Chapter 132: So Happy For You

Trina's POV

The major reason I was doing this was because I was suddenly possessive of a man I didn't want. Those other women can't have him. I deserve him alone, I deserve him the most. It would hurt me that he plays with any of them.

But somehow that reason went from major to completely irrelevant. I was doing it because I wanted to suck his fucking cock.

I wanted to do it. I was burning to taste him, and it was violent and uncontained.

I made myself comfortable, and I started gobbling. Heck yeah. This is heaven, having him dangle deep in my throat, choking me, blocking my airways. It was delicious torture. The whole time he groaned my name, promising to fuck me so hard.

He made a lot of nasty promises. The man was so gone as we locked eyes, and I was a drooling mess.

My eyes were watery, and I just sucked and sucked from top to bottom, hard and as fast as I could, over and over again. He lost his mind. He had his hands on my hair, holding it tightly.

“You're a fucking demon to do this to me.” He spat at me, his whole veins popping. He was barely holding up.

Well, I've only gone down on one man, and I've been having too much sex with said man for a long time, and I've given him over a thousand blow jobs so I guess you never really forget. I'm now giving said man another one.

I felt his cock pulsate, grow even bigger. He exploded in my mouth so violently, I thought he broke my mouth. Thick load of cum after cum, going down my throat.

After I swallowed everything, he pulled out. He officially started breathing properly for the first time in a while. He looked calmer.

“How do you feel?” I asked like I didn't already know. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hands.

“Like I love you.” He sounded serious as he stared at me with deep intent, but no.

“You're just realizing that? Sad.” A man that loves you won't do the stupid shit he did to me three years ago by the way. Of course I didn't take him seriously, even though I thought we were so in love back then. I mean, a man would love you if you sucked him off hard so it makes sense.

“Get up. Go wash.” I took him to my bathroom where he cleaned up while I brushed my teeth and washed my hands. Okay, I washed my whole face. I reeked of cum. I even threw a couple of mints into my mouth for good measure. Can't have Madeline catching me for shit.

He shamelessly came out naked and used my face towel to wipe his cock. Sometimes I don't like men.

I groaned, getting over it. He tried to look into my room but I pushed him away, locking it, sending us both back to the living room. My room is embarrassing.

While he put on his jeans, I microwaved the food Madeline made and served us with juice, I even cut up the apple for myself. He smiled when he saw the setting. He reached me and kissed me on my forehead. The audacity. So sweet actually.

We hung out on the couch, chatting and eating. After that, he cheered me on until I finished all the apples. I don't think I've been this happy in a long time. Something crazy is happening to me.

I'm starting to hopelessly fall for the worst man ever even, and nothing is even trying to stop me. Why is life so cruel? I took one glance at the attractive devil and realized that my heart simply didn't give a fuck.

I proceeded to make myself comfortable on his laps again, and he held me softly, of course I started losing my mind and grinding on him. He noticed.

“Now you want me inside you. Hmm, and you said Madeline is coming? You better tell her to cancel because I won't leave once we start.”

Perfect. Perfect. No more. I got off him.

“Okay. I'm not dumping my friend for you actually so we should just stop completely. We've had enough fun that I absolutely didn't expect would happen today. I sucked your fucking cock, Giovanni. Why did I want to do it? Exactly.”

“Trina–”

“You're not letting me forgive you, you're not letting me have my privacy or letting me remain angry. You know I'm weak and you're using it against me. That's unfair. You've enjoyed me like you wanted, you've kissed me. You should be getting over me by now.”

He shook his head.

“I want you. You. Not your kisses, not the enjoyment, you. What you've let me enjoy is only drawing me towards you even more, not pushing me away.”

I grew frustrated.

“You won't apologize or tell me why you did what you did, and I don't appreciate you taking me for a fool, so–”

The door bell rang.

Madeline. Fuck.

“Last kiss?” I looked down at this crazy man. Is he insane?

Okay, we are both insane because I forgot my previous outburst and kissed him while my friend kept ringing the doorbell because I'm the worst.

I moaned into his mouth because I'm a fucking idiot.

“Yeah, this won't be our last kiss baby.” He promised as he let go of me.

I just threw myself on the couch, exhausted as he left and Madeline walked right in.

“Met your man at the door. Interesting–”

Then she spotted me, and immediately knew something was amiss. She crashed on the couch beside me.

“You look different. Tell me what happened.”

“I don't know what you're talking about.”

I avoided meeting her eyes like crazy. She scares me.

“Sure. He was smiling, you're also softer. You guys kissed.” Like why did she even know that?

I admitted it from there because there was no point and no reason to even hide it from her.

“A lot. A whole lot. I don't know how that ended up happening, but yeah, we kissed way too much.”

“And you sent him away because of me? Are you crazy?” How dare she ask me that? What?

“You're my friend. Of course I chose you over a man.” I was rather confused. Why would she say that?

“Girl, I would so ditch you for a guy I like in this setting you have going on and I'm literally the saint between the both of us.”

“But I don't like him.” I lied. After what happened today, I'm nothing but a fucking liar. Good thing she already knew that.

“Maybe stop lying to me from today onwards, Trina. I've been so busy, how is the feed now? Anything we can do to make it better?”

I grinned in excitement. Right, that post. I almost forgot things were really great now.

“Go check out my latest post.” I excitedly told her and had her run over there so fast. I watched her gasp in disbelief, shock written all over her face.

“Oh my God. You went public! You guys even kissed for the gram?”

I nodded.

“I'm so happy for you. So so happy!”

“I know, thank you.”

“At least that's sorted out. I hope you fed that man, it seems he was here for a while.” She glared at me. When I nodded, she smiled. Apparently she's now on his side? Meanie.