The energy which is flowing through my body is much more intense than I ever felt. His lips were so soft and sensuous and his touch was gentle and warm. I never felt these feelings and passion before. It feels like this is my first time with a man or being touched like this. It's so beautiful.
I want more, more of this, more of him. I grudgingly untangled myself from him and our lips made a smacking sound like they were angry for being withheld from each other.
" I want more," I whispered in his ear breathlessly and his hands were tightened around my waist and I know he wants more too.
" Yes, I want that too. Let's get out of here." Jeon said, ushering me towards the exit. I don't know where he is taking me but I want him to take me to the place in seconds. I am having a hard time controlling myself. I have never done this before and it is both thrilling and scary.
My inner self is telling me to trust this man but I have lost the ability to trust men. Let's see if he is worth taking the risk!
He took me from the back door and I am being impatient to stop him and ask where he is taking me but I don't want to break whatever is this with my talk but I was so curious one so here goes.
" Jeon! Where are we going? And where is your security?" I asked, still running out of the door like someone is chasing you.
" I don't want anyone to see us together." He replied.
" what the….." I stopped mid-run and pulled my hand from his and scoffed.
"What happened! Why did you stop?" He ran back to me standing in front of me with concern featuring his face.
" Why don't you want people to see us together? Are you ashamed of me? " I narrowed my eyes waiting for his answer.
" No, wait who told you that! I don't want people to see us because I don't want you to get in trouble because of me," he answered my question before moving close to me and whispering in my ear.
" I want you for myself only," he whispered before pecking my ear and leading me towards our destination.
I'm blushing like a damn teenager, what's wrong with me!
" The hotel I'm staying in is just a block away and no one knows I'm staying there other than my security and I have already texted them informing I'm going back to the hotel with a friend," he explained before we turned the lane and I can see a hotel on the other side of the road.
This is it! I am doing it with a stranger. He is not a total stranger but still a stranger. I got goosebumps all over my body thinking about how I felt when we kissed and the fireworks and tingles which shot through my body with a kiss are making me anticipate his next move.
Our hands were entwined, making me feel things I don't want to do other than physical. No, I can't go there again. Once getting hurt is enough for a lifetime and I don't want to go through that again.
He didn't wait at the reception for keys and ushered me to the open elevator and I am thankful for it because we don't have to wait long for it.
I can see he is nervous about something and I don't know if I should ask him or not but I decided to ask him if something is bothering him about this.
What if he doesn't want to do it anymore? No, it can't be! Right? Let's ask him and know what is it.
I cleared my throat and started " Umm, why are you nervous? Don't you want to do it anymore?" Ugh, this is awkward.
" Oh my God! No, why do you always assume things? Did I tell you that! And one kiss is enough for you to show that I want you." This time I said Oh my God, nothing is sexier than hearing from a handsome Greek that he wants you. God kill me now and take me to heaven.
" Uhh! Sorry, I just assumed because you are nervous and….." He didn't let me finish before his lips were on mine and I am tasting him again and it is heaven. God has heard my cry.
" I am nervous because this is my…. ummm, how should I say?" He questioned me awkwardly and his ears and face became red and I think he is blushing.
Oh my freaking God, he looks so edible blushing. Look he is making me a cannibal due to the cute little things he does and I notice.
" Are you blushing!" I blurted out, making him blush even more.
" what? Blushing! Me? No never." He denied easily still being shy and blushing and it makes me laugh at him trying to not blush and be shy.
" Okay, you are not blushing. So what are you trying to say? I questioned
" umm, that! It's just….. I have never done it before!" He stuttered
" what! One-night stand or having sex with strangers? I asked, laughing at him.
" uhh! No."
"Then? What haven't you done before?"
" This is My first time." These words didn't register in my head and we reached the penthouse.
" I didn't get what you said." Wow, the penthouse is so lavish and mind-blowing. My eyes scanned everything and one can see stars in my eyes seeing this much luxury.
I stood at the glass wall and all the lights outside of it were glistening so beautifully and I couldn't take my eyes off of it. It is so pretty.
I can see jeon's shadow through the glass wall, he stood behind me and I can feel his warmth seeping through my clothes into my body slowly making me sigh with contempt. He bends his body towards mine still not touching completely and whispers in my ear so seductively.
" This is my first time, I haven't been with anyone and you will be my first." Hearing his words makes me curl my toes, I don't what is that which makes me turn on so much that I don't want to control anymore.
The fact that I am going to be the first with whom he loses his virginity or his sexy deep husky voice sends shivers down my spine or his smell which is driving me crazy with a need or the thought of what is to come.
There are so many reasons to get turned on and I just needed one and he gave me this many reasons. I want to make this special to him, and I want him to remember me as his first who gave him a beautiful memory.
I know we are not going to meet after tonight and I want to make this night special for him and me. I want this night to be a beautiful memory for both and I will do everything which will create a beautiful memory.
I turned around and gave him a big bright smile before asking him, "where is the bedroom?"
This night is going to be full of passion, fireworks, and stars and I will make sure of that