Chapter 54
Kay.
I can tell it's gonna be a good day. I don't know what to expect from Rico, but I'm assuming he's fun.
I drape the bag on one of my shoulders and skip out of the room.
I won't let a dead bitch ruin my day.
I love how Carl's mum braided my hair; it's all put in two big lines, and it's manageable this way.
"So how did it go?" Theo startles me, and I groan, punching him hard. Does he have to be this creepy?
I was walking in the empty hallway, and when I was about to pass his room, the boy dragged me inside and closed the door behind us.
The smile on his face makes it impossible for me to stay mad at him. Sometimes I wonder if Sam ever gets bored with him.
"You know, you could have just behaved like a normal person and properly approached me, right?" I mumble, sitting on his unmade bed.
I don't want to imagine what happens in these sheets.
Since Rico won't be here for at least the next thirty minutes, I would rather spend this time with Theo than run into Carl downstairs.
Theo quickly follows me and stands in front of me with an impatient look on his face. He really must like to gossip.
"Well...," he says, sitting beside me and expectantly staring at my face. I chuckle at his eager face and purposely drag the gist.
Today he's wearing black jean shorts and a white fitting t-shirt. He has black slides in his legs and doesn't spot any facial rings, but he's cute like always.
"Come on, princess, tell me everything already." he slightly pushes at my shoulder, and I face him completely.
"Okay,.." Do I have to explain everything we did? Like the whole act?
"It was amazing," I say, and I can already feel my face heating up.
"That can't be everything, Kay. I need more. Did you give him head?" Urgh, this boy.
"Yes"
"OMG! How was it? What did he say?" he beams, scooting closer, completely covering the distance between us.
"Mmh..nothing." Carl never said anything. I don't even know if I did the right thing, but his moans and grunts say something, right?
"Don't worry, Kay. I know you nailed it. He's not acting grumpy like yesterday." I haven't spent time with him to notice the changes, but I am glad Theo's theory worked, even though Carl is a dick.
"You think so?"
"I know, girl. So did you go all the way?" he wiggles his eyebrows, and I groan, hiding my flushed face in my palms.
Do I have to tell him everything?
"OMG! She did it." Theo tackles me in a hug, and we both fall on the bed. I can't help but laugh. This is so silly.
"So is he good like they say?" he eagerly asks, pulling slightly away.
We are lying on the bed and facing each other. Theo has a wide grin on his face, and it makes his grey eyes gleam.
He would have broken poor girls' hearts if he weren't gay. Just like Carlos is doing.
"Well, he was gentle and Urgh, I don't know how to say it." I bury my face in his pillow so he won't see how much I'm smiling.
Men, it was so fucking good. The feelings and the pleasure were so intense, they made my toes curl throughout the process.
That man is a dream come true. No wonder all this bitches keep coming back.
I can tell Carl is changing me, and I love it. I just hope he won't be the one to break again.
I don't want to go back to that dark place.
"Can I come in, or am I interrupting something?" We both snap our heads to the door, and Sam is standing there with a Smug look on his face.
Fuck, did he hear our little chat?
He did, now everyone will know I did the dirty with the boss.
"No, not at all, I was just about to go out," I quickly excuse myself, getting up from the bed, and Theo quickly follows suit.
"I'm coming with you, give me a sec." Oh, I forgot he's supposed to accompany me everywhere.
"No, Theo, I'm meeting a friend today," I say, and he scrunches his face in confusion before slowly nodding.
"We are not done, Kay. This conversation continues when you come back," I give Theo a finger, exiting his room, and I hear a chuckle from Sam.
I am not telling him shit.
The living room is evacuated, unlike in the morning. I sigh in relief when I don't see my in-laws anywhere in sight.
My joy is short-lived when I find Carl waiting at the front doors. Did he have to be here?
He is leaning on the wall with his hands tucked in his sweatpants pockets. I ignore his presence and continue walking like I didn't notice him.
"Where are you going?" Carl holds my shoulder from behind, and I stop in my tracks without facing him.
"Out," I clutch at the strap of my bag a little tighter. I hope he's not here to stop me.
He moves to stand in front of me, and I do everything not to look at his face. He'll make me forget that I'm so mad at him right now.
"Can we talk?" Carl moves so close that we are directly inhaling each other's breath.
"Not now, Carl, I need to go," I sidestep him to walk away, but he holds my arm and pulls me to his hard and warm chest.
Fuck me.
He wraps his strong arms around me, completely engulfing my body in his embrace. I don't resist, and I don't hold him back either.
I wonder why my heart always speeds up whenever he's this close to me, and I can't get enough of his manly scent.
I wanna hold him so tight and kiss him until I feel better, I want to stay in his safe arms forever, but the sane part of me wants to stay mad.
Why can't I just hate him and walk away? Probably find a man with less drama.
Am I being weak?
He buries his face in my head, sighing, "I am sorry." his voice is soft and apologetic. Carl plants his lips on my temple, and the gesture softens my heart.
Damn, I'm weak.
"I know you are mad, let's talk when you get back, okay?" he mumbles softly, his thumbs caressing my neck.
I look at his face and wonder why he can't just be mine. I want to be the only woman who sees him.
Fuck, is that even possible?
With how I'm feeling about him, I'm up for a great deal of pain. Especially after yesterday, I don't think I will have the guts to leave him.
I have a bigger price to pay for being betrothed to a bad boy.
"Yeah," I nod, and he reluctantly moves out of my way.
"Wait, babe, why don't you take Theo with you?" Should I tell him I'm going out with Rico?
I don't want to appear sneaky, so it's better if I tell him instead of him finding out. I want him to be honest with me, so it's only fair I do the same.
"I will be fine, Rico is picking me up." As expected, his eyes immediately harden, and he's about to say something, but holds himself.
"Please, be careful and don't take long, okay?" he says in a very soft voice, his eyes flush with different emotions, and I quickly look away.
Why am I feeling bad for him? He looks like a lost puppy.
"I will, Carl," I nod, walking away, but I still feel his eyes on my back.
Am I being hard on him? But he's the one who went after other women when he had a wife.
My anger is justified.
Today, the boys guarding the gates are not the same as last time. One of them hurriedly opens the door for me, and I offer a thankful smile.
Where does he get all these well-mannered boys?
I stand 10 metres away from the gate, and keep myself busy with my phone, wondering when Rico is gonna show up.
10 minutes later, a shiny new black and red Yamaha R6 pulls in front of me, and instantly, I know it's gonna be mine.
There is no way I am giving up on bikes, especially when I see a beauty like this one.
Carl said I should go slow on them and not completely stop riding them.
Rico takes off the black skull helmet from his head, and his hair falls freely on his shoulders.
Damn! That was hot.
Today, instead of a hoodie, he's wearing a black leather jacket and a red t-shirt inside. A couple of silver chains hang on his neck, enhancing his look.
He's wearing black jeans and black combat boots.
No doubt he's Carl's twin.
"How are you liking the view, beautiful?" I snap my eyes to his face, and he has a proud smirk on his lips.
Corky like his brother.
"Oh, please, you check me out all the time and you don't see me complaining," I dismiss, but inside I'm so embarrassed for being caught.
Act like a married woman, Kay, I scold myself, but then I remember my ring finger is bare.
"I'm riding," I smile, walking to him, and he chuckles, sliding into the back seat.
"Your wish will always be my command," he says, gesturing to the gears. I get on the bike, and it's cool like it looks.
How I missed this feeling.
"Hold on tight, Rico, because we are about to fly." Today is my day, and I'm gonna break all the traffic rules.
Rico scoots closer and circles his arms around my stomach.
I feel the coldness of the rings on his fingers on my bare stomach, and it makes my body shudder.
"Oh! and I'm never letting go," he murmurs in my ear.