Chapter 7
7
ZENE'S POV
After a long time of persuasion, they forced me to undergone chemotherapy.
My hair was shaved, I was bald and I feel ugly.
My face is thin and pale but Vero still looked at me lovingly.
All through the process, he never leave my side. He is always with me.
Vero carefully guided me inside the house, after another session of Chemo, we went home and he's almost carrying me.
"Vero, may I ask a favor?" I ask him while we are both sitting in the couch in the living room.
He look at me in his questioning gaze.
"Don't attach yourself on me too much, because we don't know tomorrow or the next day, I will be gone, I don't want to leave you hurting." I force myself to smile.
"What? No one will be gone.. No one, okay? We will stay together for a long time, we can get through this." he looked like he is convincing himself.
"B-but---" my words are cut when Mew kissed me.
"Let me have this time to make you feel the love and happiness, please let me love you." he said while his face is close to me.
"I love you so much Vero... I'm scared." I sobbed, while leaning on his shoulder.
"We can still fight this right? Keep fighting okay?" he said while he caress my hair.
He carried me to my room and when he's about to leave, I pulled him and kiss him.
"What are you planning babe?"
"Make love to me babe.." I pleaded
"You don't have to plead." he lean down and kiss me on my lips, his moves was swift, filled with care.
He's very careful to not hurt me.
Which is funny because this is exactly the opposite on what happened on our honeymoon.
I cling on his nape I pulled him to deepen our kiss, his hands roam around my body touching, caressing, and feeling me. All his moves was filled with care.
He pulled the hem of my shirt and undress me. I do the same on him while we are still kissing. His kisses went down my neck. I'm glad I took shower in the hospital before I got discharge. Atleast I am clean.
Then his naughty mouth goes straight to my peaks.
"Aahh Babe.." I moan on the sensation, when we are intimate like this I'll forget that I am sick.
I slowly tugged his soft hair, he looked up to me, he's worried.
"Babe are you okay?"
"I'm fine babe.. Go on.." I hoarsely said anticipating what he'll do next. This is different from our honeymoon that was hell. While this is heaven on a bed.
His lips trailed my stomach, licking, and sucking my belly until I felt his hand pulled my cargo shorts, I look down to watch him.
He's now facing my hard on. Instead of feeling ashame, I feel proud that my husband is now making love with me.
He held my erection and gladly lick the head before swallowing it whole I jolted in the wonderful feeling.
He cupped my balls while swallowing me.
"Ahh Babe.." I moan, unknowing where to hold, either on the pillow, in the sheets or on his head.
"Just relax babe.."
Vero was still moving with care, he's afraid to even hurt me a bit.
I felt his hand touched the rim of my hole and inserted one finger at a time and started stretching me.
It felt amazing. After loosening me, he positioned himself on top of me, aligning his dick on my hole it felt heavenly good when he enters me wholly.
I cling on his shoulders when he started to thrust fast.
He's hitting my spot in every thrust, I almost passed out when I climaxed. He pulled out and ejaculated outside my hole.
Then he kissed my forehead, my nose, my each cheek, then lastly my lips.
"I love you Babe.. I really do. Not because I pity you, or whatever reason. I was just too blind to notice you and give you my attention. Ace keeps on threatening me that he'll kill himself if I'll leave him. I just found out that they are fooling me. Fate find its own way. "
He make me laid my head on his arm.
My tears pour out, this is my dream. Vero will love me, but why now? I am sick. What if tomorrow I'll be gone? What will happen to him?
I face him and nuzzled his neck, and I cried hard. I poured my heart out.
"Hey, babe.. Babe.." he rub my back. His caring and sweet voice made me cry even more.
"I-i love you babe.. I love you so much... whatever happens don't be afraid to love again."
"No way.. Nothing will happen babe. Don't say that. Please stay positive please." He kissed my head and it made me cry more.
"I dont want to give myself a false hope I already accepted it. God gave me chance to be with you, to hugged you like this and to love you so much."
I look up to him and he is crying too.
I wipe his tears and I smiled sweetly.
"I never regretted the fact that it is you who I love... Babe... Vero, my husband.. Continue your life even without me.. Amd if someone will come to love you as much as I love you.. Please open your heart."
He shook his head.
"I can't promise you that babe. No one can take you away from me.. Not now. Tomorrow we will rush the donor search. We will do everything please fight for us.. Fight for me."
I nodded.
I can't promise babe.. But I'll try.