Chapter 62

Eloise’s P.O.V

“What do you mean I have to stop it, don’t you think I’ve tried? I have tried blocking them out till the point I pass out, not once but twice! Twice!!” I said pacing up and down the field. I was tired. I needed answers, and Melissa did not seem to have them.

“I would let that tone slide, cause you have been through a lot lately.” She said giving me a look that warned me that anymore and I would regret it.

“Were you ever a seer?” I asked out if the blue shocking her.

She came around and sat in the floor, beside me. “Sit” she instructed, giving no room for argument. I sat down readily, “no. I was never a seer” she said making my heart drop a bit.

“But I thou…” I always thought that she was a seer in her own time, or at least… not this.

“I know what you are thinking” she chuckled. “My sister, my real sister, she was a seer” I looked at her with round eyes. I wanted to interrupt asking her what she .meant by real sister. Wasn’t that Maya and Milan? So many questions popped up in my head but I knew it was not the right to ask, so I kept quiet.

“I remember when she would have this strong urge to scream out if frustration, but all she could do was keep calm. There were days that she would come me begging me to out a scream” she said looking into the distance. She looked lost in thought

“it was sad. Some days she would beg me, asking me to take the pain away. The slightest show of violence, a scream, a violent time in her voice, it could cause destruction. You see, this gift you have, it’s either a blessing or a curse.

“So, I am cursed?” I asked not wanting to know the answer. I already knew the answer. It suddenly made much sense. I was the issue.

“No. You, you Eloise are different. You have been given what no seer in a long time could possess at once. You have been given the power to give life and destroy it. Something others can’t or weren’t able to get. And that makes you special.” I nodded my head.

Only my dad ever called me special.

“The visions? What about them¿” I asked but she shook her head.

“I am sorry about that. That’s for you to know how to handle by yourself.

“Can we go back inside?” I asked looking at her. Ever since she 'helped” me earlier, according the Eric when I had passed out, Melissa didn’t need to summon me In dreams anymore and she didn’t need to hide who she truly was, at least from the pack. Hence, why we were training outside, for all to see.

Sure honey” she said sarcastically and then placed her hands on my shoulders to lead me in.

I couldn’t control it. It was as though my mind and connected who it was I had been having visions of.

“They would be coming with me. You don’t to mother such angels” he said slamming the door in my face.

“No” I said rapidly going to the door and wedging my body between the door so it would not close.

“Get. Out!” He said slamming the door against my body.

“Declan. Please” I said trying to ignore the pain. “you’re hurting me.” Trying to hold the door and prevent him from hitting me any further.

It was pointless because he was stronger than me, “ you’re hurting me!” I screamed again with tears in my eyes.

“You need to leave here. Next time, it would not just be me using the door to slam your face.”

“the children, what are you going to tell them?” after all the shit I had taken today, that was the only thing I could think about or care about really. They were my life and I could not imagine them functioning without me.

“mummy went away. But she wants you to know that she loves you and can’t get her mind off of you” he said and then finally closed the door against my face.

Though every each of my body wanted to stop him from closing the door one more time, I knew that it was a stupid idea. If not for anything, for the fact that he literally just slammed the door against my body like I wasn’t a fucking human.

As I sat on the floor that night, all I could ask myself was, “how the fuck did I get here?”

¶¶throwback to five years ago¶¶

“Hi” A guy said looking nervous as hell trying to talk to me.

“Hey” I said with Soo much disinterest in my voice. I had seen him a couple times in the area. He had asked my best friend, Lana, to help him ask me out on several occasions which I had to turn down.

“Can I speak with you for a moment, please?” his dark blue eyes seemed nervous as they looked anywhere but on me, and his tall and well built frame looked tensed. He looked as though he was ready to bolt if I as much as said a hurtful word his way.

“ I don’t know, I heard the boss is around today. I don’t want to be found wanting. He really isn’t the type I would want to mess with”

“I don’t mind!” he yelled. As if realising that he shouted unnecessarily, blushed. “I am sorry, I meant I would not mind to wait for you. I have a business to attend to. And I would be done around eight. Would that be okay for you??

“I get off around six and I have no intentions of waiting around like some hook up girl” I said and walked off, not even waiting for him to put in another word.

“Damn girl, that was mean” Lana said while sipping her coffee and leaning against the wall.

“Oh please, you know it’s nothing more than sex with those men” I said rolling my eyes.

“Well I don’t babe, I mean if someone like that wanted me beneath all those muscles I would be screaming my way to wonderland.” She said wiggling her eyebrows while I had a look of mortification on my face and I tried looking around to see if anyone heard and surely with the looks we were getting, almost everyone getting a coffee had heard.

“I mean come on!! Girl, he. Is. Ripped!!” she said emphasizing the ripped. And goodness, those cheek bones. I could find myself feasting on them all day!!” she said in an over exaggerated voice. Oh and let’s not talk about that firm ass”

“LANA!!!” at his point, I wanted the floor to swallow me up so I didn’t have to listen to her anymore. “Please, just stop it” I said trying to fan myself from the embarrassment. “I think we all get the point now” I heard some mumbles of agreements and mumbles on how disgusting we were being for talking about such in public.

“Oh please” Lana said rolling her eyes as if hearing what they were saying. “Its not like we don’t know how you blow Alaina's back in the lunch break room when you think no one is talking Chris” she drawled out.