Chapter 22: Kiss
I'm sorry Liam. I.. I'm sorry," I whispered. He looked at me and zipped up his pants.
"Daisy. What are you apologizing for?"
"I know what you think of me Liam. You think I'm a slut," I said. He shook his head and grabbed my hand.
"I really don't think that Daisy. How could you think that, hmm? Stop it," he whispered and pulled me into his arms. I closed my eyes. Despite everything, I felt safe with him.
"I have to send something to the hospital.. It's really urgent and then we'll go to the pool,"
"Where are we going? Liam. I can't walk,"
"That's exactly what it's for. The water helps. You don't have to be ashamed Daisy. I've seen you naked before,"
,,But Liam,"
,,No objections Daisy. No objections. Is that clear? You're going to the pool with me," he said and picked up his notebook. I frowned.
,,I don't have a swimsuit,"
,,You do. I bought it for you. It's in the closet," he said and wrote something in his notebook.
,,Liam. Why were you worried about me?," I asked him. He smiled at me.
,,That's not your concern Daisy. I'll write this and we'll go right away,"
,,You're the hospital director. How is it possible that you're home Liam? You should be at the hospital," I whispered. While he was writing, he looked at me. He had beautiful eyes.
,,Daisy.. I can work from home. I have a lot of papers here and you can help me with that. And when something is urgent, really urgent, Chris will take over. He's my right-hand man and I trust him. That's why. Do you mind me being home with you?,,"
,,No. I don't.. I'm just trying not to bother you,,"
,,Definitely not.. Look. I couldn't let other patients go home if they had a diagnosis like yours. In your case, I decided to take you home, on the condition that I keep an eye on you. You had a brain hemorrhage and it could happen again. Your condition was really serious. Chris is an experienced surgeon and he told me himself that he didn't give you a chance to survive. But you survived. Like a miracle," he said and put down his laptop. He went to my closet and took out a swimsuit. He put it on my bed.
"This swimsuit is sexy, Liam. I'm really grateful that you bought it for me, but,"
"Don't sulk and put it on. I'll be back in ten minutes, Daisy. I'm looking forward to it," he said with a smile and immediately left. I sighed and looked at the swimsuit. Why, Liam? Why are you doing this to me?
I put it on. I looked at myself in the mirror. The mirror that was opposite me.
"How can you be so ugly? How?" I said out loud.
"Stop it, Daisy. Stop underestimating yourself. You're not ugly. You're just thinking about yourself. You really are a beautiful woman," said Liam, who had come.
"How can I like myself? How? I'm not even pretty. Look at my face. Look at my body,"
"Hey.. Stop.. You're underestimating yourself Daisy.. You're beautiful. If someone ever loves you, they'll love you for what you have. And you'll be beautiful for them. Remember that. And now," he said, smiling at me.
"Liam. I don't want to go there,"
"I don't understand. Let's go," Liam told me and took me in his arms. I looked into his beautiful brown eyes. He went up with me to the top floor, where the pool was. He laid me on a lounger.
,,Are you going dressed like this?,,
,,Definitely not,,," he said and took off his pants. Then he took off his shirt. I looked at his chest. He took me in his arms and went with me to the pool.
,,Now I'm going to stand you up. I'm going to hold you. If you fall now, nothing will happen. I just want to see if you can move it. If not, I'll have to operate on you,," he said and stood me up. He held my hand and that's why I didn't fall.
,,I don't feel anything. I don't feel like I'm standing. I don't feel anything at all Liam," I whispered with tears in my eyes. Liam let go of me and at that moment I fell. He grabbed my hand and took me in his arms. He laid me on a lounger that was in the water.
,,I didn't feel anything Liam. It's going to stay like this forever, right?,," I whispered and he shook his head.
,,No. I'll do everything I can to make sure you walk one day.. I won't leave you like this Daisy. I promise you that," he whispered and pushed my hair out of my face
,,I don't believe it anymore,,"
,,Daisy.. Look.. Your spinal cord is incredibly damaged. It's damaged to such an extent and that's the reason why you can't walk. I couldn't operate on you anymore. Your heart might not have been able to handle it,,"
,,You should have let me die,," I whispered quietly. Liam heard that and frowned.
"That's enough Daisy.. Why are you thinking like that? You'll walk again. I assure you of that.. But you have to help me too," he whispered and leaned towards my lips. Again. I closed my eyes.
"Why are you doing this?" I muttered softly. He smiled and touched my nose with his nose.
"Because I want to do it. Because I want to kiss you Daisy. That's why.. I'll do it whenever I want,"
"I'm.. I used to be your son Liam's girlfriend,"
"I don't care.. Whenever I feel like it, I'll kiss you and no one will stop me. Not even James,"
"When.. When can you operate on me?" I whispered softly. I felt his hot breath on my body. I felt his skin.
"Not until a few weeks. I have to do some tests on you. Put together a team of surgeons to operate on you and stuff. It's not that easy. I know you want to walk and I'll do everything I can to make you walk Daisy,"
How could I have done it with my mouth? How? I didn't even think about the consequences. I didn't even think about the fact that he's James's father..
"Do you mind taking care of me?",
"Daisy. What kind of question is that, hmm? Why should I mind? If I didn't want to, I wouldn't have brought you here.. I've been alone for years and this way I have someone with me. "It was always just work and work for me. When I met you, everything changed," he said and touched my lips again. I closed my eyes and he kissed me. Again.
His kisses were hot. He ran his hand over my breasts and squeezed them. I whimpered. I knew that sooner or later I would succumb to him. I knew that one day I wouldn't be able to take it anymore and that day was coming.