CHAPTER 105
I nodded, genuinely looking forward.
"I also don't want you getting sick. She should do something about that."
"Sure, she can only do her best by warning me on drugs. The morning sickness is quite unavoidable at this point."
"It won't bite you if you hold it, you know right?" She smiled, noticing me staring at her belly for the umpteenth time.
"I'm thinking about how I missed it."
"You couldn't have. My belly is still fairly flat."
"When is it going to be big?" She saw the rush in my eyes.
"I should begin showing soon."
"Did it occur the same way you had Melissa? Did it take this long?" "Yes."
"You must calm down. You are getting on just fine with Melissa. I am sure you are going to be a good father to this child."
I slowly nodded, and stood back with her hands in mine. "I really wish I could turn back time and do it differently but whatever, thank you for giving me a second chance and putting me back on the right path. I promise to do whatever it takes to love you all and care for you.".
I freed our hands and went where Ms. Bonn was. I placed my hand on her stomach, patting it softly.
"We're going to have two children. Isn't that amazing?"
Ms. Bonn smiled. "I have you so I'm really not scared."
"I promise you all won't lack anything!"
"I think you do."
"What is your work schedule for the next one month?"
"It has not been decided but I think I have to be in California, overseeing a project."
"Scrap it and we can have our first family holiday."
"We are going to explore Greece, Maldives, Dubai, Paris, and Italy for the next four weeks."
"You in?" My eyes did not leave her face as I awaited her response.
"I think you have become so withdrawn with me."
"What do you mean?" Ms. Bonn asked.
“You used to be very free with me before we separated but that’s not the same anymore. I literally have to force words out of your mouth.”
“No, you are wrong.”
“Then what is it?”
"I'm not shy. If I were, we wouldn't probably be in the same room today." "I don't think so even now because you used to be so frank about your feelings." "Or is it that we just made up?"
"What are we going to do on vacation?" She diverted the subject. I smiled, "You are kidding, aren't you?"
"No, I am not." She crossed her arms.
"Want me to join you so that you have to convince me on why I should?" "Seriously?" I responded with a small smile hovering at the edge of my lips. Ms. Bonn nodded.
"I would prefer to spend some personal time with my family. It will be an opportunity for us to recharge and discover more about each other."
"I think that we honestly need it. Chiefly especially you, because you are with child with our precious one."
"You don't necessarily have to agree with the nations that I have chosen. We will definitely go to anyone whom you prefer."
"Sounds like an excellent idea, especially considering the stage that I am at in my life but the thought of being alone with you for that amount of time scares me a little bit."
I grinned, "Why?"
"Even if I kidnap you, at this point in our lives, I think I have every right to but what's the worst that could possibly happen?"
"It's not like it's even possible to get you pregnant again. Or is it?" She scowled at me, and I erupted into a bout of happy laughter.
If you hadn't burst into my home that night, I wouldn't be suffering from morning sickness today."
"Do you regret it?" I asked her, feigning to be really serious.
"Initially. I did regret it a bit, at least when it was not in my plan. Now, I think I have grown used to having him around." Her hand instinctively wrapped around her belly for protection.
"Him?" I questioned with a small smile at the corner of my mouth.
Ms. Bonn shrugged, trying to hide her blush. "I am following the stream and even if it does happen to be otherwise, I am going to love her regardless."
"Can I go ahead and do the preparations? We are departing in two days." "I so desire this but you would need to permit me to refer to my office." I agreed in respect of her request.
"I wished to inquire from you, yet nervous to do so. What do you intend to do with us?"
"Make you mine forever." I answered unhesitantly.
"And how were you going to make that happen?" She suppressed shivers down her spine.
"We are in different hemispheres, I have a life here and you have a business that needs you there. How do we even make this work?"
I did not say anything, staring at her for a few seconds.
It's been plaguing my mind all night and I guarantee you, I have fought the urge to ask it, and though it chills me to death to ask, I feel it's absolutely necessary so that we know where we stand and no one gets hurt in the end.
"You think I would hurt you?
"I don't know, J'onn, I don't know what to believe. I guess that's the reason I'm asking now, so we don't hurt ourselves anymore."
"I get that you have a life here and that I have a responsibility in California where I need to be but I promise you I am working on something.
"Let it alone and let me take care of it."
"Just know that distance is not between us because I think I can see you every now and then."
"I do get to use the jet so I'm always coming and going when I want."
"I still don't know how it's all going to work out but one thing for sure is that I can't be far enough away from you anymore, now that you do have a child with you. I missed out on all of it with Melissa and I don't want to miss a thing with this one." I folded my hands with Ms. Bonn's own.
“I wonder why this can’t be easier.” She mumbled. I mean, we’ve been through so much already.”
“Life sometimes is not always fair, the process is hard, but the end result is always worth it. We’ve come this far so I’m not going to back down now.”
“I hope so. Melissa can be really clingy about someone she loves. It’s going to be hard to console her if you leave.”
"I'm going nowhere." I held Ms. Bonn's hand very firmly. "She is turning 5 in a few days. I'm glad you are going to be there." I smiled, "Same here."
"It still feels like a dream that I have a five-year-old and another one on the way."
Ms. Bonn smiled. "That's what you get when you can't keep your hands off me." "Hey, you are the one who can't keep her hands off me."
"You think so?" She taunted.
"I know so," I got up, changing my sitting position in a way that I could hug her.
I kissed her cheek, "This is the way it must be. It's never going to be rosy all the time between couples. Being disagreeable with one another is fine but pushing one another away should never be an option."
"We can always talk about anything." I kissed her shoulder. "Thanks for being patient!"
"Thanks for taking me back into your life."
I stood behind Ms. Bonn and my hands therefore went to her front, fondling her breasts under her nightie.
She giggled, "See, you are the one who can't keep your hands off me." "That's different. It is my duty to make you feel good."
"So you like to seduce me?"
"Not really, I'm just making sure your body gets all the special treatments it deserves."
She smiled, "Are you sure? Cos I can feel something hard poking me." "Yeah, just like how wet you are there down there,"
She licked her lip, liking the way my fingers were tugging at her nipples through her very smooth night dress. "No, I'm not wet,"
"You sure?"
"I don't know. Why don't you come and check for yourself.".
"Despite how much I want you right now, I am afraid of hurting you because it is so impossible not to be rough and speedy when with you.
"It's fine for the baby and there is no way some part of your body can hurt me! I promise you."
I released my hands from her breasts and stopped kissing her neck, leaving her sexually frustrated.
She turned around and examined me and saw that I was gazing at her so bewildered. "What now? You tease me and you leave me half-frustrated?"
"Babe," I tried to speak, exhaling a long breath, wondering why she always gets so enraged.
"What now, you want me to beg you to before you can make love with me?"
I was going to keep saying something else but she cut in.
"Hello? Fuck you! In case you don't fuck me, Someone else will." She got up and walked away!
I remained seated in shock, wondering what happened because we were literally in good terms a few seconds earlier but nothing affected me as deeply as the last thing that she said.
As much as I believed, Ms. Bonn was MY girl only! And another guy even laying hands on her was something that reached out to me so intensely.
I was taken aback in my mind where I was seated when Ms. Bonn stormed out of her walk-in closet holding a dildo that was almost as big as my dick.
My eyes grew wide.
They were unable to contain how angry I was. I could not even begin to explain at this point what offended me more about Ms. Bonn being with other men and a vibrator doing my job when I was still alive and most importantly present with her.
I sat still as I watched in awe as Bonnie took off her night dress. Her breasts were so hard and hard. Her nipples were so stiff, literally begging to be touched. I could not help but wonder how her body could be so perfect.