I can’t help myself but weep, this is my very first time to feel this kind of feeling and I'm not familiar with my emotions right now. All I can feel is pain and my chest tightens, every beat of My heart is in pain. I don’t know why I reacted this way, we’re just arranging Marriage and love is not involved. I prepared myself for this matter.
Why does it hurt so bad? Why do I feel this? I want to cry so hard; I feel like I am at a loss and I’m not in our house so I can’t make a fuss here and just like Precious said, I am just a nobody. The way they take care of her when she comes is different to how they treated her, and what am I against her? She is a childhood friend and they have known her for almost decades and they’re really close to each other and they treated her like their own daughter. I really feel that they don't like me. I’m not jealous over here but the way they treated her is really different. I don’t want to be here.
“W-wife! W-wait me!” I just want to go far away from here. I must call brother Nathan to pick me up.
“Please let me e-explain” He is so good to me that I didn't expect that he would hurt me in a good way.
Too. I hate him! I bumped into someone and held me and lifted my face and her face was written in confusion.
“Oh my God! What happened?!” she shouted hysterically, she’s shocked seeing me like this. I look at her with tears in my face. I want to go to my mommy; I don’t want to be here. I don’t have someone on my side here. Mommy get me out of here. Auntie Lian cups my face and she looks worried.
“I want to g-go h-h-home” I can’t talk well.
“Wife, i-it's not w-what you think” he is now on my back and i don't want to face him. I tried to get off Auntie Lian because I really wanted to go but Kier held my hands tightly but I harshly removed it.
“What happened to both of you? Kier, why is she crying?” Auntie Lian asks but no one answers. She caresses my hair and wipes my tears as she hugs me, and I cry on her shoulder and hug her too. His mom doesn't like me either. She scolded me when we were cooking and she even embarrassed me in front of Layla. Get me out of here please.
“W-wife” Ken's voice is full of fear, he doesn't know whether to hold me or to explain.
“Kier, what did you do to her?” I'm just crying hard on her shoulder. I don't know why I am crying when in fact it's normal and he has the right to that. We're just strangers and the arrangement is between us. I am getting confused with regards to feelings.
“Auntie” kier's voice is like begging and scared. This is my first time hearing his weak voice. He is always mad but now he is like a child that is guilty of his sin. Auntie Lian tried to release the hug but I hugged more. “Why did you make her cry?” I cry harder, I miss my mom so much especially whenever she’s caressing my hair, she just makes me miss my mom.
“Auntie, please give my wife to me we will talk” he pleads as he doesn’t know what to do. Auntie tried to pass me to him but I hug her and His eyes shown a pain but it quickly gone.
“Oh my god! What happened to my daughter?! Who made you cry?” Mom’s Kier came and she shock seeing me like this “Wife please let me.
explain first. D-don't cry'' he said in a weak voice as if my cries is his weakness. His Mom immediately came to me and auntie Lian gave me to her but Kier pulled me and his face was in a dilemma and her eyes were full of fear. He is wearing his shirt now.
“Please d-don’t cry” he tried to wipe my tears. I slap him and his face faced the other side. He swallows. I hear gasps and everyone is now here, I feel so shy right now, that they're all witnessing scenes like this.
“Who made my sister cry?!” Layla rushed on us and she was willing to fight who made me cry “who made you cry sissy? Tell me? Ill
beat him or her!” she said in determination and she’s angry at the person who hurt me. If she knows that her brother made me cry; I don’t know if she will fight him knowing that she’s scared of her cousin, Kier. “Did you slap Kier?” precious “My god! What’s happening to you two” his mom “Kier, son, what did you do to her?” her mom voice became serious and faces her one
and only son “Kier Fiero I didn't raise you to hurt women” “Mom please” he said in hard tone “not now” he is begging.
“Wife, please let’s talk about this” he didn’t mind his Mom and his attention was all mine. He tried to wipe my tears but I moved backward.
“And why are you here?” Layla asked the maid who is now well dressed, I want to pull her hair and this one the man in front of me wants to kick home.
“Don't touch me!” I shouted at him. “Wait, what happened first?” Auntie Lian `` i had been asking and you two aren't answering me ``''Hey” Precious “why are you hurting Kier? You're not in your own house and you’re just his wife in papers, your marriage is just arranged, no love is involved” she insults. I clench my fist
“Precious shut up! Don’t be in the middle!”
Kier shouted as his veins in his neck were shown. Precious flinched and felt fear when Kier shouted to her, she didn't expect it.
“Kier, what do you do? Tell us!” Auntie Lian “Auntie don't blame Kier; we wouldn’t know what really happened. Let us first know the story before concluding.
“Stop crying” Layla is caressing my hair too .
“I want to go home” I said but Kier held my arm.
“Let's talk in our room” he said with authority.
“I don't want you, you're a cheater” and they all gasp at what I said.
“Kier Fiero Saltzman!”
His mom said angrily “is that true?” there's strictness in her voice.
“Mom, please shut up! You're not part of our relationship! And please let me fix this!” he answered as he was being pressured by suspicion and by everyone's presence but he doesn't care what they think of him right now, their opinion doesn't matter.
“No! She won't cry like this if you don't do anything!” his mom.
I struggle on him and Auntie Lian holds me.
“Your father left us and I told you to respect women and love them! I wasn't taught to cheat! How can you do this to Shielyn! She's a good woman!’ kier closes his hard deeply, he is getting irritated with his mom. He opens it and the irritated ness is still there.
“Mom, please. Know the story first” he said in a calm way and he's calming himself.
“Yes, Auntie we better know the story” My chest is tightening due to crying. I can’t breathe.
Auntie and Layla are wiping my tears ‘sissy what happened?’ Layla asked softly.
Uncle V tried to calm.
Kier’s Mom “Let them handle the situation, they’re grown and old enough” he said towards her, and kiers mom calm a little bit.
“W-wife please let me explain.”
“What really happen” auntie Lian ask again.
Kier closes his eyes and opens again “maid come here”; his voice is deep and yet dangerous. The maid is thinking twice whether to come near to us or just stay in her position. “If you didn't come her; I’ll wreck your neck” Kier said in a dangerous voice and his jaw clenched. The maid nervously walked near him but she was brave to that thing-. As soon she gets near to him Kier held her arm tightly and she flinch.
“Kier Fiero!” His Mom warned him but he doesn't care.
“Care to explain to my wife that you seduced me and came into our room” Kier tightly held her arm and the woman was struggling and trembling in fear.
“I d-don't come to y-your room y-young master” Kier glared at her “a-aahch-ck”.
“Tell her the truth or I will kill you” he warned.
Everyone did not trying to interrupt as they’re all scared too especially Layla that’s praying right now.
“Fiero!” Kier's mom.
He strangles her and no one can stop him .
“A-ack-. I w-will te-te-tell the-the truth”
She struggled and Kier let her. She cried in front of me
“I came to your r-room and… and stripped him. He's taking s-shower and grabbing that change-when you saw us. He's dressed up and-there you saw us. `` She can't look at me and she's trying to be careful with every word she will say because Kier might strangle her for real. She's too young and she's been a maid since she's a child. I look at everyone and they are all here, maids are eavesdropping and even the children stop from playing. My hands tremble. We get their attention.
Kier's mom gasps and Layla pulls her hair “you’re slut!”
When I enter our roomKier is half naked while the water is dripping in his well-built chest and this woman is fully naked in in front of him. I thought they did that thing in our room.
“Wife” he called my name in a hard tone. I still don't want to believe him.
“Stop crying daughter” auntie Lian advise me
“Maid! You’re fired” Mom’s Kier shouted “how dare that to my son, huh?” Now, her mother's attention is on the maid and the maid can’t look up as she feels embarrassed and crying too hard. She's begging to not fire her “I promise Ma’am i don't do that again” she kneels down but Layla Pulls her hair.
“No one dares to make my sister cry” Layla.
I don't want to cry anymore, I can't breathe.
This is so hard. I cry harder as my chest tightens.
“Someone gets water!” Auntie Lian shouted and She got their attention.
Kier immediately came on me and he pushed Auntie Lian a little bit to get me.
“Wife, breathe” his eyes are full of worry now. A while ago he was about to kill someone but now, he doesn't know what to do.
“Here’s a water” Uncle V gave the water and Auntie Lian get it from her.
“Get her in the room.
Kier!” Kier’s Mom.
“Sissy breath” Layla.
Kier open the water bottle and he want me to drink it but I refuse, I really can’t breath.
“Drink this” but I refuse again, and gasps to get some air.
“Inhale exhale” He guided me “relax” he’s trying to be calm but he doesn't know what to do, he is in mental black right now.
“Fuck” i heard him curser.
“Maid prepare the room and get the nebulizer” Kiers Mom.
“C’mon, breath. Inhale… Exhale” when he couldn't relax me, he decided to carry me, he rashly got in our room and everyone followed me. He notices that I am trembling
“Everyone gets out of here!” he roared.
“Sus, that’s drama” Precious..
Everyone leaves even Layla wants to stay.
“Inhale” he guided me again, and he opened the bottled water “C’mon drink this” I accepted it and drank.
He cursed when someone knock in the door “Sir, the inhaler” he closes his eyes.
“Fuck I forget!” Am I going to die? I'm chasing my breath” open the door” he commands. As soon as he got the inhaler, he guided me to take it and my feeling became better.
“I’ll lay you down” he lay me down when I feel better and offers the water again
“You made me worried” he murmured and turned the AC on at high temperature.