Chapter 27 Madi, You Stayed For Me
MADISON POV
While I was crying and packing my clothes into the bag, my phone wouldn't stop ringing.
I saw Dimitri's name on the screen, but I couldn't answer after seeing the hurt in Cohen's eyes.
He was a perfect guy, the kind of guy every woman deserves as a husband, but I couldn't have him even if I wanted to.
I don't deserve Cohen.
Even so, my heart ached for the words I threw at him without thinking, in the heat of the moment, after everything Cohen did for me, after our time together.
I'm heartbroken, and deep down, I wonder what I really feel for him?
As strong as my feelings for Dimitri are, they don't compare to the pain I'm feeling now for hurting Cohen.
Something inside me tells me I'm wrong, but I'm so confused I don't know what to do.
I hear my phone ringing again but I don't answer.
I need to decide once and for all.
The attraction I feel for Dimitri is still strong even after all this time apart.
I can't deny that my body and heart burn in his presence, but the thing is, I'm no longer sure if the love I feel for Dimitri is still there, and I can't distinguish what I feel for Cohen.
The funny thing is that even choosing one of them, I'll still be a prostitute, I'll still be Ma'am's Rose property.
I stop packing my clothes and sit on the floor.
Everything around me is falling apart; my life is a disaster.
What did I expect?
There are no fairy tales for people like me.
Even so, the illusion of one day being happy remains within me.
Cohen doesn't want me here, but stubbornness prevails, so I decide to stay and wait.
I can't leave like this; he was also hot-headed, just like me, and his words may have come out without thinking.
Hours and hours passed, and I was almost asleep when, finally, the door opened, and I was met with Cohen's sad face, who, upon seeing me, came running to meet me.
"I thought you had left, Madi, but you stayed, you stayed for me?" he asks, his eyes filled with hope.
Yes, I stayed.
I couldn't leave, Cohen.
Even though you don't want me here, something binds me to you — I stammered.
What I want most is for you to be here, Madi.
I was angry when I found out you were with Dimitri; I didn't mince my words.
I lowered my head, trying to understand everything that was happening inside me.
Cohen lifted my face and kissed my forehead, but for me, that wasn't enough.
I needed to discover what this feeling was, so I kissed him, and he responded with twice the intensity.
Desperately, I ripped off his shirt, and Cohen did with his boxers and pants.
He didn't wait any longer, threw me on the bed, and ripped off all my clothes, kissing my neck and sending shivers all over me.
Stay with me, Madi I need you to stay.
Cohen.... — I said before he grabs one of my breasts squeezing my breasts
I would do anything he asked at that moment, as long as he continued what he was doing.
Cohen was sucking my pussy like I was the sweetest dessert in the world, and it drove me crazy.
I writhed beneath him, begging for more.
It was incredible how we had such a delicious harmony in sex; it was totally different from Dimitri.
What Cohen provoked in me was inexplicably delicious, and I knew he had won me over little by little, not only in sex but in other ways as well.
And I wonder, is it possible to love two people at the same time in different ways?
You drive me crazy, Madi, but I'm not completely satisfied.
I want more, I never tire of having you in my arms.
I smile at his words, but now it's my turn to be satisfied.
I pull Cohen on down and kiss him, leaving us both breathless.
I take the opportunity and climb on top of him, scattering kisses all over his chest.
I run my hands over his muscular arms in a natural way and descend the path to paradise.
My mouth waters when I see his erect cock, ready for me.
Before taking it in my mouth, I tease him by gently running my tongue over the head of his cock; its taste excites me even more.
Taking him by surprise, I put his entire cock in my mouth.
I hear Cohen's hoarse groan, which encourages me to continue.
I increase my speed up-and-down, licking and kissing, sucking with desire, and finally, I delicately run my teeth along its entire length, making his cock ejaculate in my mouth.
Cohen gets up, putting me on all fours.
He quickly puts on the condom that was in the drawer of the small table, and I immediately feel his cock touching my pussy.
Cohen's cock fits in perfectly as he enters pussy, making me arch and scream his name.
Cohen holds my hair, pulling it without hurting me, but making me even crazier with lust.
His thrusts increase, and when I'm almost there, Cohen slows down, leaving me frustrated.
I want you on top, Madi.
I want to see your face and your sculpted body while you orgasm just for me, I love admiring your beauty.
I shift position, moving myself on top of him.
I feel him enter slowly, but my body needs more, so I sit down hard, making us both groan.
Riding him with more intensity, bouncing my ass as I drive him crazy, and we climax together.
I collapse onto his chest as he hugs me, and we wait for our breathing to regulate.
I know you may not feel the same way I feel about you, but right now I feel I have to tell you.
I love you, and I want you by my side no matter what obstacles arise.
I couldn't tell him I loved him because I wasn't sure.
I felt protected by his side, but I don't know if I'm capable of giving him what he wants from me.
Cohen is like a gentle breeze and Dimitri a storm, I just have to figure out which one I'd let myself be carried away by."