Chapter 52 The long wait is over part 1
Nalzen
I'm finally back at our palace-like Mansion. I miss the place and the scent of my garden.
I miss the kitchen, the bedroom, and all over the house.
And I miss being with Aaron in this house.
"Welcome home wifey!" Aaron said smiling then hug me.
But his phone rang. And I know it's Andrea.
"Oops, I will be back. You wait for me wifey." Then he's gone to the garden.
Sometimes I wanted to eavesdrop and listen to their conversation. But I can't!
I guess my heart could not take it if I can hear some sweet messages from Aaron telling it to the other woman.
But that other woman is his fiancee!
And what about me? I'm his wife! But on paper only.
It's heartbreaking but I choose this life.
I still don't know If I can handle the breakup later on. When that day will happen. I know that Aaron will always choose his Babe.
They've been together for 8 long years.
I suddenly felt sad. I went to the kitchen where the small bar is located.
I look for some liquor or wine to drink. I need to refresh my mind by drinking. And then sleep later on.
I found my favorite wine and open it. It still tastes sweet yet bitter. Just like me and Aaron's love story.
What will be the ending of this?
I don't know! That's why I'm asking myself.
I need to be strong and be prepared anytime soon.
That I will be going to lose Aaron.
As much as I wanted him to stay but Destiny will always pull him away from me.
I drink the wine straight from its bottle. And it tastes great! But Aaron is still in my mind and heart. Wine is just a temporary shelter to forget someone.
But you didn't forget when you were drunk.
You will be thinking of them more. It's useless but I like to drink.
I love him. I love Aaron!
But I'm afraid and worried that one day he will be gone and I will not see him anymore. I can't bear it. It will hurt like hell and will slowly kill me in the end.
If only we can pierce our heart with a knife and throw it away so that we can also stop loving that person.
But we cannot do that for sure. Our hearts will continue to beat unless we are dead.
I just can't believe that I finished one bottle of wine?
And Aaron is still calling his precious babe!
I'm jealous, But I don't have any right!
I open another wine.
I will drink and drink until I fall asleep. Aaron is enjoying it right now, calling his babe in private that no one can hear.
This bullshit feeling of mine!
I drink again, straight from the bottle. The wine is like me. Sweet outside but full of bitterness inside.
Poor Nalzen...
"What are you doing?" Aaron asks in disbelief.
"Hey, It's Aaron? Come here let's drink." I said smiling so sweetly at him.
He is so handsome and manly. Everything about him radiates power and charm.
And I'm hooked with this man's charm!
Although we are legally married I cannot have his heart.
It kills my heart while I'm still alive like a shallow shell that mo meat inside.
I'am free with Nathan but I'am inside the cage with my love for Aaron!
What a sad life.
"Stop it. Tsk! You already finished one bottle?" Aaron asked amazed.
"Yeah, it tastes so sweet. Here, let's drink." I give him the bottle of wine.
"Wifey, you will be hot if you drink too much of this wine," Aaron said seriously and drink all the wine from the bottle.
Did he finish it all in one drink?
"Wow, You're cool hubby," I said giving him a thumbs up.
I open another one and drink it straight. I'm loving the taste already. Aaron grabs the bottle from my hand.
"Stop it! Let's go and sleep. Are you that sad that you broke up with Nathan? If you still love him. You could say no!" Aaron suddenly becomes angry.
And it's about, Nathan!
I just laugh at him. It's funny how the fact will always be there. He loves and cares for Andrea more than anyone else. I grab the bottles from him and drink again.
"Stop it! Give it to me." He grabs the wine again and throws it at the wall!
And the poor wine is broken. It's like blood all over the wall.
"Let's go back to Nathan If that's what you want!" He said with his teeth clenching and his jaw tightened.
His overthinking!
Well, I also overthink and it's always.
He grab my hand and we walked outside. He's so strong that it hurts me.
"Let me go! It hurts like hell!" I shouted and he noticed that he holds me tightly. He released my hand quickly.
"I'm sorry wifey. I didn't mean to hurt you." He apologized and touch my hand gently.
"I don't want to go back to Nathan! I'm jealous, and I'm dying inside as it's killing me whenever I see you talking to Andrea! But who am I to your life? I'm just nothing right?" I shouted while crying.
And Aaron looked surprised at what I said. What is there to surprise?
I can never have him but can I have his heart?
I don't know!
He pulled me towards him and taste the bittersweet wine into my mouth.
Our kiss becomes hot as the flavor of the wine entangled with our tongues.
He takes off all my clothes immediately.
And we are outside of the house!
What is he thinking?
"Wait, where're the maids and everyone?" I ask in panic.
And Aaron just laugh at me. He's laughing while I'm standing naked in here. So good of him!
"They are all gone the moment you leave this house wifey. We are all alone in here! Even if we run naked. No one will see us." Then he takes off all his clothes and throws them away!
The sky heard him and it rained!
We run under the rain naked.
I run and he chases me.
We played in the rain until we get tired.
It's fun!
We went inside and have a hot shower as its cold under the rain.
We are like little children playing and running.
It's the best memories with him so far. We are very happy and carefree. We don't care all around us! We are just happy.
We are here in our bedroom right now cuddling with each other and we are naked underneath our blanket.
I can feel Aaron's manhood slowly poking at my back. Tempting and teasing me to play with him.
His naked body radiates a sensation of heat when being touched with my body. Then little sparks will light up!
A spark of lust?
Should I give in?
There's no need to ask as I always give in on him. He's good at everything.
Especially in terms of romance and satisfying me.