Chapter 73 Zairi

I had just reached the stairs when I felt him again.His hand gripped mine .I tried jerking my hand free from his hold.He tightened it further.

"Your mother raised you really well Zairiya Deno Slavisna. You are a good girl.You always have been.I knew it then.I hurt someone like you.I know I have lost any chance of being happy ever again."

His broken voice made something clench inside me."Still I'll keep on trying to search for that happiness.Of being with you."

I started to go when those whispered words reached me."Will you never forgive me.?"

“You can force me to forgive you.You are very good at it.Aren’t you,.?” I spewed tauntingly.

"Just kill me.” He uttered defeated. “I can’t bear it. For you ,who keeps on boiling in anger,I am ready to die each night if it could appease that fire even a little bit."

My heart stopped beating at his words.Scary.That's what he is.I tried again to free myself from his hold.I didn't want to be near him.I wanted to be as far away as possible.Because he was making me feel again.All those things I buried with my Ma.

Suddenly I was pushed to the wall and he was there so close.Before I could even comprehend what was happening.He was kissing me.I was stupefied. Frozen to place.His lips were touching me.The kiss was soft as he pressed more urgently.I gasped and he took advantage as his tongue entered my mouth.My hands hung limply on my side.The shock was making me immobile.His hands found purchase on the wall behind me,caging me in efficiently.His body so close.My heart thumped faster.I could hear it beating. Wait. Was it even mine.?Or was it his.?

It started beating in rhythm with his.And I forgot everything as I started getting lost in him.Once again his magic enthralled me in.Taking me closer and closer.He jerked back only to wait for me to open my eyes.When did they close.?

I shouldn't have opened them.His hazel eyes had darkened like molten chocolate, sucking me in."Kiss me back."

It wasn't a request but a command.An Alpha's command.He dived back again.This time there was no softness.Only his passion and aggression igniting him to take what he wanted.No one was allowed to stand in his way.Not even me.His body heat surrounded me and provided the warmth I had craved for so long.His delicious scent making my insides quiver. His strong maleness intoxicating me like nothing else.

I stood there and let him kiss me.Not responding.Not giving anything back.My mind turned into a muddled mush.My soul singing.And my heart,it forgot to beat.Time stood still as I allowed him this one thing.I forgot my surroundings. I forgot the world where I hated him.Where he was responsible for all my pain.Time lost meaning as he showed me the way to a new world I never knew existed.Still I didn’t respond.The world he wanted to show me could no longer be mine.

He reluctantly lifted his head from mine an inch.Still remaining so close.My eyes opened to take in his warm ones.He kept them on me.Searching for something.I didn't know what.I was still in a daze .There was silence between us.An uncomfortable one.He kept gazing at me and I stared back,not knowing what else to do.My eyes not wanting to leave his. He brought his finger to my closed lips which had thwarted his kiss.

“So stubborn” A small smile lingered on his face."I know I did wrong by you, so wrong but I am ready to repent. Whatever it takes.Even if you continue pushing me away I'll stay here.I can have this whole world hate me,push me away but not you.Never you."

He touched his forehead to mine like all those times I saw him doing to her.

" I have behaved like the perfect gentleman these past few days.I have given you space.As much as you wanted." His other hand left the wall and caressed my cheek with the back of his fingers.His hot breath fanning my hair."Now I won't let you run away from me.So be prepared."

He kissed my forehead lingering there for a moment. "This wolf is on prowl,my Zairiya and only your scent entices him.And he won’t stop until he has what he wants." He kissed my cheek then. “Run as fast as you can,my love.”

I pushed him away and continued up the stairs with his laughing voice following me behind. “I won’t stop, Zairi until and unless I make you mine.

From AERAN to ZAIRI The petals that were cruelly torn Let me mend them, with this red that runs in my veins.

You are the sun that shines my being, Why then do you ask for my shadow , when you are the very light I need..

I am finally here, waiting for you,sitting right here wishing for your love wishing to have the right to call you mine It just took a moment..

that was all it took..

and then it was all yours..

Everything I am, became yours..

Now this crazy heart beats just to say your name.

I was led astray but I found my way at last..

It was the song of your soul that shined my path..

I'd keep you in my arms, I'd listen to your heartbeats, come so close to me, Let me live in such a world where only you exist...

On your lips, I will keep smiling..

Since you have placed your foot in the threshold of my heart, My Earth has found its sky, I have written away this life to you..

It is now ..I feel complete.