Chapter 82: Unraveled 002
I couldn’t focus all day and got nothing done at school. My friends gave me all sorts of small gifts and girls were passing me letters saying they had special gifts for me all day. None of it mattered though. My mind kept slipping back to the breakfast table and the things my mother said. I kept telling myself that it couldn’t be true. I was jumping to conclusions.
‘I see you looking at it all the time’
That stuck with me the most. You see, me and mom live alone in our house. Mother had me young and I’ve never met or even heard of my father. Guess I was never really interested. Mom was all I needed in my life. She’s always been playful with a little teasing here and there, but never anything outright. Certainly nothing like today.
Around the house she always wears tight cloths and in the summer, hardly wears anything at all. So I have been caught staring a few times already, but always hoped she would brush it off as teenage hormones. Sons don’t look at their mothers that way. At least…they shouldn’t.
But what if she hadn’t been brushing it off all this time? What if she knew exactly how I felt? On a few occasions she would ask me why I’ve never had a girlfriend.
Handsome man like me should be bringing a new girl hope every week. I always spun her a tail about waiting for the right one or enjoying my freedom while I was still young. She would always shake her head at me and say that I was missing out on the best part of school life but I always suspected that she was happy to have me stay single. Without a girlfriend I ended up spending allot of time with her. Movie nights, weekends at the mall, joining her at functions. I was always there for her. Maybe she always enjoyed that. Wanted it that way all alone. After all. She never had a man that I knew of. If she did she never brought them home and I have never met any of them. It was just us most of the time and because of that we had a strong bond.
‘Is that it?’ I wondered. If I am the only man in her life, now 18 years old, was she willing to give herself to me?
I shook these thoughts from my mind and tried my best to just get through the day. Something amazing was waiting for me at home and it was all I wanted now. Maybe all I’ve ever wanted.
‘I see you looking at it all the time.’
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I can’t tell you how nervous I was as I approached the front door. My knees were weak and I could hardly breathe. I had waited the whole day for this moment, but as I laid my hand on the door knob I hesitated. I had tried all day to shake the idea from my mind. The idea of this gift.
The idea that the gift was my mother herself. Mostly I hesitated out of fear. What if it was? What if I was right? Could I do it…
Even worse. What if I was wrong all along? The disappointment would be overwhelming. I had come to realize that this was all I want. I wanted her.
I must have stood outside for ten minuets before I found my resolve. There was only one way to find out. I would have to man up and go inside.
The house was quiet and had an empty feel about it. I knew mom was home because I had seen her car outside. I tried to be quiet as I moved around although I’m not sure why. It’s not like I had to sneak in. I just didn’t know what to expect.
I head for my room to put my bag down and change. Inside on my bed I found a folded up note on my desk, almost the same as those the girls at school gave me. I put my stuff away and slowly changed leaving the note untouched but keeping my eye on it the whole time. I tried to think what it might say but I was having trouble just thinking at all. Once I had changed I moved over and picked it up. I could smell a feint perfume on it, my mothers, and slowly unfolded it.
The note read;
To my Big Man,
I wish I could give you everything in life that you desire. You have always been good to me and you have always been there for me. My only regret is that I have been holding you back in a big part of your life. I see the way you look at me. How your eyes graze over me. Your loving hugs. You sweet comments on how beautiful I am. You have never shied away from spending time with me, but always I feel that you are afraid to get close to me. Close enough for me to find out. But I am your mommy.
I know. I have always known and I have always liked it. You look at me like no other man ever has. It’s more than just lust. It’s more than just your desires. I have tested the waters for some time now. Showing off and teasing you. Trying to see if I was right. But a mother always knows.
So now on this special day, now that you are a real man.
Go to my room and you will find all that you desire.
I love you
\-Mom
A flurry of emotions ran over me and I had to sit down as I re-read the note again. I couldn’t believe it at first. I couldn’t fathom it.
But this was what I’ve wanted for so long. All I’ve ever wanted. I wouldn’t wait any longer. Setting my resolved I started for her room.
The door was closed and I could hear nothing inside. Slowly I opened it and a new image that appeared that I will never forget.
She sat on her bed which was laid out with all white sheets. Her perfume hung in the air. Mom was in the center of the bed, sitting upright with her feet tucked under her. She was covered in golden ribbons, each tied off in a neat bow. One tied her hair into a pony tail. One was over her eyes. Another covered her mouth. A ribbon ran across her breasts barely covering her nipples. Another two ribbons ran across each other, one around her waist and another between her legs creating a kind of thong. Her feet both had ribbons around the ankle and a ribbon was tied around each of her wrists.
“M-mom?”
I heard a small moan of surprise but she didn’t move or say a word.
“Mom?”
She sat perfectly still. I closed the door behind me and slowly approached the bed. Realization dawned on me as I drew closer. The ribbon over her mouth. The Ribbon over her breasts. They were my gifts. I had to unwrap them before I could use them.
Reaching out I was set to uncover her eyes first, but an idea came to me. I was in control here. She was my gift and as my gift she was all mine. I began to grow hard as all the possibilities ran through my mind and instead of her mouth I tugged the bow of the ribbon that covered her breasts. It fell away with ease as I saw her magnificent tits in all their glory for the first time. I reached out and grabbed a tit which barely fit in my hand and began to squeeze. Mom moaned again and pushed her boob against my had, spurring me on. I didn’t need any more encouragement. I grabbed both of her tits and began to play with them. The firmness in my hands was ecstasy. Mom began to breath heavily as I played with her; savoring the moment.
I pushed her back getting her to lay down on the bed and took a moment to enjoy the sight before me. My heart was racing. My cock uncomfortably hard in my pants. I took off my shirt and crawled on the bed, never taking my eyes off of her.
“Mom. You are so beautiful. So fucking beautiful. This is all I’ve ever wanted.” I said as I started to suck on a nipple while pinching her other one. Mom began to moan again. I wanted to hear her voice and stripped off the ribbon around her mouth before going back to sucking her breast.