Chapter 50 Nathan set me free part 1
Nalzen
Aaron wanted to come inside the condo, but I told him that Nathan wants to talk to me.
He said that he will not leave and will wait outside. He will not allow Nathan to hurt me again.
And he didn't want me to be with Nathan because he will be jealous out of the blue.
And my heart jumps into happiness upon hearing what he said.
But I'm still not sure about Aaron's feelings for me.
There's still doubt in this heart of mine.
And his heart is doubting too because there is Andrea inside of it. And as of now, I don't want to think about what will happen in the future.
The most important for me at the moment is what is happening today.
Tonight, I wanted to make sure of something. If I'm still in love with Nathan or not. That's why I wanted to talk to him.
With Aaron watching outside, I felt secure. Who knows what Nathan will do to me this time. But I know that this is not the Nathan that I loved before. The caring and loving Dear Nathan of mine was gone and I don't know what happened!
He became another person. I don't know him anymore.
Even the condominium now became distant and foreign to me. This is where we hang out before. When I'm always partying and drinking. Nathan will always bring me in this old condo of him and will take care of me until morning.
The caring and loving Nathan was gone.
But come to think of it. The famous and glamorous Nalzen Villarreal has already vanished and gone too.
Nathan is in the kitchen. He is cooking and I can already smell how delicious the foods that he cooks are.
"Oh, you're here Dear. Wait for a minute and I will be finished." He said happily.
"You cook so many?" I was surprised. Because all the foods that he cooks are my favorites.
"Yeah, after we talked, you and Aaron can eat in here." He said happily but his eyes is very sad.
How does he know that Aaron is still here?
"Don't be surprised. I saw his car from afar. Well, it's good! He is watching over you and afraid that I might hurt you. But I will never do it again Dear. I'm sorry if I hurt you." He said while bowing his head.
And I'm touched. Why he is suddenly kind today?
"It's okay Dear, I don't know what you've been through. We lost communication when you are in Germany. And I must honestly say that you've changed, a lot." I said sincerely.
And Nathan chuckled.
"Yes, Dear my attitude changed but my heart is still the same. There's nothing else, but you." He said sincerely while looking at my eyes.
I observed my feelings and my reflection based on what Nathan said. There's no reaction at all!
I didn't feel any tingling sensation that makes me giggle before, every time Nathan will tell me those sweet words.
I fell out of love. And I don't know how to say it, without hurting him.
I took a deep sigh. I'm still guilty for what I did to him. But I didn't know at all that Nica makes my marriage to Aaron Legal.
And everything is in chaos after that.
"All is done. Let's eat," He gives me a plate.
"Thank you." I started picking all of my favorite foods.
I suddenly felt hungry. I miss his cooking and food.
"Do you love Aaron?" He asked directly which causes me to cough.
He gives me some water.
"Careful Dear." He lovingly said.
I accepted the water. Of all the possible questions, he hit me directly on the spot.
And I don't know what to say right now.
"Go on eating Dear. I cook all of your favorite foods for the last time..." His voice cracked at the last words that he said.
And I drop the spoon that I'am holding. Did I hear it right?
"W-what do you mean?" I asked confused.
Nathan smiled sadly.
"I will set you free Dear. I can't bear to hurt you at all. I'm sorry for all that I did for you. I'm sorry for hurting you, for not being with you, when you needed someone the most." He said heartily and now he is crying!
And I hug him.
"I'm sorry Nathan. It's not all your fault! I have sinned too. And I'm sorry that I fall out of Love..." Then my tears fall, thinking of those happy days that we had been together.
And now we are breaking apart.
I wanted this breakup to be an unforgettable one for both of us.
But to my surprise, I was the one who gets surprised.
"So, you love Aaron. I wish both of you, happiness Dear. His hug tightens.
"I have my reasons why I will set you free. But as of now, I can't tell to you. I'm ashamed of what I did. I'm sorry for what I did to you when you visited me in Germany." He is still crying!