Chapter 39 Choice
I stare at his dark eyes half lidded with desire.. Luca knocks had cut through the tense air like a scissors. Alex waits patiently , not answering him he doesn't even spare the door a moments glance. His gaze is locked on mine, peeling off my layers of restraint... It suddenly dawns on me, he is waiting for me to say something! Giving me a choice.. Do I want him to go and keep pretending like the growing desire between us is nonexistent? Or does he stay and satisfy my every need brining through my soul? My heart beats to a statco rhythm in my chest .
He lowers his head again to my ears. “Alessia... “ Just my name nothing more but it conveys all the temptation and warming... All entangled in my name.. Luca knocks again and I curse him in my mind Bastardo! Impatient son of a gun. Alex keeps his gaze on me raising one brow as if to say what is going on to be Cara mia? What do you want? What is going to be? Desire or salvation?
I gulp my throat feeling dry all of a sudden I should let him go, I really should but I have a flashback of his long veiny thick cock and how the ladies handled it as if it was delightful at la mirage and I made my choice. When I tried to convey it I couldn't speak, I was inexplicably caught in between my fear and my desire. So instead I curl my hands in hair his eyes darken and I tug his face to mine as he crushes my lips in a soul-claiming, mind-numbing, kiss.
He drinks me like he has been thirsty all his life and only me can quench his thirst, he kisses me like he has been holding himself back for centuries as opposed to mere days. I feel my knees weaken as Alex shifts me to the front and falls on the bed pulling me on top of him. His hands move up my back, leaving a trail of heat until I am trembling in his arms. I feel my core clench as it comes in contact with his hard cock through his jeans . heat fills me up a moan escapes my mouth before I can bite it back and he pauses. His breathing erratic which is comforting because I thought I was the only one struggling to breathe normally .
“Alessia you don't know what you are doing to me.” I shiver pulling him closer
“Then show me” I whisper brazenly for the first time as he shudders and pressed sweet kissed on my neck, my face, my eyes, my chin...
“Hmmm Alex...” I curl my fingers into the back of his head pulling him closer to me
He grunts “Alessia if we continue this torment, I won't be able to-” his hands roam down my body cupping my behind to his hot center and I gasp “Don't stop Alex.” I reach for his hair again curling my fingers around his soft hair pulling him into me... I rub my body on him grinding my core into him electricity zapping through me .He reaches for my t -shirt taking it off quickly .The cool air brushes my skin but does nothing to cool the heat burning within . He reaches for my breasts cupping me through my lacy bra and I gasp “Alex! .” His pupils are fully dilated now as he gives me wolfish grin
“Do you like that cara mia.” I don't get a chance to reply as we hear a loud knock .Twice that is sharp and urgent. We both freeze as if we have been doused with cold water.
“Alex my apologies.” Lucas voice filters through the door again “But this time the intrusion is important”
Alex's body tenses “Strazza! Such bad timing” Alex mutters as he places me gently on the bed and picks up my top .
“Such lovely breasts , I wish I didn't have to leave-” he mutters a voice full of regret and I blush .Raising my hand like a baby he smoothes my top down my head .. giving me a quick kiss he gets up reluctantly standing by the edge . He picks up his gun from my bedside table and places it back in its holster . I watch him in wonder. I didnt even notice when he took it off to begin with .Pouting ! I get up quickly feeling cold all of a sudden and I cling to his shirt as my eyes widen with fear.
My voice is shaky “Alex , what does he want this time ? Do you have a meeting ? ” He pries my hands gently giving me a kiss on my forehead.
“No I don’t Cara mia, But Luca would not interrupt a second time unless it was really important. .”
He takes a step away from me as if it's the only way for him to not continue what we started and I want to scream in frustration. My body is still pulsing with need and now this !
“Luca for Dios sake…. Alex growls “What is it now?” Luca coughs slightly his voice is low but filled with urgency .“Alex ,There is someone here to see you.” I still as my desire starts to fizzle and fear fills me ,I start to wonder who it could be this time? Alex's shoulders stiffen as he turns to leave but then he turns back to face me his gaze softening momentarily .
“I won't be long Cara mia, in the mean time I will order a Masseuse and room service for you.” He pauses “ She will come in through the service door her name is Sierra. Lock this door and only open it for me..I nod at his retreating back, so many heated thoughts fill my head as I hungrily watch him step out of the room and I know only one thing is certain. We have crossed a line now and we can't go back only forward ..