me with just his mouth was enough to send me spiraling over the cliff with satisfaction, but Goddess I wanted more. Here was a man who was my protector, my lover, my friend, my mate and my everything. He was gorgeous and scary all at the same time. He was enormous everywhere. So much taller than many, towering over me when I stood by him. I was never afraid though. If anything, I felt safest next to him or in his arms. He would never hurt, always taking the greatest care. Even when we had the wildest sex, he was gentle with my body. I wasn't sure if it was because I was so petite next to him, or if he worried that I'd be triggered by some memory. That had become less frequent. I was finally feeling normal and sex was amazing with him. He knew my body, knew how to make it sing.

As he lay me down on the bed underneath him, he stared at me. I couldn't help but to kiss him and when he pulled back he stared again, like he was searching for an answer to a question he didn't ask. Finally, I had to ask him. "Are you going to make love to me Michael? Or just stare at me all evening?" He smiled and seated himself at my entrance. I could feel the heat of him, hot, long and rock hard against my thigh. He had by far the largest cock I'd ever seen and that was no exageration. It made sense that a man of his stature would be well endowed. He was an Alpha afterall. I can't say as I was surprised to find out later that he was an Alpha's son, just not the first born, so he wasn't inheriting a pack. He didn't care. He had chosen his own path and I was grateful he did, because it led him to me.

Michael braced himself, his eyes holding me as he thrust inside me. I was ready for him after that mind blowing orgasm he gave me, my core wet and hot and my juices leaking down my leg. He buried himself deep and I felt so full, my back arched up to take him all the way in. "Oh God," I panted. He stopped and I smacked his ass with my hand. "Don't stop, it feels so good." That was all he needed, as he began to rock in and out of me. First he went slow and rhythmic, and I could feel my body tensing, the orgasm building as he thrust in and out in a steady motion. Michael's back tightened under my hand as my nails dug into his muscled flesh and he slammed in harder and harder. I could feel myself getting heated, my skin drenched in sweat, our bodies moving in time together like we were made for each other. And I supposed we were, chosen to be mates by the Moon Goddess.

"Fuck," he growled in my ear. "Shawna, you feel so good. Goddess, I just want to stay inside you forever," he whispered. A low growl came from his throat as I started to contract around his cock. He gripped my hips and pulled me up higher, slamming into me, our bodies smacking with the momentum of it. "I love you so much," he growled out as I began to climax around his cock.

"Oh my," I panted. "I love you too," I managed to gasp out between his thrusts. My core tightened and he wrapped his forearm under my ass, contoring his body in a way I didn't think possible for a man his size. With his free hand, he rubbed against my clit and then pinched it with his fingers and that was it. I exploded, stars dancing before my eyes as I climaxed harder than I ever had in my life. I felt Michael tense and then his release followed mine with a roar so loud, I was sure the entire house heard him.

Michael collapsed on top of me, holding his weight with his forearms. We both lay that way panting and trying to collect ourselves for a solid five minutes. "That was fucking incredible," he whispered against my ear. "You are incredible," he kissed my ear lobe and then my neck. He slowly pulled himself out of my pussy and dropped beside me, one hand resting on my hip, the other propping his head up. He stared down at me with such adoration that I had to look away. "Don't do that," he said quietly.

"Do what?" I asked.

"Look away when I'm admiring your beauty. It's just us here and you don't need to be embarrassed or feel uneasy. I'm always going to take care of you and I'm always going to admire you," he said as he kissed me on my cheek. "You are everything to me."

I nodded and smiled. "Okay." I shifted slightly so I was now on my side looking at him. "I think you need another shower," I joked.

"I think we both do," Michael said. "But first I want to talk to you about something important."

I felt myself tense up with anticipation and then I let out a slow breath and released my tension. "Okay, what about?"

"Our future," he began. "I don't think I will be contracted much longer to be the guardian for Alpha James and that means I can return to my home in Georgia."

"Oh?" This was surprising to me. I thought those contracts were iron clad, but there was obviously more to this story. "What's going on?" I ask

"It seems that Alpha James has been doing a lot of things he shouldn't have and while I can't tell you everything just yet, I can tell you that I've been assured that the council is likely to release me. I will find out in the next few days. So," he shifts himself and pulls me closer to his body. "I want you to come back to my home pack with me, to live. I won't be Alpha of the pack as I've told you before. I can choose a team of warriors to lead, or find some other way to make myself useful. What do you think?" he asks.

I take a deep breath and can't help but smile. "I'd like nothing more than to be by your side Michael. Wherever that is," I lean forward and kiss his lips. "Now tell me, what has Alpha James done?"

Michael suddenly looks tense. "You aren't going to like this," he begins. "I don't even know how to explain any of it."

"Okay," I pause, searching his face. "Give me the good, bad and the ugly." What comes out next, I don't think I was truly prepared for. At all.