Chapter 96: Party Wear

MIA

NEXT DAY

I opened my eyes to the rays of the sun hitting my face.

I turned to the side, letting out a breath as I felt sleep drifting away.

I opened my eyes slightly and moved them to the nightstand.

My alarm clock is not there.

I furrowed my brows.

I lowered my gaze towards Jay Jay's......

His crib is not here.

I looked around me, taking in the familiar place till my eyes fell on Bug Kai.

I froze.

He is seated on the seat close to his desk, staring at me.

My heart raced as I sat up.

What is going on?

I stared at my body.

I am in my nightgown.

But..... What am I doing here?

And in Big Kai's room?!

Wait.....

Last night. Coco in the kitchen and.....

My heart pounded as everything I did last night repeated in my head.

I ran my fingers through my hair and grabbed.

Oh no.

"Good morning," Big Kai said, making me look at him.

He is still staring at me.

Last night I took off my nightgown and asked him to....

God, Coco, what did you put in that smoothie?

What have you done?!

I lowered my gaze to my fingers as my cheeks heated up.

God, I have embarrassed myself.

"Slept well?" he asked.

I looked at him.

He is staring at me while relaxing in his seat.

Come on, Mia. Act like you don't remember.

"How.... How did I get here?"

He scoffed.

Why did I stutter?! That wasn't bold enough, Mia!

"Seriously? You don't remember?"

I shook my head.

He hummed, getting on his feet.

He is still shirtless like last night and I remember clearly how I moved my hands on his chest and abs.

God, Mia!

He put his hands in his pockets as he moved closer to the bed.

My heart raced as I stared at him.

Only heaven knows what he is thinking about me right now.

A weirdo?

An insane person?

He must be seeing me in some negative way right now.

"What kind of drugs did you take?"

I furrowed my brows.

Drugs?

He raised his brows.

"I don't.... I didn't take any drugs."

"Hmm. Then what did you take?"

I swallowed as Coco's smoothie filled my head.

"Nothing."

He nodded. "Fine. I believe you. As much as I loved the show, don't take the drugs again."

"It... It wasn't drugs."

I doubt it was.

"I see. Whatever it was. Don't take 'em again." he said, staring at me in a way that makes me feel like he is disgusted by my actions.

My heart tightened slightly.

"I apologize for any inconvenience."

"You gotta go back to your room. The kids must be awake by now." He said, turning away.

I stared at his back as I heard the sound of a lighter.

What is with him?

I thought he would be happy that I came to him last night.

It wasn't even my intention at first. But whatever I took was.....it literally led to him.

I thought he would be happy.

I got out of bed and headed towards the door.

Getting to the door, I reached for the doorknob but stopped.

I looked at him.

He is smoking while staring at his iPad.

I opened the door and walked out.

I guess he doesn't really love me as he said.

I shook my head, waving it off.

This shouldn't be bothering me.

What in God's name is wrong with me?

Not long later, I walked into my room.

I found Coco at Jay Jay's crib, holding him in her arms and smiling.

I let out a scoff as I closed the door.

Coco's smile fell the minute she saw me.

"Mia," Vicky called, running towards me.

I forced a smile as she wrapped her hands around my legs.

I crouched down and hugged her.

"Good morning, Vicky."

"Good morning, Mia. Where did you go? I woke up and I didn't see you." she said as I stood up straight.

"I uh.... I went to check up on breakfast. You like oatmeal, right?"

She nodded and smiled.

I chuckled a bit. "We will have a delicious oatmeal pretty soon okay?"

"Yes!" She squealed happily as she ran towards her coloring books.

Coco placed Jay Jay next to Vicky and walked towards me.

"Mia, where did you go, last night?" she whispered.

I looked towards Jay Jay to make sure he was not eating the crayons.

He is licking his fingers.

I returned my gaze to Coco.

"I came back to the kitchen but I couldn't find you," she whispered.

"That's because the drugs you gave me made me wander away to a place I couldn't control," I whispered back.

"What? That wasn't drugs. "

"What is it then?"

She let out a sigh, lowering her gaze.

"That thing made me like an animal in heat. I was beyond just horny." I almost whispered aloud.

"Gosh, it was that bad huh?"

"Coco!"

"Okay okay, I'm sorry. That wasn't drugs. It was.... Um...."

I raised my brows.

She heaved a sigh. "It was something I found online and I wanted to try it. I love trying things I find online. It is becoming a habit."

I scoffed. "Seriously?"

She nodded slightly.

"What is the name then?"

"A syrup for um.....for sex."

I widened my eyes.

"What?"

"I know, I know. It is weird. I just wanted to know if they meant it when they said a spoonful of it would make you horny. That's.... That's it." she stuttered, moving her eyes nervously.

I rubbed my temples as I digested what she just said.

"Wait. A spoonful?"

She nodded.

"I drank the whole glass."

She held my hand. "Tell me you didn't rape anyone."

I snatched my hand from her hold.

"No I didn't. What is that supposed to mean?" I blurted as last night filled my head.

God, I almost raped Big Kai.

If that is even a thing.

God, this is so embarrassing.

"I am so sorry, Mia. You drank it without thinking."

"That was because I thought it was a yoghurt or smoothie. I love smoothies. I am obsessed with it, geez." I looked away, rubbing my arms as my eyes moved to Jay Jay.

His head is turned to us, staring at us as he licks his fingers.

"I am sorry, Mia. Please please please don't be mad." Coco said, making me look at her.

She has remorse dancing on her face.

"Why did you want to drink that though? Was it for Caleb?"

Her face twitched. "No"

"I mean you said he hasn't asked you out here and you were preparing to be horny for him already?"

"Mia, geez. That's not it. I was just curious. I wanted to know if they were telling the truth about the syrup. That's all."

I placed my hand on my hips, staring at her with raised brows.

Her shoulders fell.

"You don't believe me, do you?"

I shook my head.

"That's not the first experiment I have tried making with online directions before. You can go ahead and ask the other maids. They will tell you how I live. I always try to feed my curiosity."

"Well, your curiosity killed me instead of you," I said, rolling my eyes and looking away as I thought of Big Kai.

I literally embarrassed myself. There is no going back in this.

He thinks I am taking drugs.

I wish I could tell her to tell him all she said but it is no use.

She would ask me what I did.

I can't tell her. It is too embarrassing.

So is her reason for making that syrup or whatever it is called.

"I am so sorry, Mia. Tell me how I can make it up to you, please."

I looked at her.

She is staring at me with worry.

"Fine. Make us oatmeal for breakfast."

"Done." she blurted, hugging me swiftly before heading out.

I let out a sigh as I rested my eyes on Jay Jay.

He is taking a green crayon into his mouth.

"No, no, Jay Jay."

TWO HOURS LATER......

I held Jay Jay properly and Vicky as we walked along the hallway, heading towards the dining room for breakfast.

My heart raced at the thought of seeing Big Kai at the table.

I still feel embarrassed.

Why shouldn't I be?

I literally stripped and asked him to....

God, Mia.

I literally placed my boobs on his face.

That's mad embarrassing.

I couldn't stop thinking about it since I left his room.

But the weird thing is.....

I can't help but wonder why he didn't..... Like do anything.

I thought he wanted me.

I woke up and I got a kinda disgusted vibe from him.

He can't be disgusted, can he?

I also remember......

I froze the minute we got to the stairs and I saw Big Kai in all his smile with Brenda who is seated next to him and Imani seated at his left.

Their laughter filled the place as they ate.

My heart tightened as I stared at Big Kai.

He nodded at Brenda. She placed her hand on his arm as she laughed.

I scoffed internally.

Seriously, what is so funny?

"Mia," Vicky took my attention.

"Why did we stop?" she asked.

"Nothing, come on," I said, descending the stairs.

Their laughter continued as I walked towards the table.

"Speaking of Rico though, he looks different from back in the day," Brenda said as I placed Jay Jay in his seat and then helped Vicky sit.

"True. I guess he frequents the gym. Now I have a good reason to go to the hood." Imani said, making Brenda chuckle as I took my seat.

I looked at Big Kai.

He is looking at Imani.

"What that mean?" he asked.

"What, I just think he looks good." Imani shrugged.

"Don't get any bright ideas, Imani." Big Kai warned, making Imani scoff.

"Come on, Kai," Brenda said. "You underestimate Imani. She doesn't go for guys like Rico. Ain't that right, Imani?"

"You know me too well, Bre. Unlike some people I know who call themselves my effin' brother." Imani said, rolling her eyes as she sipped her drink.

Brenda chuckled as I fed Jay Jay his oatmeal.

"Well, better be sum joke. I ain't gonna take any of my boys dating ma sister. No freaking way." Big Kai said.

"Yeah, right," Imani muttered.

"Hey, let's do something fun today," Brenda said.

"Great idea," Imani said.

"What do you say, Kai?" Brenda asked, attracting my eyes the minute she held his hand.

I clenched my cutlery as I stared at their hands together.

"Whatever is fine. I'm free." He said, making me look at him.

He is sipping his drink.

"Let's go to the company. You know, for another tour and then karaoke afterwards." Imani said.

"Damn, girl. Karaoke is the best." Brenda said.

Big Kai scoffed. "The company? Really, Imani?"

"What? She has not seen the company yet." Imani defended.

Big Kai held Brenda's hand, making my heart clench as I stared at him.

He is looking at her.

"We will go to the hood again. Besides, they got a better karaoke there. You gonna love it."

Brenda squealed. "I can't wait. "

"Ugh, the hood again?" Imani asked as I stared at Big Kai while they talked and laughed.

He is not even looking my way.

Last night, I remember asking him a question.

The answer he gave me is different from the vibe I am getting now.

I don't..... I don't understand it.

The way he is looking at Brenda, holding her hand, and smiling at her.

What does it mean?

NIGHT HOURS.......

MIA'S ROOM.......

I caressed Jay Jay's hair as he slept. Next to him is Vicky who is asleep as well.

It is past eleven PM and I feel anything but sleepy.

Thanks to Jay Jay mostly.

He has been cranky lately. Crying and wanting to eat his crayons.

Feels like the orphanage changed him a bit.

I caressed his hair as I stared at him.

I am glad he is back. I am not going to let him go back there.

I don't know why but I have a feeling this is his home.

What if a mistake was made while doing his DNA test?

I mean he looks very much like Big Kai.

Big Kai and his real dad are cousins, so things like this happen.

My kids could look like Vicky doesn't mean they are Vicky's.

But.... I don't know.

I feel Big Kai is his dad.

Well, I have no idea why things are like this.

I leaned down and placed a kiss on his temples before covering them with the duvet.

He will be sleeping on the bed with Vicky and me tonight.

I got on my feet and walked towards the windows as Big Kai came to my mind again.

Like yesterday, he is out with Brenda and Imani.

Even though I placed my focus mostly on Jay Jay and Vicky throughout, I still thought of him.

What he could be doing right now.

And with Brenda.

Who is she to him? Why would he hold her hand like that?

I let out a sigh as I looked at the ceiling.

Why do I feel so restless?

You told him you hate him, Mia. Remember? Why are you.....

I rubbed my arms as I stared at the night view.

It is really late.

I don't know if they are back or not.

The house is pretty quiet.

I ran my fingers through my hair as I headed towards the bathroom for a shower.

I closed the door behind me as I stared at the bathroom.

My night gown is hung close to the towels.

I usually change in the bathroom because of the CCTV in my room.

I moved my eyes to the mirror as I recalled the last time I touched myself while staring at myself in the mirror.

He saw me.

He was watching me.

There is a camera in the mirror.

I looked at the door as a naughty thought filled my head.

It is almost midnight. He must be back and in his room.

If he is watching me as always, he must have seen me enter the bathroom, right?

I reached behind me and pulled down my zipper. I let my dress fall down my feet and slowly, I walked towards the mirror in just my bra and panties.

I stared at myself in the mirror, thinking about Big Kai's eyes on me.

I reached behind me and unhooked my bra.

I took off my bra, exposing my boobs as my heart pounded.

My bra fell on the floor.

Slowly, I pulled down my panties, leaving myself fully naked to the mirror.

And his eyes.

I moved my fingers on my body as I recalled all the things he had ever done to me.

His first nasty words to me.

"I wanna fuck you, Shawty. I'm gonna fuck you. You got lil time to be ready for me."

"No one is allowed to touch you. Not even you. Touch yourself one more time and l'mma chop your fucking hands off."

I moved my fingers down my core as I gripped my boobs with my other hand.

If you are watching me now, I am touching myself.

Come and chop my hands off.

I inserted two fingers into myself, making me close my eyes as pleasure gripped me.

I opened my eyes as I opened my mouth.

I moved my fingers into me again as I squeezed my nipples.

I let out a squeak as I took in the pleasure.

I went on, faster and I pinched my nipples harder.

Oh....oh God.

I stared at myself in the mirror as I added three fingers, thrusting them in and out of me.

I threw my head back, closing my eyes as my juice filled my fingers.

The way he went down on me those times.

The way he flipped me around and feasted on my butt.

God, I regret not letting myself enjoy every bit of it.

Don't forget the time in his room with those men.

Then the.....

At the penthouse where he tied me up.

I saw his dick for the first time.

I had to look away but I got a glance.

It is very huge.

Oh....

I stood on my toes as I moved my fingers faster inside me.

"Uh...." I moaned as I came hard.

I let out a breath, feeling my heart pounding as I came down from my high.

I stared at myself in the mirror as I thought of him.

The thought of him watching me is making me horny again.

I should take a shower.

He might show up in my room anytime soon.

Like he always does.

HOURS LATER.......

I stirred on the bed as disappointment filled me. I stirred to the side and my eyes fell on the alarm clock.

It is three AM sharp.

I scoffed, lying on my back, and rested my eyes on the ceiling.

It has been hours since the bathroom.

He is not here yet.

What if he is not back yet?

What if he didn't watch me? What if he has stopped watching me?

I sat up and adjusted closer to the headboard to relax my back.

I looked at Jay Jay and Vicky.

They are asleep, filling the room with their snores.

I let out a sigh.

I rubbed my arms as I thought of Brenda.

I place my face on my palm as I struggle to stop these thoughts.

Maybe he is not back yet.

He didn't watch me.

Let's just face it, Mia.

She is his girlfriend.

Stop thinking about him.

My heart tightened as I closed my eyes.

The way he acted earlier should tell you this.

Just stop.

NEXT DAY......

Walking along the hallway dressed in jean shorts and a black blouse, I headed for the stairs, intending to get juice for Jay Jay and Vicky.

Getting closer to the stairs and I heard laughter and many male voices coming from the living room.

I got to the stairs at I found a full living room with unknown people.

I descended the stairs without taking my eyes off them.

My eyes fell on Big Kai who is seated on the couch, dressed in a black shirt and black pants.

Brenda is seated on the small stool next to his couch and she is saying something to him.

Others are discussing with one another but my eyes are mainly on Big Kai.

I watched as he showed her something on his iPad. He looked at her with a smile.

She nodded and smiled as well.

I scoffed internally, shaking my head as I headed to the kitchen.

That's the reason he didn't show up in my room.

He was occupied.

Brenda occupied.

I bet he didn't watch me or....

Ugh.

My pissed mood was about to get the best of me but the sight of Coco stirring something on the stove made me put my anger in check.

"Mia, hey," she said, smiling at me.

"Hey, Coco," I said, walking towards her as the delicious smell filled my nose.

"What are you making? Another syrup?"

She gave me a look.

I raised my brows.

"Very funny, Mia."

I shrugged. "Don't blame me."

She shook her head as she continued stirring.

"I am making chicken sauce for Ms Brenda," she said, making my heart react.

"Brenda?"

"Yeah. She gave me her recipe. She wants the boss to try it. She calls it the Brazil chicken sauce."

I scoffed internally, walking past her and heading towards the fridge.

I opened it and looked around for what I have no idea of.

Right, juice for Jay Jay and Vicky.

"Hey, I got great news," Coco said as I grabbed two orange juices.

"What news?" I asked as I closed the fridge.

She is looking at me with some type of joy in her eyes.

"A friend of the boss is opening a club tonight. Caleb invited me. Do you want to tag along?" She asked, smiling brightly.

I furrowed my brows.

"A club?"

"Yeah. It will be fun. I can't remember the last time I went to a club. I love dancing you know." she said.

"I can't. Jay Jay and Vicky are....."

"They will be fine with other maids. Caleb can ask one of them to look after Jay Jay and your sister till we come back." she retorted, returning her attention to the sauce.

I thought about Big Kai. He will be there too.

I mean it's his friend's event.

It will be fun indeed.

I looked at Coco.

"What are we going to wear?"