Chapter 107: Won’t Leave

MIA

Her heels clicked as she descended the stairs, dressed in a green knee-length dress like she was about to step out.

I looked at Big Kai.

He looked at me.

"I will be in my room," I said.

He didn't say a word but kept staring at me.

I released my hand from his hold as Imani approached. I walked away from him, locking eyes with Imani.

I lowered my gaze as we walked past each other.

Her perfume made my belly churn as I headed for the stairs. I don't know why.

Maybe because she is annoying.

"Where were you, Kai?" Imani asked as I ascended the stairs.

I looked back at them.

Big Kai is looking my way.

I returned my attention to the way, ascending the stairs.

"Kai, I am talking to you." I heard Imani say as I got to the hallway.

I didn't hear more as I headed towards my room.

I got to my room door and I entered. I found Coco giving the kids the goodies we got.

"Mia!" Vicky called happily, running towards me.

I smiled as she wrapped her hands around me.

"Hey, Vicky."

"You are home," she said, looking up at me with a smile.

"Yeah. Did you miss me?" I asked, caressing her cheek as she unwrapped me.

"Yeah. Jay Jay too." She said happily.

I saw Jay Jay on the floor next to their toys busy with his pacifier in his mouth while staring at me.

"Aw, I missed you guys too," I said, walking towards him. I went down on my knees and picked him up.

I hugged him and I felt him gripping my hair.

I chuckled slightly.

I kissed his temples and placed him on the floor.

Vicky joined him as she opened her chocolate. She took some in her mouth and extended a tiny portion to Jay Jay.

His tiny hand collected it from her.

I smiled as he put it in his mouth.

Give him a few seconds.

Jay Jay moved closer to Vicky, grabbing her hand for more chocolate.

"Fine, I will give you, geez," Vicky whined.

I chuckled.

So did Coco.

"He is so adorable," Coco said.

"Indeed," I said, getting on my feet and walking towards the bed.

"So um, about what you said at that mall," Coco said, making me look at her.

"What did I say?"

She looked at the kids and then at me.

"The secret DNA test." She almost whispered.

I nodded. "We have to do it."

"I will talk to Caleb. While you work on getting the things needed for the DNA."

I nodded. "Alright then. I will work on that."

"Okay. I will be in my room in case you all need anything."

"Thank you," I said.

"Bye, kids," she said as she headed for the door.

"Bye, Aunt Coco," Vicky said as Coco headed out.

I moved my eyes to the kids. Vicky is still feeding Jay Jay some chocolate.

I walked towards them and knelt next to them.

"So, how is it going?" I asked, picking up a red toy block.

"Jay Jay loves the chocolates," Vicky said.

"I can see that," I said, reaching for Jay  Jay's hair. I caressed it gently.

"He might eat mine as well. He is a greedy little guy," she said.

I chuckled as my eyes rested on his pacifier in his hand.

We go use that for the DNA, right?

NIGHT HOURS.........

MIA'S ROOM..........

I walked around the room with Jay Jay in my arms. I hummed a lullaby as I caressed his back.

It is almost ten pm, Vicky is already asleep on the bed and this little guy decided to be extra tonight.

I looked at him.

His eyes are closed and he is letting out tiny snores.

I let out a sigh of relief.

Finally.

I walked towards his crib. I kissed his temples and placed him in his crib.

I rested my hands on the edge of the crib, staring at him.

"Sweet dreams, bestie." I stared at him for a while before moving towards the bathroom.

I did my business and put on my nightgown. I walked towards the mirror, staring at myself as I picked up my hairbrush and began brushing my hair.

Axel and Amy came to my mind, making my heart skip as I thought about the evil plans they had for me.

The fact that I saw them today makes me keep wondering what would have been my fate if I had married him.

I would have been long dead.

Well, Big Kai had already come for me before I overheard them.

I guess I wouldn't be long dead.

Sighing, I put down the hairbrush and placed my hand on the sink. I stared at my as I recalled the night I touched myself.

Then Big Kai showed up the next night and.....

I felt a reaction between my legs, making me smile a bit.

The next night I found myself taped to a chair and he gave me the pleasure of my life.

I bit my lips, closing my eyes as I thought of the cigars he put inside me.

God, that was the weirdest.....

I opened my eyes and stared at the mirror again.

The weirdest pleasure I have ever experienced.

I lowered my gaze and picked up my hair band.

I tied my hair as I stared at myself one last time in the mirror.

Well.....I will give anything to have such pleasure again.

All the pleasure he can give.

Smiling, I headed for the door. I switched off the lights, grabbed the doorknob knob and walked out.

I froze at the sight of Big Kai seated at the edge of the bed, dressed in his usual black tank top, black sweatpants, and black durag, staring at me.

My heart raced as I closed the bathroom door.

"Big Kai,"

He kept staring at him.

This is my first time seeing him since we got back from his mall. I guess he has been busy since then.

Plus the kids and I don't eat at the dining anymore. Coco brings our meals here for us.

All to avoid Imani's troubles.

"I um....I didn't hear you come in." I said.

Like It's the first time he is coming in without my notice.

He kept staring at me.

God, he is so handsome and hot. I love the durag. Especially with his short braids.

It makes him hotter.

But why is he staring at me like that?

"Is something wrong?"

"Say the truth to ma face, shawty," he said calmly.

I furrowed my brows.

"You still want that motherfucker?"

"What?"

"The motherfucker from the mall, girl. You still want him?"

"No,"

"You upset cause he with some bitch he got pregnant?"

"No, Big Kai. I am NOT....." I paused,  looking at the crib and then at him.

"I am not upset about anything. Why are you asking that?"

He looked away momentarily and then at me.

"You still in love with the motherfucker?"

I scoffed. "What?"

"I mean you almost married the fucker." he shrugged.

I lowered my gaze.

"You still in love with him or not?"

"No. I am not in love with him. What is with all these questions?"

"Since we got back from the fucking Mall, you have been unhappy, moody, and shit."

"I am not unhappy. It just....."

"Just what?" he retorted, staring at me in a way that told betrayal.

"You fucking saw him and now you don't wanna be here anymore, right?"

I shook my head.

"Say it."

"Say what exactly?" I asked.

He didn't respond but stared at me.

God, why is being like this?

"Tell a nigga how you really feel, shawty."

I stared at him.

"Come on." he urged.

I lowered my gaze.

"You wanna go back to that motherfucker?"

I looked at him.

"If you wanna leave and go back to him, just say it to ma fucking face, girl."

I stared at him.

He kept staring at me.

I took steps towards him. I stood in front of him, staring at his flawless face and his enchanting icy blue eyes.

My heart raced as I thought of the one thing I want to do right now.

"Tell me, shawty."

I stared at him.

"Just tell me and I'mma....."

I grabbed his face and crashed my lips on his.

I felt him tense up a bit. But it didn't stop me. I moved my lips on his, moving my hands behind his neck and I wrapped them around it.

He began kissing me back, wrapping his hand around my body but let me take over his lips.

I withdrew my lips from his slowly but rested my forehead on his as my heart raced.

I withdrew my forehead from his and looked at him as I moved my hand to his shoulders.

He stared at me.

I held his face as I caressed his cheek with my thumbs.

"I want to be with you, Big Kai," I said, making something unexplainable cross his eyes on me.

"I don't want to leave. I am happy to be here. With you."

He kept staring at me.

"As for Axel, he got what he deserved. And I am no longer in love with him. The only person I have growing feelings for is you."

His eyes fell on my lips and then back to my eyes.

"Even if I am a monster?" he asked.

My heart reacted.

The countless times I have called him a monster replayed in my head as I stared at him.

I lowered my gaze, feeling terrible.

I looked at him.

"I am sorry for calling you a monster. I wasn't thinking. I was...." I paused, closing my eyes and opening them.

"I was angry and I wasn't used to such violence. And the truth about my bad luck was in my face but I refused to see it. I refused to believe it. To accept it."

I felt tears coming.

"I am happy to be with you, Big Kai. I don't want to leave."

He stared at him.

"Except you want me to."

He scoffed. "That's like asking a nigga not to breathe, baby."

I let out a chuckle.

"You want me to fucking die?"

I shook my head, smiling at him. He wrapped me closer and tighter. I wrapped my hands around his neck.

"If you leave me, I'm as good as dead."

My heart reacted.

"This nigga can't breathe without you, baby."

I lowered my gaze as my heart fluttered.

He raised my face with his finger on my chin.

I looked at him.

"Don't leave me, girl."

I shook my head. "I won't. "

He moved his fingers down my neck, wrapping his hand around my neck gently as he got to his feet.

He took my lips, kissing me softly. He released my neck without withdrawing from my lips. He wrapped his hands around me as I held his face, following his move on my lips.

His hands moved down my small back and to my butt. He gripped and squeezed it, making me moan and he gained dominance.

The kiss was deep.

Passionate.

Needy.

Hot as he ran his fingers through my hair.

He withdrew from my lips, leaned down, and picked me up.

I whimpered as he wrapped my legs around him. He began kissing my neck and collarbone.

I closed my eyes as the pleasant sensation took over my entire body, creating a needy fire within me.

He kept kissing my neck, caressing my body.

I opened my eyes and they rested on Vicky who turned on the bed.

God, I have forgotten about them.

"Big Kai," I whispered.

He kept kissing my neck.

"Big Kai, wait," I said, making him look at me.

"The kids," I gestured.

He looked behind him.

I stared at Vicky too. She is asleep.

I looked at the crib. Jay Jay is asleep as well.

I looked at Big Kai.

"Let's go to ma room. Spend the night together."

My heart fluttered at the thought.

"Um....I would love that but they will be sleeping alone and......"

"We will lock the door and watch them through the cameras."

I stared at him.

"Besides, my house is fucking safe."

"Alright."

He smirked, staring at my lips. He moved his eyes to mine.

He pecked my lips and put me down on my feet.

"Let's go," he said.

I nodded slightly. He took my hand, leading the way to my door.

I looked at the kids one more time before we headed out.

I closed the door behind me and locked it.

We were about to head towards his room's direction but.....

"Kai,"