Chapter 83: Faithful-2

"Who's gonna stop me?" I close the distance between us as our lips collide and every time I kiss this girl I fall more for her. After a couple seconds, I pull back and see her slowly open her eyes. "Please don't leave." She says quietly and I bite my lip. "Don't worry, I won't be gone for long. I'll never leave you." "Justin! Are you okay? I.. What's wrong?" The headache goes away and I look over at Brinley slowly shaking my head. "I.. Yeah I'm fine.. Sorry my head just hurt for a second." I notice her terrified and I grab her hand reassuringly. "Baby I'm okay." She grips onto my hand and nods but the fear doesn't go away. She bites her lip and I wince as I close my eyes again; the headache coming back. I close my eyes as her fingertips trail down my chest. "Are you sure about this?" I barely whisper and look down at her as she looks up at me lovingly. "I'm yours.. all of me is yours." She slowly unties the satin robe hanging around her tiny frame and shrugs it off her shoulders. I feel nothing but love and pure admiration for the woman in front of me. The robe drops to the floor and my eyes scan over her bare body. I move my hands to her hips as I pull her closer to me; our lips brushing against one another's. "I love you so much." I barely whisper as her arms drape around my neck. "Show me." She leans up and crashes her lips against mine making me sigh in pleasure as our bodies mold together. She falls back on the bed and I hover over her; my lips pulling away from hers as they trail down her neck leaving love bites and kisses. My hand roams down her body and her back arches at my touch. "Justin?! Are you okay? Please say something. I'll get the nurse!" I can't answer as my head pounds harder and more memories rush back. "Ryan I seriously think I'm falling for this girl." "C'mon J. I've been in love before.. it's pointless. Don't waste your breath." "No. You've never been in love with her." "You think this is the real deal?" "I don't think I've ever loved anyone this much. It's scaring the fuck out of me." "Why don't you tell her?" "A girl like Brinley, falling for a guy like me? That's unlikely. She's way outta my league man.." "Dude, you're Justin Bieber." "That doesn't mean shit to her. She's so different." I don't open my eyes but I hear doctors and nurses trying to talk to me. I bring my hands to my head and scream in pain. But I don't want the memories to stop. I want to remember. I have to remember. For her.. I lean against the door of her room hearing her crying inside. She doesn't want to see me right now. We got in another fight and I know she's on the phone with Vanessa right now. My heart breaks at the sound of her crying. "The hate is so much to handle Nessa. I don't know how much more I can take." I slide down against the door and close my eyes as I listen to her. "It's not about the fighting. Couples fight.. and we'll forgive each other eventually. I just.. you know what, forget it. I'm gonna fix my makeup and get over it." I sigh and stand up as I walk into her room. She glances up at me as her makeup runs down her cheeks and she sniffles before wiping under her eyes. "Bye Nessa." "I'm sorry." I say quietly and she nods as she stands up. "Me too." I open my arms for her and she quickly runs into them as she cries into my chest. "I'm so sorry for crying but I can't hold it in sometimes." "Brin you don't have to pretend around me. You have emotions too.. cry all you want." "I love you, Justin. I hate fighting with you." "I know baby.. I know." "Justin can you respond? What's happening? Let us know what's going on so we can help you." The nurses voice rings in my ears. My head feels like it's about to explode as I scream out in pain again. I can feels tears streaming down my face as my head pounds even more. "Make it stop! Please make it stop! It hurts!" "What hurts Justin?" I don't get the chance to respond as another memory comes up. I look around and notice I'm at the lake house with my mom. I glance outside and see Brinley playing on the dock with Jazzy and Jaxon. "You look at her the way I used to look at your dad.." I glance back at my mom and give her a shy smile. "She means a lot to me Ma. Like.. a lot." "I know. You don't have to say it.. a mother just knows. I'm glad it's her. She's an amazingly sweet young woman. Layla and I have been secretly hoping you guys would end up together. But I'm glad we didn't force it upon you.. Fate took matters into its own hands." "Mom I don't think you understand how serious I am about this. I want her forever. It's like.. This love consumes me but I love it. Just one look by her and my heart goes out of control." "Young love-" "I want to ask her to marry me." I notice shock spread across her face before she composes herself. "Honey-" "We can go shopping for rings right now. I'll get the best one for her. She's deserves the best.." "Justin.. I understand you love her but you two are so young. Maybe give it some time-" "I know we're young. But if we get married now, we can have a longer forever." "Baby boy I love you so I'm going to be realistic with you. You can't marry her right now. You're on tour sweetie.. Your life is so hectic." I sigh and lean back in my chair as I look back at Brinley again. Her and the kids are laughing as she picks Jaxon up and kisses both of his cheeks. "She's the one." "His heart beat is increasing at a fast rate, sir. Faster than I've ever seen.. He shouldn't be able to breathe at the rate his heart is going." A shock runs through me and I see another memory as my eyes are still closed tight.