Chapter 165: I'm Rock Fucking Hard For You

SANCIA

“It's nothing, come, I'll drive you home, we'll do this again tomorrow.”

I grimace, but nod. “Give me a couple of minutes to freshen up.”

I'm glad I can take a break, not to mention take a shower. I'm all sweaty from hours of training.

“Go on, I need to make a quick call.”

I grab my gym bag and head to the bathroom. I take out my clothes and hang them by the door.

It didn’t take long before I was done. I grabbed my dress and put it on before coming out of the bathroom. My heart hammered in my chest at the sight of Lorenzo leaning against the wall.

“You couldn’t wait for me?” he drawled, his eyes raking over me.

“Why should I? It’s not like I don’t know how to bathe,” I replied, picking my bag from the floor. “And I’m pretty sure you can manage without me.”

I'm walking towards the door, and he was right there in my way.

He grinned wickedly, “Sadly, I can’t,” he growled a split second before he pushed me against the wall, and his mouth slammed against mine, swallowing any retort I might have.

When his tongue slanted against mine, my brain short-circuited. I was kissing him back before I made a conscious thought of it.

Lorenzo thrust his hard dick against my wet center, pumping and grinding while he kissed me senseless, his hand snuck under my dress, yanking my panties to the side, before he plunged two fingers inside me. “Goddamns, you’re fucking soaked.”

I moan softly, head thrashing as he strokes inside my tight walls, hitting that sensitive spot. Lorenzo finger fuck me hard and fast, just when I thought the pleasure was too much, he yanked down my dress, and wrapped his mouth around one of my throbbing nipples, then pressed his thumb hard on my clit.

“Enzo, I…” I break apart, crying out, legs shaking from the most powerful orgasm I’ve had in recent years. Lorenzo covered my mouth with his while he drew out my pleasure, thrusting inside me until I silently begged him to stop.

“God, Mia tigre, I’ve missed your taste,” he murmured, licking the wet fingers that were just inside me a few seconds ago. “I can’t wait any more; the need to be inside you is fucking killing me.”

He leans for another kiss, hands going for my panties, and my brain finally kicks into action. I push him back hard.

My god, what the hell is wrong with me? I shouldn't be doing this. I should never have let him bring me here; it doesn't matter what I feel because nothing is ever easy with Lorenzo.

If I'm ever going to give us a chance, he has to show me he's willing to change, because I can't take all the shit he did three years ago.

I'm not the same naive girl who, despite my reluctance, secretly kept hoping he would change.

And yet, despite everything my brain is telling me, when he moves back, I find I can't look away.

He was as affected as I was. I can tell he's suffering. He'd focus entirely on my needs, making me cum while he's nursing a very hard erection.

“What is wrong?” he asked, reaching for me.

I take a step back, shaking my head. “We can’t do this.”

His eyes darkened. “We’re fucking married, not cheating, so why the hell not?” he growled.

I sighed and smoothed my hair back. “You know why, this is not going to work,” I replied, not knowing where to even begin.

“What are you talking about. If you’re talking about your pussy and my cock, I can prove to you that they both work fucking perfectly; just let me put my cock inside you, and you’ll see no pussy and cock work perfectly like ours do.”

I roll my eyes so hard, “God, you’re insane and deliberately doing this; you know exactly what I’m talking about.”

He scratched the bridge of his nose and sighed. “Clearly I fucking don’t, you’re my wife, and you want me, and in case you haven’t noticed, I’m rock fucking hard for you.”

“We are fucking toxic for each other, Lorenzo,” I yelled, frustrated. “ Yes, I can’t deny that I want you and you want me, but that’s not enough; at least it’s not enough for me. In case you haven’t noticed, I’m not the same naive woman I was three years ago.”

“I know that,” he said, watching me calmly.

I nodded, “Good, then you must also know that I’ve built a life here, I’m finally going to school, I have a job. I’m living the kind of life I’ve always wanted, a life where I decide what to do, me, not you or anybody else, and I will fight tooth and nail before I let you or anyone take that from me.”

“Sancia, I have no intention of taking you away from this place or forcing you to quit school. We will have to return to Italy in a few days to deal with some matters, but I want you to know that I'll support whatever decision you make. It may take me some time to adjust to certain things, but I'm willing to try. I'm determined to make this work… to make us work,” he said, his words almost convincing me to believe him.

I shake my head. “You say this now, but how do I know you’re telling the truth? You have a habit of lying to me or giving me half-baked truths.”

“Mia tigre, I love you.” His words hit me straight in the heart so much that I let him touch me.

“I don’t want to lose you. I understand I’ll have to trust and respect your wishes.”

“I..I don't know, Lorenzo.” I take a step back. “I need time to think; until then, we can't have sex. I need to know you're not just saying this. I need you to prove that you're willing to change, because I can't go back to the way things were.”

He nodded. “Take all the time you need, because I'm going to show you that I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get you back into my life.”

I nodded. “I need to go back before Dario starts looking for me.”

“I'll drive you back,” he said. “We need to discuss our plans, because things just moved up a bit. Antonio and Isabella are here.”

“What! Why are they suddenly here? Don't know, but we're going to find out. Now about the plan….”

I listen intently as he tells me his plans, and I add in my little bit.