Chapter 10

It's late and I'm ready to go to sleep but I’m not yet sleepy. It's eight in the evening. I was disturbed by what happened earlier. I don't know why. Maybe it's because first time a beggar called me a name but why she called me a that name? I didn’t know her or even see her before.

I took a deep breath and frowned at the memory that Sav hadn’t returned my cellphone yet. Damn him! I suddenly felt my middle thigh. I am sore! I can't move much because of the pain! It's good too and Nana Sena didn't notice it.

"Fuck you Sav! Damn you!" and pulled my hair. My life is such a mess. What has happened to me? Where's the jolly and happy go lucky Roxette back then? I feel like someone already owned me. That I have to limit my moves. That’s because of what happened to us ! Nothing should change! I am me!

Why he’s not home yet? Well, maybe he’s with women --- All my thoughts gone when the door opened even though I locked it! I was able to sit up. Sav with his polo sleeves folded and open two buttons entered my room.

My eyes widened and I fixed my messy hair! He closed the door and put the key on my side table.

"W-Why are you here?" I didn’t look at him and pretended to be looking at my long nail. I looked up when he did not speak. I saw him staring at my expose collarbone.

"I brought you something." He said huskily. And that's when I realized he was holding a paper bag. He came to my side and I moved away a little bit. He saw that of course.

"What's that?"

"Your favorite shirt. I brought it." What ?! My favorite shirt is Zenitra brand and it worth A dollars! and that's only in the US! He must kidding! I suddenly pulled out the Zenitra paper bag! and looked at it! Peach color and yes! its my fav shirt that even daddy never bought to me!

"Oh my!" I almost screamed and covered my mouth. All grief was thrown away and replaced by joy! I saw him smirk.

"And I brought you ice cream. Strawberry, yeah?" he also knows my favorite ice cream ?! I bit my lip so hard. He took that out of the paper bag and opened it and handed me the ice cream stick.

"Thank you." I averted my eyes and left the ice cream. I admit I’m thrilled. I couldn’t help but inhale his fragrant scent and she was obviously coming home from work.

"How's your feeling?" He suddenly ask.

I stopped grieving. "I’m okay." He nodded. Even though I didn't look, I knew he was watching me.

"Did you drink your milk ? I bought a lot. " He said and grinned. What the hell.

I looked at him and raised an eyebrow.

"You spoiled me too much Sav. Why?"

He went near me and caressed my jaw.

"I want you and I love you Rox-- ''

"Sav what !?" I lost my mood of being nice and irritated. Shit. it's like I'm back to normal. In truth. I averted my face from his grip and looked at him wickedly.

"Do you hear what you're saying ?! You can't just love me just like that! You know that?" I pointed at him. "You are ny uncle! I am your niece!"

"And that bullshit!" he cursed as if his patience had been strained. I saw him being red and angry. This handsome face became a handsome monster.

"And you're bullshit too!" I stood up and shed by tears. I looked up and wiped away the tears. He also stood up and violently ruffled his hair.

"You took my virginity! You know I'm having a hard time ?! I can't even get back where I used to be! I blame myself because I liked what happened to us! That shouldn't be! Can't you understand ?! We are family ! " I shouted. I don't have a pack to hear anymore but I know my room is sound proof.

He licked his lips. "Can’t you blame me too? Roxette, I've suppressed this for years. I've suppressed the attraction I feel to you! But as you grow up I can't stop as what you've said, I took you already so no one will try to court you because I swear I can be more than this worst. If loving you is my poison then I'll die in love with you. The hell I care. " he said emphatically and his face was almost red and I was stunned when he punched the wall and came out. I was shocked.

The next day, for weeks I knew Sav was here at the mansion. I went down the stairs not even bother to take a bath and change my clothes. What I was wearing last night is still the same. It's a silk night dress and it's only up to my thighs. I go straight to the kitchen as my morning ritual always does. I want to drink milk.

Not the same as before. if before, Nana Sena is now Sav cooking. His back muscles move with every move he makes. Geeez, why he's topless? and only wearing his pajamas ?!

He seemed to feel that someone was there so he turned to me and he wasn't even surprised.

I cleared my throat. If in another life, I am not his niece maybe we can like each other.

"I'll drink milk. Where's Nana Sena?" I asked in a weak voice. I went to the fridge and got fresh milk. He took a glass and handed it to me.

"Thanks."

"she's in church." He gave a short answer and continued what he was doing. I leaned over and sat on the stool of the island counter and looked at him.

"I want my phone."

"I'll give you later." he replied. I nodded.

"Your dad is coming home before January. "

I stopped and stared at him. "That's good."

"What's your plan?" he asked and laid the cooked pancake in front of me. He expertly put that syrup on.

He sat down in front of me and examined my body.

My face blushed. "Plan? What?"

"About us." he replied seriously and came closer to me. My system immediately went hysterical.

"We don't have any, you know that." I still don't care. "It's a big mess! We're a mess! What we did is a mistake! Are you thinking ?! " With full emphasis and restraint I told him and put down the glass and stood up to leave. This is all a headache!

But before I could get away, he grabbed my arm and leaned me against the wall.

"Do you think you're the only one having a hard time? Why don't you want me? Because of Caleb ?! You think I don't know? He texted you. He said he misses your body and lips ! Fuck Rox! Just don’t let him show up to me because I’ll break his fucking neck! ”

Shit! Caleb ?!

"Shut up Sav! Don't you ever do that! Are you stupid ?!"

He put too much pressure on both my arms.

"Yes! I'm such a fool for you." This is the first time I've seen him like this. he's so possessive. He's territorial! He's aggressive! His eyes are red and I can see anger and pleading in his eyes.

I shook and bowed. I want to cry. " don't know what I'll do Sav. I'm scared." Tears formed in my eyes. he fondly kissed my face.

The forehead is bent at my forehead. "Baby, please. Please, be my girlfriend. I promise I'll be good. I'll do everything you want even if you hide our relationship. I just need you." he said huskily and I inhaled his fragrant breath. oh god. I shook.

"Please. Baby, please." His every utterance was weak. He licked his lips and slowly kissed my lips. One kiss and he stopped. My lips came back again and his tongue ran over my lips and finally kissed me passionately.

"Ummmm .." I moaned when his tongue entered my mouth. He cursed.

"Savier !?" Hearing Nana Sena voice separated us. And it was as if cold water had been poured on my body.