Chapter 20

**Lily**

Who was I kidding? I did want this. I was too far into it with him already. Every encounter with him was amazing, and tonight was promising for him as a person. The sexual attraction between us was something that I had never experienced before. I was a sane person talking to him, but the moment he touched me, I could only succumb to him. It was overwhelming, like he put a spell on me. And there was no sign or anything that he felt the same.

The men followed us until we entered a room. Matteo led me inside a huge and luxurious room. He stopped to exchange a few words with the men that followed us. I walked to the window to admire the view. From this room it seemed like there was no one else in this world. I didn’t notice him approaching me, until I felt his arms around my waist. Intuitively, I leaned back into his body. I felt his nose nuzzle my neck, and he kissed my neck, but he took his time.

“I cannot help myself; I just need to touch you when I see you. And then I cannot stop touching you.”, he whispered in my ear, and he groaned as I pressed my butt into his groin. “What are you doing to me, Lily?”, he moaned in my ear, his hands caressed my body and moved to my breasts. He cupped my breasts through my clothes. He fondled, squeezed, and caressed them, until I was like putty in his hands. I moved my head and caught his lips with mine. The kiss went from 0 to 100 in no time, and we expressed our hunger, our desire, and our intentions in that kiss. His hands were fighting to open the buttons of my dress to the point where he could just let it slip off my body. He managed too slow for my liking, so I helped him out a bit. He grabbed my hands, and together we slipped the dress off my shoulders.

He walked us closer to the window until I was caged between him and the window. He undid my bra and let it fall to the floor as well. His hands went to my breasts immediately and continued their discovery. My breathing was loud and fast by now, and I could feel moistness between my legs. I moaned when he pinched one of my nipples, and continued his assault on it, rolling it between his fingers. “So responsive…”, Matteo moaned in my ear, pressing his groin harder against my butt. His action made my body pressed against the cold window. I hissed.

His assault on my breast and nipples became more frantic, and he turned me around to face him, pressing my butt against the window. The moment he did, his lips and tongue replaced his fingers on my nipples. There seemed to be a direct connection between my nipples and my core because I felt every pinch, every nibble, and every lick there. It was an extremely pleasurable feeling, but I wanted more. I wanted him.

My hands had gripped his shoulders in an effort to keep myself upright. His hands grabbed my ass, and lifted one of my thighs up, so that I could wrap one leg around his waist. His lips were making their way back up to my neck, and his other hand surprised me between my legs. Outside of my flimsy thong. Matteo groaned when he felt how wet I was. Immediately, he grabbed my other thigh and carried me towards the bedroom, while he devoured my mouth.

We just never made it there. He pressed me against the wall, and I fumbled to open his pants and to pull them down together with his underwear. I don’t know how, but I managed. Matteo ripped the thong from my body, and I didn’t even notice. We kept kissing as a way to express our desire, our lust for each other, and our hunger for pleasure. He lifted my thighs again and I felt his erection press against my slit. I moaned and gripped his shoulders even tighter. I was digging my nails in his shoulder blades.

I screamed loudly when I felt his dick enter me slowly. It felt so fucking good to finally feel his dick inside me. He groaned loudly. He entered me slowly, but that made the feeling last. That amazing feeling of being stretched, of being filled with something that is just a little too big, of being touched on the g-spot. Matteo was panting when he was in me completely.

He pushed me against the wall when he withdrew and thrusted back into me completely. He was antagonizing me with his slow pace. I wanted him to speed up, I wanted to chase the orgasm that he would undoubtedly give me, and I wanted to feel all of him.

Norah was right, it had been so long since I had fucked a guy. And since I don’t remember it, I doubt it was any good either. Matteo, on the other hand, knew what he was doing. He was picking up the pace and started sucking my nipples. His thrusting and sucking were causing an overload to my senses. I dug my nails into his back and held on for dear life. I moaned loudly because Matteo was hitting all the right places. This felt so great!

We were both panting loudly. Matteo was groaning with every thrust he made. I felt myself starting to tremble and getting close to losing control. I was leaning back against the wall Matteo kept thrusting me up against, and I screamed as he sent me over the edge. All I saw for a few seconds was stars and fireworks. I felt Matteo had slowed down his pace to help me ride out my orgasm. As I came down, he picked me up, and he walked us over to the bedroom and sat me on the bed.

He crawled over me and kissed me. Slow, sweet, but still passionate and with a hunger for more. His hands moved all over my body but settled on my breasts to play with my nipples. I guess this was the point where I joined the world again, and I realized that I was the only one of us that had this incredible orgasm. Matteo was still hard, I guess that is what you would call stamina!

Slowly, the pace became faster again, and the hunger was back in our kiss and movements. Matteo was softly biting my nipples and tugging on them, which made me moan and bury my hands in his dark hair. I felt his hands caressing my body, one nearing my pussy again. His fingers slid over my lips down there and came back up with a rub over my clit, which made me shiver in pleasure.

I saw Matteo grinning at my response, and he turned me over, so I was on my hands and knees on the bed. “Fuck…”, he muttered while he caressed my ass softly. I pushed back so that my ass was against his groin. Matteo groaned and only a second later did I feel his dick inside my pussy again. I moaned loudly at the feeling. It felt fucking fantastic again, I don’t know if I could ever get used to this. I just hope he hasn’t spoiled me for the rest of my life!

He went slow the first few thrusts again, as if he was savoring the feeling as well. Then he picked up the pace again until he was thrusting into me relentlessly. In no time, I felt my walls clench around his dick and this pleasurable feeling was building again in my core. “Shit… So good… So tight…”, I heard Matteo mutter. He sped up his thrust even more after this and I started to feel his dick pulsate inside of me. He reached between my thighs and rubbed my clit to speed up me reaching my second orgasm. Between his dick reaching the right spot and him rubbing my clit, it took me no time before I felt myself explode again. I was back to seeing fireworks again, and I fucking loved it!

As I was coming down from my orgasm, I felt him thrusting into me uncontrolled and only a few seconds later did I feel his load shooting into me. He thrusted a few more times to ride out his own orgasm, before he stopped, and he stroked my back affectionately. He pulled out and fell down on the bed next to me so that we were facing each other laying down with our legs intertwined.

He tucked my hair behind my ear and lingered his fingers on my cheek. I smiled shyly, but I couldn’t think of anything suitable to say at this point. Anything crossing my mind seemed like it would ruin the moment. I don’t know what went through his mind at this point, but we stayed like this for some time. I danced my fingers over Matteo’s arm and chest, getting a good look at his body for the first time.

It wasn’t until I felt something run down my inner thigh that I realized. Fuck! How did I forget that little thing called a condom! Well, I knew how I forgot, but I was immediately beating myself up over it.

“What’s wrong, cara mia?”, Matteo asked. I guess my panic was written in my eyes at this point. “Condom.”, was all that I could get out of my mouth. I saw his eyes dart down for a second when he realized what I meant. “Fuck!”, he muttered. “You make me lose control so easily, Bellisima.”, he said smoothly. His smooth talking annoyed me immediately and triggered anger in my body.

“Oh no! You don’t get to do this! You don’t get to put this on me!”, I shouted as I pulled away from him. “You didn’t think of it either!”, I said. My eyes narrowed, and I was pointing at him. I rolled out of the bed and walked to the bathroom.

“I fucking know, Lily! I’m sorry, okay!”, he yelled through the closed door. I saw him pacing the room, running his hands through his hair when I opened the door. I guess he was really sorry. As he realized that I was back in the room, he walked towards me and took my hands in his.

“I am sorry Lily, I really am.”, he said to me. He looked desperate for me to believe him. I wanted to believe him.

“I believe you. I was freaking out.”, I sighed. “I am freaking out.”, I corrected myself. I saw relief in his eyes. I just wanted to conclude from that that he cared about what I thought, but truth is that I didn’t really know him.

“If it means anything, I am clean. I can prove it to you later.”, Matteo said softly. He was trying to drag me out of panic mode. I nodded.

“It means something, thank you.”, I said. “I’m on birth control.”, I added. I saw him exhale with relief, and he grabbed my hand to lead me back to bed.