Chapter 95 Space part 2
I walked without looking at him and he shouted angrily which makes me stop walking.
"Stop! I'am telling you too. I will never accept your annulment. Where are you living right now?" He stands up and faces me angrily.
What should I say? I can't tell a lie. I'm very genuine and honest. This is the problem that I need to correct within myself. People will always hurt me if I will continue being like this. But I cannot lie!
"I'm currently renting half of Greg's condominium," I answered without looking at him.
I don't want to see jealousy in his eyes but he didn't even love me!
He's just jealous if I will own by others! He only wants to play with me. And it hurts!
What am I doing in here? I need to get out!
"Very good! Now, who is doing some miracles in here?" He asked sarcastically looking down at me.
What the hell? If he only knew that he's the only one that I love! But what's the use of that? He didn't trust me and didn't even love me! My hand is shaking and couldn't control myself from slapping his face.
"How Dare you!" I shouted angrily.
I run towards the door but was blocked by Andrea on the way.
"How does it feel? I told you Nalzen. You're just famous but you are nothing inside Aaron's heart hahaha." She said mocking me.
I step forward and pin her into the wall.
"I'm just nothing. But what about you? Why Aaron is crazy with nothing like me? He's crazy and fantasizes about my body every day and every night. We make love until dawn but did he think of you? No... You are just more than nothing!" I said gritting my teeth.
"Fucking Bitch!" She shouted while her face was so red because of anger.
That's good of her. From now on, I will never let anyone hurt me! Never...
"Yeah, as fucking as you while sucking Aaron's dick! But I bet he didn't like it hahaha." I just said the last part to make her pissed off. And I succeed!
I leave her with a fuck sign that makes her angrier.
"Here's for you bitch!" While raising my hand.
"Bullshit! But you are still a loser! Hahaha. Goodbye bitch!" She said waiving her hand.
I just smirk at her. Yeah I'am a loser at least I still have my pride and dignity. The hell I care! They can live happily as much as they want.
As long as Aaron is happy.
It's alright! I can accept defeat and start a new life again...
But I don't know if I will survive without him by my side. I will surely miss my hubby! But there's a little hope in my heart that it's not the end...
I can see Greg's car outside.
He's here! My heart was touched by a newfound friend.
"Greg, What are you doing in here?" I asked smiling but my smile couldn't reach out to my eyes.
"To pick you up. Hop in!" He answered and open the door beside him.
I sit down quietly while he is driving. Then he suddenly stopped!
"Why?" I asked surprised.
"Come on, This is the best place to shout all your frustrations." He said and open the door for me.
We are at a secluded place. It's quiet and eerily peaceful.
"What are we doing in here?" I asked laughing.
"Shout as long as you want. Shout all your pain and frustrations." Greg said seriously.
I stop laughing and felt stuffed inside. As if something heavy is inside my heart that wanted to let go.
I took a deep breath and shout with all my heart until I get tired.
"Fuck you Bitch!" This is for Andrea.
"Be happy Aaron! Be happy without me!" This is what I wanted to tell him but it won't let out.
"Don't you dare miss me!"
"Don't call me!"
"Live your life like the way it used to be!"
Now I finally shouted it.
"What a fuck up life!" My last shout echoes the whole mountain.
Birds are flying as if saying to me that I am disturbing their peace.
"I love you, Aaron..." I could not shout it out.
After shouting. I just let my eyes wonder and enjoy the peaceful scenery in front of me.
It's dark but there is the round big moon with thousands of stars shining brightly.
But sad to say that I could not appreciate the beauty in front of me. After shouting, the pain is still here!
But at least it makes me breathe.
"Are you okay now? I mean, Did it make you feel better?" Greg asked.
"Yes, thank you," I answered smiling.
Then we leave the place but my heart remains.
Aaron is my home and will always be...
I will be like a ghost from now on. Wandering until I find my way back home...