Chapter 45: Terms and Conditions
Selene
The wine softens the edge of tension, as I had hoped.
Adrian lounges on the couch, legs wide, arms draped like a king staking his claim. John sits like a coiled serpent—still, watchful, and deadly with his words when he wants to be.
They’re both gorgeous.
They’re both dangerous.
And they’re both here not only because I invited them, but because they want me and are trying their best to work this out and compromise when it’s clear neither of them has ever really had to work this hard for what they want .
“I need you both to understand something first,” I say, setting my glass down. “This isn’t a game I’m playing. It’s not about attention or ego. I love you both.”
Adrian swallows.
John doesn’t blink and announces “ I’m in love with you Selene, I know we haven’t spoken about our feelings, but I need you to know where I am”..
“I feel like I’m being torn in two,” I continue. “But instead of choosing, I want to try something no one ever lets us choose. I want honesty. I want connection. I want to see if I can have both of you without destroying all three of us in the process.”
John leans forward. “So what does that actually look like? Are we… sharing you on a calendar?”
Adrian snorts. “Let me guess—he gets Tuesdays and Thursdays, I get weekends?”
I give them both a look sharp enough to cut glass. “I’m being serious.”
“I can be serious too,” Adrian says. “But you have to admit, this is new territory for all of us especially with feelings coming into play. If it was just for fun I wouldn't bat an eyelid."
“Same for me,” John says, sipping his wine. “I’ve been in unconventional relationships before. But not with this much emotional weight attached. And not where the other guy was someone who wanted to murder me with his eyes.”
Adrian tilts his head. “I’m still deciding on that.”
“Guys,” I say, and they both fall quiet.
I take a breath. “Here’s what I propose. For now, I don’t want a label. I want open communication. If one of you spends the night, the other respects that. No showing up uninvited, no passive-aggressive messages, and no manipulation.”
“You think I manipulate you?” Adrian asks, eyes narrowing.
“I think you’re used to getting what you want,” I reply softly.
John chuckles. “Well, that makes two of us.”
They both glance at each other. A flicker of mutual respect—or maybe just mutual annoyance—passes between them.
“What about sex?” Adrian asks, blunt as ever.
John raises an eyebrow. “What about it?”
“Are we allowed to ask? Or is it some sort of don’t ask, don’t tell scenario?”
I close my eyes and exhale slowly. “If I sleep with one of you, it’s my choice. You don’t get to question or compete over it. What I can tell you both is the sex is completely out of this world with both of you. There is no comparison If I ever feel like this situation is hurting me emotionally or physically, I reserve the right to end it. Same goes for either of you.”
They both nod.
John’s voice drops. “And what if one of us wants more?”
“You’ll tell me,” I say. “And we’ll talk.”
Adrian leans forward, elbows on his knees. “And what if I want only you?”
My heart thumps hard.
“Then you’ll fight for me,” I say. “Without burning the whole thing down.”
Silence.
For a full minute, no one speaks.
Then John lifts his glass.
“To dangerous arrangements.”
Adrian smirks and clinks his glass against John’s.
“To impossible sexy women,” he replies.
And I lift mine.
“To honesty.”
We drink.
But none of us are truly relaxed.
Because now that the rules are on the table—
—we all know it’s only a matter of time before someone breaks them.
We sit and chat skirting around anything confrontational, we are on another bottle of wine, both men drinking most of it , I’m still on my first glass, deciding to rather try keep a clear head just incase. I’m in the kitchen checking the lasagne, when Adrian steps in and up to me and kisses me , John is standing there watching and I hold out my my hand, he takes it and I pull him close , he stands behind me and starts to kiss my neck while I keep kissing Adrian . I reach a hand behind and rub Johns cock through his pants and one on Adrian.
After a bit we are all breathless and Adrian asks “ Should we take this to the bedroom ?”
I stare at John nervously and he smiles a slow sexy grin “I’m game “.
I’m a bit shocked at how quickly this escalated but I lead the way to my room after turning the oven off and I stand there and start undressing, I look at them “ well what are you waiting for?, strip and please me, show me how good this can be”.
John turns to Adrian” So Adrian how are we doing this ? No contact ?”, with a smile, daring Adrian.
“I’m good with contact, I’ve been with other men, “.
Selene
I can feel the heat pooling in my core , and I’m wet , they both prowl towards me and I lay back and they lie on either side of me.
Each of them kissing down my neck and to my boobs and they each reach down, and I immediately spread my thighs, one immediately starts stroking my clit and one pushing two fingers inside me. I am so hot and turned on , it feels amazing to have two mouths sucking my nipples at the same time.
i stroke their huge cocks and we stay like this for a bit. I sit up and lean back .
“Okay boys, let’s see it , I want to see some action”.