Chapter 39 THAT ISN'T ENOUGH TO SATIATE ME.
39.
~KIMBERLY~
"Fuck." He grouses, pulling out of me immediately, his withdrawal from my pussy making a pop sound.
Weakly, I hold onto the chair for support as I move away from him a little. Not that he scares me or anything but I just need to catch my breath.
"You didn't tell me." Rafael adds, his voice laden with disappointment.
"I was embarrassed,I..."
"You told me you dated too, you told me you had experience about it, you....fuck, Kimberly." He rasps out.
As if that changes anything about the sex we had, as if me being untouched does anything.
Did he really think I slept with Jimmy? Would he have believed me if I didn't bleed?
"I was too ashamed to tell you I haven't done it before." I manage to say, my eyes trail to the floor, where my blood is, I pick up my torn panties and clean it up slowly.
Without a word, Rafael pulls me up and carries me suddenly, hoisting me against a wall.
His face is a mess, the usually rugged line of his forehead is now softened, as if he's no longer angry, but the dark cloak of his eyes are still there, his lips tingle with regret.
Which I warned him about earlier but he was too much in his head to believe any of my words.
Slowly, he wraps my legs around him waist and makes me lean my back on the wall a little, he brings his hand to his dick and rears it towards my aching vagina.
"That isn't enough to satiate me." He grunts, and slowly presses himself against my entrance, it doesn't hurt or tear me the way it did earlier, but the dull pain is still there, I manage not to crumple my face because his eyes are on me so he won't feel like I'm too fragile for him.
I don't want him to treat me like a porcelain doll but he's just too big for me.
"It's fine." I nod, giving him an approval as his eyes search for answers on my face.
With that, Rafael pushes in slowly into me, inch by inch, until he fills me up again.
He grabs my ass and moves to the back a little bit, a light moan escapes his throat.
I hold onto his shoulders feebly as he thrusts in slowly into me, taking it slow and gentle, soothing the pain off a little.
He snaps the buttons of my top off, revealing my plain coloured bra, his large hands locate my back and he undo the pins holding them together.
"Fuck, Kimberly." Rafael groans, making a slight movement with his dick in me.
My lips curls in tears, I bite it back to keep it off but that hurts too bad.
"Shit." He curses again, digging his hands into my ass as he barrels into me, engulfing my body with his, a soft sob finds its way to my mouth at his fast pace.
Soon, beads of sweat gathers right on his forehead, igniting his thrusts more as he slides into me faster.
"Rafael." I call helplessly in his arms.
"Kiss me baby. Give me those lips." He orders, his hand tugs my nipples hard in rotation.
Obediently, I lean towards him and kiss him, he takes over the kiss immediately, not letting me pull away.
I groan and sob into the kiss, muffled and frazzled, right in his mouth, his dark eyes glistened in satisfaction as Rafael realizes the impact of his dick in me.
I let him take what he wants from me, and claim me as hard and brutal as he desires.
Suddenly, I feel his cock build up in me again, this time, I clench more around him, my throat suddenly constricts as an indescribable feeling and urge to explode lurches there.
"Yes, come for me, Kim." Rafael growls into the kiss, smacking my ass he's holding possessively.
Within seconds, I crash around him, my body turns into a quivering mess, and he does the same thing too, releasing hotly into me.
"Fuck." Rafael curses, walking to the couch with him still stuck in me.
I take deep breaths to catch my breaths and recover myself from the reeling activity I just had with him.
My nipples are splotched and red due to his assault.
Thankfully, Rafael pulls out of me the moment he drops me on the couch, his hands gripping the inside of my thighs, lust splays on his expression, as if he wants to claim me again.
My body groans in response to his features, greedy to take him again but I can't take it anymore, he takes too much from me with every thrust and it leaves me weak and spent.
But even in the midst of that, I still want to tell him that he misunderstood the situation with Jimmy earlier.
"Can we please talk, I need to tell you something, Rafael, please." I plead, his lips press into a disapproving look, making my shoulders drop.
He doesn't want to hear anything from me. I probably exhaust him.
"Not tonight, Kimberly." He bites out, his voice still hard and impassive."I still want more." He mutters in a husky tone, hovering over me without saying another word. I feel his erected dick rearing my legs away.
Admittedly, I part my legs again, my face giving him the unspoken permission to have me as much as he wants.
As if I have no say in this myself, and it breaks my heart.