Chapter 7 Forbidden romance part 1
Chapter 7
Nalzen
He is good at teasing, and I don't like this kind of game!
"Your hand is right here." Showing me our entangled fingers.
Just what the!
"Are you joking? Let go of my hand." I angrily shouted.
Yeah, I am losing my patience; just what kind of game he is implying?
But he didn't listen and started the car. He is driving while holding my hand.
I try to grab my hand, but he is like steel. I'm angry for real!
"You said that a kiss for you is holy. So, why did you accept my kiss?" He asks without looking at me.
What should I answer?
That I like him too?
No, Nalzen! This cannot be. Don't give the both of you false hope.
Don't let him misunderstand you.
I need to stop this bullshit feeling!
"So, do you think that I like you because I let you kiss me? Then you are wrong! It's just a feeling of lust." I told him confidently.
And finally, he let go of my hand! But I felt something missing in me.
No, you should control yourself!
And I am only doing the right thing.
Yeah, that's it.
Then he laughed. "A feeling of lust, is that what you feel?" He asked seriously.
"Yeah, what else did you expect?" I answered.
He suddenly stopped the car.
"You said the kiss is holy, and you will never let anyone kiss you unless you like the person. And now you are telling me that it's just lust?" And now Aaron is angry.
I can see the fire within his eyes.
What can I do?
Damn this bullshit rightfulness!
But I still need to stand up for what I said. There's no tomorrow for us. No future!
Someone is waiting for both of us.
"Yes!" That's all I can say.
He suddenly kissed me again, but this time, it's full of force and roughness.
He is torturing me. There's no gentleness at all.
But, what is happening?
My body likes it.
Why do I like it? What should I do?
It's like he wants me to suffer for telling him that it's only lust.
That's why he is punishing me with an aggressive kiss.
This body is killing me! This is supposed to be a fake relationship, but why is our romance real?
Yeah, you'd better answer that question, Nalzen.
Aaron deepens the kiss, this time with care and full of passion.
And it drags me down to a feeling of unexplainable desire!
I can feel his hands on my breast, and I let out a soft moan.
This is crazy; I need to stop this!
His kiss moves down to my neck while he caresses my proud Mount Everest.
And I'm going insane.
But how can I stop?
And thanks to God I was saved by the bell when his phone rang.
It's Andrea!
I can see it clearly on his phone, and he watches it for a second until he finally answers it.
"Hello, babe. How's your vacation in the Philippines?" She asked.
Vacation? Aaron is taking a vacation?
Well, it's their private life.
I want to avoid listening, so I go out to the car.
I walked around, breathing the fresh air.
What's gotten into me?
The more I've known him, the more dangerous and tempting it is to be.
Can I continue?
But I need to take back our company.
So hang on, Nalzen, and don't be tempted!
I felt a hot breath on my back that gives me a chill down to my core.
I know it's Aaron, but I can't face him. Likewise, I'm ashamed.
"Let's go; it's getting late. You will go to Germany tomorrow." He said.
His voice sounds serious; I looked at him.
The cold face is back, and he didn't even glance at me while driving.
This is what I want, but how come it hurts me so badly?
Him giving me a cold treatment freezes my heart and feelings.
We slept that night without looking at each other.
We are both facing the wall.
I fall asleep with a heavy heart.
This is our last day and the moment of truth to see Nathan.
I should be more excited and alive, but I feel like dying inside.
Aaron is just beside me without talking.
He didn't mind me at all since his fiancée Andrea called him.
He loves her, Nalzen, so you'd better back off and focus on your future.
Yeah, that's what I'm going to do.
No more lust and playing.
I miss Nathan, and hopefully, he'll be surprised upon seeing me.
And I am now wearing the red négligée... ayiih...
We check in to the nearest hotel. I ask Aaron if he'd like to roam around and visit some beautiful places, but he just said that he's tired.
So, I leave him at the hotel.
And now I'm going to see Nathan.
Am I excited? But why do I feel tired?
No, Nalzen! You should stop your nonsense illusion.
Smile! You'll see Nathan, for goodness' sake!
I decided to stop by Nathan's company first.
Aaron is not here, so I'm renting a taxi.
"What can I do for you, miss?" The girl at the information desk asked me.
"I'm here to see Nathan," I answered.
Then she suddenly raised one eyebrow.
"Nathan who?" She asked.
I find her very annoying, but I need to keep calm. "Nathan Madrigal."
There's a shock in her eyes.
Is Nathan's name so shocking to her?
"You cannot talk to Mr. Madrigal without an appointment, miss, and today he's not here." She answered.
I'm getting angry!
"And why is that? If he's not here, then I'm wasting my time. I'd better go to his house." I said sarcastically.
But she only gives me an annoying smirk.
"That is if you are invited to their wedding." The last word rings a bell in my ear, so I stop walking.
"Wedding? At Nathan's house?" I asked, confused.
"Yeah, don't you know?" She smiles.
"Huh, don't you think I would ask if I knew? I'll go there if there's a party." I left her alone.
She would only ruin my day!
I went out of the building and turned around; I saw the girl immediately dialing her phone.
"Yes, ma'am. There's a woman here looking for Sir Nathan. No, ma'am, I don't know if they have a relationship or what. Yes, ma'am, thank you."
But I can't hear what she's saying.
The word "ma'am" is what I only understand!
I ride another taxi to Nathan's house.
That girl irritated me, but hey! I don't care.
I am very curious now as to who is getting married to Nathan's family.
Maybe his sister?
But I didn't hear his sister having a boyfriend or so.
I'm getting near their house.
And the girl was right!
There's a wedding party that is about to happen.
I looked at my outfit. It's not appropriate for the said wedding.
I am only wearing jeans and rubber shoes.
And inside, I'm wearing the red négligée.
But I guess this négligée will not be of use as of the moment.