Chapter 65: CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
Damon’s POV
I was finally starting to feel like myself again.
Physically, my leg was healing well enough that I was moving around without the crutches. My body was still a little sore, but it was a good kind of sore—the kind that came with progress. I had decided to come to the gym today, and my teammates noticed. They noticed my determination, my fire, but also, they noticed the distance.
Eric especially, he couldn’t miss out on any chance to put me down. It was hard not to feel the tension in the air every time he looked at me. It was the kind of resentment that could burn a hole in a room. I had always been a threat to Eric, even before my injury. But now, with my return to full strength, I could practically feel the electricity when he walked by.
But it wasn’t just him. The truth was, I was still trying to make sense of what was happening with Winter. The sessions at her place had become more than just physical therapy.
There was this unspoken weight between us—an unacknowledged bond that seemed to grow stronger, even as I kept trying to pull away. And Winter, always so composed, was showing cracks in her armor too.
I didn’t know what was happening, and frankly, it terrified me. I had never been one to be this uncertain, especially not when it came to relationships. But Winter wasn’t just anyone, and the situation was so much more complicated than I’d ever imagined. And the more time I spent with her, the more I realized I didn’t have all the pieces of the puzzle.
“Hey, Damon, what’s up, man?” Eric’s voice broke through my thoughts. He had been watching me for a while now, his arms crossed in his usual stance, waiting for me to say something.
“Nothing,” I said, avoiding his gaze. “Just thinking,” Eric tilted his head, his eyes narrowing slightly. “Thinking about what?”
I paused, unsure if I wanted to engage with him. But there was something about the way he was watching me that made me feel like I had no choice but to answer. “Just… stuff,” I muttered. “Stuff,” Eric echoed, raising an eyebrow. “Like what?”
I was silent for a moment, thinking back to the strange conversation I had with Winter earlier. The tension, the frustration that was always bubbling beneath the surface, it was starting to feel suffocating. “I don’t know,” I finally said. “Just everything.”
Eric didn’t push further, though I could tell he wanted to. There was something about his stare—like he was studying me, trying to figure out what was going on in my head. For a moment, I thought we were friends but I reminded myself of the fact that Eric put me in this difficult situation.
And then another thing came to mind—the thing I had been trying to ignore: the photos.
I hadn’t spoken to Sienna in weeks, but the photos she had sent kept coming back into my mind. The blackmail, the manipulation—it was all starting to feel like a weight I couldn’t shake off.
I couldn’t get rid of the fear that Sienna still had some kind of hold over me. She always did. She knew how to push my buttons, how to make me feel like I owed her, like she had some kind of claim on me.
But I couldn’t let her win. I couldn’t let her tear me apart again. Not after everything I had worked for—especially with Winter.
The thought of Kai crossed my mind. The way he looked at me —so trusting, so full of hope. It made my heart ache, and I didn’t know what to do with it. I wasn’t sure if I was ready to face the truth about him, about us. The way Winter had kept him hidden from me, even though there was a part of me that knew, that had always known.
“Damon,” Eric said again, snapping me out of my thoughts. He had stepped closer, his voice now serious.
“You good? You’ve been acting off lately.”
I looked at him for a moment, considering what to say. Part of me wanted to tell him everything. About Winter, about Kai. About everything that had been going on in my head. But the other part of me knew better. Eric wasn’t the person I could trust with that information. Not now, not ever.
“I’m fine,” I said, finally meeting his eyes. “Just a lot on my mind.”
Eric didn’t look convinced, but he didn’t push. Instead, he gave me a small nod and turned away, heading toward the locker room. I watched him go, my thoughts drifting back to Winter, to Kai. To everything that was still hanging in the air between us.
The house felt quieter than usual, and I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was off. Winter and I had been tiptoeing around each other for weeks now. It wasn’t just the therapy sessions, or the awkward silences when we were together; it was everything. The emotional distance between us had grown, and I couldn’t seem to figure out how to close the gap.
I ran a hand through my hair as I stared out the window. The sound of traffic outside was distant, muffled, as though I were in a dream I couldn’t wake up from. I hadn’t heard from Winter in days, and the tension was suffocating.
I had my suspicions. I knew she wasn’t telling me everything, and that bothered me more than I cared to admit. We were supposed to be partners in this, right? She was my therapist, and I was supposed to trust her with everything. But it felt like there was something she was hiding from me. I couldn’t figure out what it was, but the unease in the pit of my stomach wouldn’t go away.
I had tried to distract myself with the usual routine—catching up on emails, doing some light stretches, thinking about my recovery and what the future held—but every time I tried to focus, my mind kept drifting back to Winter.
Her touch, the way her eyes would briefly meet mine before she’d look away, the way she would close herself off at the slightest hint of confrontation. It was maddening.
The doorbell ringing snapped me out of my thoughts. I hadn’t expected anyone, but I got up anyway and made my way to the door. The closer I got, the more the feeling of dread settled in my chest. It wasn’t Winter. It wasn’t even Cami, who sometimes popped by to check on Winter.
When I opened the door, I froze. Sienna stood on the other side, her presence instantly filling the space. Her usual confident smile was there, but this time, there was a different glint in her eyes.
“Damon,” she said smoothly, her voice low and silky. “I was wondering if I could have a word with you.”
I didn’t invite her in, but she stepped past me anyway, as if she knew she was already welcome. Her presence was unsettling, especially now. After everything, I didn’t know what to think about her anymore. She and I had a history, one full of manipulation, lies, and games, and I wasn’t sure if I could trust her. But there she was, looking like she belonged here.
“What do you want, Sienna?” I asked, my voice steady but with an edge of impatience I couldn’t hide.
She closed the door behind her with a soft click, her eyes scanning the room before landing back on me. “I think we need to talk, Damon, about everything.”
I crossed my arms, unwilling to give her an inch. “We don’t have anything to talk about, Sienna. Not anymore.”
Her lips curved into a knowing smile, and I hated how she could still affect me like this. “Oh, I think we do. You see, I’ve been thinking a lot lately. About you, about me, about Winter.”
I froze, my stomach tightening at the mention of her name. “What about Winter?”
Sienna stepped closer, her voice dropping lower. “You know, Damon, I don’t think she’s as innocent as she lets on. I’ve been watching, and I can see the way she keeps secrets from you. The way she keeps you at arm’s length.”
I was about to respond, but she held up a hand to stop me.
“I know you’re upset with me, and I understand. But I also know that you’re not exactly thrilled with Winter right now. You’ve been pulling away from her. And I think you know why.”
I didn’t like where this was going. Sienna was always good at pushing my buttons, getting inside my head. But this time, something inside me snapped. I wasn’t going to let her manipulate me again.
“I don’t need your opinion on my relationship with Winter,” I said, my voice cold. “I can handle things on my own.”
Sienna’s smile widened, and for a moment, I saw a flicker of something dangerous in her eyes. “Oh, I’m sure you can. But the thing is, Damon, you’re not handling things. You’re still keeping secrets. You’re still in the dark about something that could ruin everything for you.”
My heart rate picked up, the unease in my chest turning into something more intense. “What are you talking about?” I asked, my voice more forceful now.
Sienna stepped closer, her eyes never leaving mine. “I have money and influence and plenty of evidence that could ruin your career Damon.”
“What do you want from me, Sienna?” I asked, my voice strained.
She smiled sweetly, her eyes glinting with something darker now. “I want you to think, Damon. I want you to make a choice. I’ll be waiting for you.”
And with that, she turned and left, leaving me standing there, my heart racing and my mind reeling.
The lines between us blur and bend,
Each touch a promise, yet no end.
You wear your mask so carefully,
Hiding from all, but mostly me.
I watch you fight; I watch you break,
You’d rather fold than make mistakes.
Yet in your silence, I see your plea,
The fear of what you might not be.
But still, you stand, and still you fight,
The battle burning in the night.
I see the cracks within your soul,
The places that you can’t control.
I wonder, as I watch you fall,
If you would ever hear my call.
Could you let go and let me near,
Or would the pain just reappear?
I see you struggle, see you doubt,
The walls you’ve built, you won’t tear out.
But I’ll be here, I’ll stand and stay,
Even if you turn away.
Your heart’s a puzzle, hard to find,
But I’ll keep searching, mind by mind.
For in your depths, I know the truth—
You’re more than what you’ve come to prove.