Chapter 99

Chapter Ninety Nine

Nina’s POV

Aiden is the one that mostly keeps an eye , cradles and takes care of the babies while I breast feed them. Aiden started with only a backpack but I ended up creating a space for him in the wardrobe in the kids room.

Aiden refuses to go back to Silvermoon Pack, Beta Connor always sends him the report of whatever that is going on in Italy. Aiden keeps insisting that we are his priority and he is not going anywhere without his heartbeats.

We sleep together on the same bed and so things we both read from the same magazines and books about parenting. It was also getting hard for me to stay away or keep my boundaries in check, we wake up most mornings in each other’s arms and everyone in the family things Aiden and I are back together but we haven’t spoken about it yet, I’m too scared to ask and Aiden haven’t said a word so I decided to not think about it and enjoy the moment with our babies.

It’s almost two month since I became a mama, Aiden and I went for a postnatal visit to the doctor and to also get some vaccine for the babies and I felt so much relief when the Doctor told me that the wounds around my vagina has healed up and the stitches were Aiden ved.

“I have one more question Doctor, “ I said shyly after making sure that Aiden was busy with the babies and the midwife. It's something personal and I don’t want anyone to hear what I want to ask the doctor.

“Go ahead, I’m listening “ said the Doctor

“When is it safe and healthy for me to have sex again?” I managed to say it after staying silent for a good 3 minutes.

“Oh my dear daughter , you should have ask me “ can feathers voice and turn around to see father coming inside the doctor's office

“Dad, some privacy please ! And aren’t you suppose to know knock or something!” I said covering my eyes in shame

“I don’t blame you, my son in-law is quite the sight “ said Dr Ambrose as he paid my shoulder gently but my head was already on the desk, I was too shy to face him.

“Can you please give me a moment with my daughter?” Dr Ambrose asked the current Doctor politely

“Sure, call me when you need anything. I will attend to other patients “ said the Doctor before heading out.

“Don’t be shy, I am your father , a doctor and for goodness sake where did you get those cute grandchildren of mine ?” Teased Dr Ambrose

”It’s not helping and it’s not funny, I am serious because I don’t want to hurt myself just because of lust. Ever since I gave birth, I have been all horny and it’s crazy!” I said covering my face while talking

“Oh Dear , we vampires have our senses heightened and your vampire genes and DNA seems to have gotten more strong since when you started taking the blood supplements…you’re going to be fine , the stitches have been Aiden ved and you’re all good to get down but I will warn him to go easy on you “

“No father , don’t do that! Aiden and I will figure it out” I said

“Alright, I love you child “ said Dr Ambrose, pecking me on the forehead before we left the Doctors office and all headed back home.

My body seems to have gone a little bit more crazy when I figured out that it was all good for me to have sex and that’s why I keep myself busy and try to avoid Aiden as much as pius Lee , I don’t want to give him the satisfaction that or me begging, I want this to be mutual even though the sexual tension is undeniable.

After putting the kids to bed and taking my shower and making sure that my bikini area was all smooth and clean …not that I am planning to make anything happen but I need to be ready just in case. I put on my pajamas and was watching a sitcom comedy on my phone when the bed dipped and I knew that Aiden just slid down.

“Your laugh is a sweet music to my ears and a melody to heart” he said and I turned. Around but to face him rolling my ears

“Stop with the cheeky lines already “I said and he sat down , his head on the bed frame

“Come here Red” he whispered as he gently dragged my body to his arms

“I want you to know that I have changed Silvermoon Pack Hospital back to Nina Hospital, I have also spoken to your nursing school and they said you can finish all your thesis and starts clinical when you’re ready…I asked Beta Connor to build me a library with different kind of books and I also made sure that there were swings and toys in my mothers garden ….“ Aiden's voice was hoarse and he was speaking with deep emotions

“Aiden, why are you doing this?” I asked and he sighed and turned his head to a position so that we are looking into each other’s eyes.

“Nina, you have given me the world, made me a bette person and I don’t know what to give you Nina , I don’t know what to do to show you how much you mean to me and I want you to know that I love and cherish our babies and I love you”

“Aiden, you love me?” I stammered still looking into his beautiful dark eyes

“Yes, I don’t want you to answer or pressure yourself into assuming anything. I just needed you to know that , I can give you the whole world Nina, what is mine is yours and I’m going to be always here for you and your children” he said making me tear up

“Hey baby, come here “ he said, pecking me on the nose before giving me a tight hug.

“I can cuddle you for the whole night my stud muffin “ I whipped and he chuckled

“Did I just get a nickname?” He said sounding excited

“I just got a damn hospital, I should be the one too sound more excited “ I said as we both shared a little chuckle.

Aiden loves me, I feel like I should give him an answer but all my brain couldn’t think about is being buried inside or this handsome hunk of a man.

“Hey, have I shown you pictures of me when I was pregnant?” I asked and he shaked his head

“It will be a pleasure, sorry I wasn’t there for you” Aiden said and I felt that he meant his words

“It’s alright , my family were there for me and what matters most is that you are here right now” I said

I could feel my night dress hiking up but. I didn't even bother to put it down and I wore No tights because it was surprisingly warm in the house. Goosebumps rippled across my skin. I cleared my throat and clicked on the first photo, which Nathan’s and his mother kept snapping me when I was in South Korea.

Aiden leaned in and his arm brushed mine. Despite the material of my dress between us, a tingle shot through me at the brief contact.

“You look pale in the photo,” he said quietly.

“After consistent morning sickness ,everyone does.”

Aiden’s dark eyes flickered with a hint of wistfulness.

“But you made a beautiful hot pregnant lady,I thought it made women all swollen up but you look like a cute teddy bear”

“Thank you and everyone woman is beautiful during pregnancy,it rehires strength and that’s beautiful “ I said and he kissed me softly on the lips and the my nose before pecking me playfully on both cheeks

“Shhhsss, let’s keep it down before we wake Alexander and Annabelle “ I whispered still laughing from the tingling sensations of his kisses.

“I wish you could have been there...if I’d known what I know today, I would have come to Moonlight Pack sooner. I’m sorry I took that away from you.”

Aiden cupped my chin and I tensed because he looked like he was going to kiss me. “Regret over the past is wasted energy. We can’t change the past, no matter how much we want to do it.”

“What would you want to change?” I asked, trying to ignore the feel of Aiden ’s touch.

He shook his head with a dark smile. “Not your kidnapping. I don’t feel an ounce of regret about stealing you.”

“You don’t?” I frowned, pulling back slightly but Aiden leaned in, fingers still on my chin.

“Not one fucking bit. I’d kidnap you again to be the one you gift yourself to. You could have never been mine if I hadn’t stolen you.”

I didn’t argue, neither about me being his, nor about the fact that without the kidnapping we would have never found each other.

“What about you?” Aiden murmured. “Do you regret becoming mine?”

“No,” I admitted, and finally drew back from his touch.

“Not that. I just wish it wouldn’t have cost my family so much.”

Aiden nodded and settled back against the headrest. “Hardly anything worth having can be gained without loss and pain and sacrifice.”

My eyes trailed over his wounds and bruises which were now scars. He’d sacrificed himself for his Pack and family. I respect that a lot about him, he also has his own share of pains and sorrows.

I showed him photo after photo, neither of us saying anything. It was difficult to focus on anything but Aiden ’s warmth, his scent, the strength and power he oozed.

When I finally shut off my phone, my body was humming with need. I met his gaze, which rested unabashedly on me. Aiden regarded me with an expression I knew too well. Hunger and dominance. He touched my bare knee.

I exhaled.

His hand slipped slowly up between my legs. “Aiden ,” I warned, but he held my gaze, his lips pulling wider.

“Have you let anyone touch what’s mine?”

I glared, but my body screamed for more. For Aiden ’s touch, for his lips.He knew the answer, could see it on my face.

“No,” he said quietly. “All of you are only mine.”

“You set me free, remember we are no more mates? I belong to myself.”

We both knew it was a lie. I’d never been free of his hold on me, but he, too, had lost his freedom. His hand slipped higher until finally he brushed over the fabric of my panties. They were drenched, just from being in his presence.

Aiden groaned, low and dark, and my resolve crumpled. His thumb drew small circles on my crotch, and I could feel myself growing even more aroused.

Aiden ’s dark eyes held mine, and as usual I couldn’t look away. His thumb pushed under my panties and between my folds, spreading my wetness. I whimpered from the contact, skin on skin. So good, so desperately needed. He drew small circles on my clit, round and round and round. I parted my legs a bit more and gripped the sheets, needing something to hold on to as I stared at Aiden . His gaze possessed me like it always did.

“Are you going to come,Red?”

I gave a small nod. It had been too long. I was falling apart so quickly. He didn’t speed up the pace as his other hand pushed up my dress so he could see his finger working me. Round and round. “Part your legs more,” he growled, and I did.

He slipped between my folds again, spreading my wetness some more. “I want to fuck you so badly But you’re still healing,”

“No, I am fine . The Doctor said that it was okay “I rasped. His broken bones needed to mend. One of us needed to be the voice of reason, even if my body hated me for it.

He sat up stiffly. “Straddle me with your ass facing me”

“What?”

“Do it,” he ordered.I didn’t question him, could barely think straight from the throbbing

between my legs. I pushed up and climbed over Aiden , careful not to ram my knees into his ribs. My palms rested beside his knees as I knelt over him, my ass pushing out. Aiden lifted up my dress until I was exposed and my core tightened in anticipation. “Fuck Red, I miss you . I miss us” Aiden murmured, causing me to shiver again.