Chapter 50

“Eloise’s p.o.v

I wanted to stay in this embrace forever, but I knew it wasn’t possible. Sooner or later, someone or something was going to come and ruin it. “you know, I wish we can stay like this forever. No one to bother us, no responsibility to handle, just us, like this in this, in his warm embrace.”

I felt tingly all over. The warmth of his body called to me.

“Eloise, I think..” he said trying to pull away from me, but I wasn’t having it. He was going to stay in this embrace

“Where are you going? You draw from me like I am going to bite you or something” I joked but I felt his body go still at my comment. “It was just a joke Eric, I am not really going to bite you” I laughed to remove the tension from the atmosphere, but it was futile. A knife would be too little to use and cut the air.

“Have I done something wrong?” I looked at him, he was trying his best to pull away from the hug in a way that I would not notice.

“look, you have done nothing wrong. I just… I just…” he sighed, completely running away from the hug to which I reluctantly let him be.

“I can’t do this now, not when I am in this state of mind, not when I am not in perfect control. You just faced death Eloise, I can’t let my selfish desires do that. You can’t…” I placed my hands on his cheeks and stopped him from talking.

“I am fine Eric” I placed his hands on my cheeks. “see? I’m perfectly healthy. There is no need to panic, everything is alright.” He focused on my lips, not breaking his eyes away from them. “er.. Eric?” I said in a low voice. He seemed to be in a trance though like he didn’t hear what I had said.

“Eric are you okay..” he cut me off with his lips on mine and then swooped his tongue against my lower lips to ask for entrance.

I sealed then close, for once not giving into his command. He didn’t again, and I refused.

He growled, his hands travelling to cup my breasts and squeezing them in a way that I had to shut my legs closed, tightly.

“Hefufbfk” I let out a muffled gasp. “Wait, the door, someone might… come in” he moved closer to me, not even bothered about what I had just said.

“Eric!!!” I shrieked, as I heard the ripping of my pants. My heart went a million mile in that moment.

“Shh love, you don’t want the whole world to know now do you? I mean I don’t mind if they do though. I want you screaming” he said, climbing on top of me “moaning” he ripped my shirt without mercy “begging me to stop, while wanting more all at the same time” at this point, I was running like I had ran a marathon.

“e.. eric” I called in a low voice, or at least tried to, but my voice seemed to prefer going several octaves higher as I tried to speak.

“Yes love?” he said as he pulled the remains of my panties to the side and went down, looking at me through the hooded lids of his eyes.

That had to be the hottest sight I had seen, but I wasn’t even going to deny it.

“Th.. the d…Doo.. door” I stammered, trying to get the words out.

I would be completely doomed, if Melissa, or Ian wee to come here and see me In This position.

“I have ordered everyone to stay away from here, no one is at least seven within the area, plus this walls are sound proof” he said, giving me a smirk he completely removed my panties and then went head first under.. ..

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I was still vibrating from the effects of what we did earlier. We had done it, we had completed the bond. Finally.

His mark rested on my neck while I looked at the bare spot on his neck. U wanted with everything within me to sink my teeth into his neck, but I couldn’t. My change wasn’t complete yet.

'what was hindering the change?” I thought to myself, not being able to feel my legs.

“That was amazing “ he said with so much gladness and content. He turned to face me, “ you’re my forever” he said, Making my heard jump out of its cage and lurch towards him.

“You can’t say words like this” I said trying to hide my blushing face.

“Stop that, don’t shy away from me” he said removing the hand that I had somehow managed to use to block my face from him

“But it’s true, I..”

“I love you” he said cutting me off” I have heard those words a few times now, but each time, it does something to my brain. Like a part of me is shut off, and then I am left to breath with his words only.

“I know I have said it before, but I want you to know that truly, I love you. I wish to spend every waking moment with you, from this time on to the day I die. I want to call you mine, in as much you would give me the pleasure to be. I want to live a happy life with you, as long as you would give me the privilege. I know this is not the best time to say it, but I want you to know. It feels like if I don’t say it now, I might explode with the secret.

Since I met you, there was just something, and no. It’s not the mate bond or anything that. It s you. The way you were always ready to tell off your boss, the way you weren’t afraid to make you own decision and stood firm in it.

“I love you Eloise, and I am not wishing you to say it back, but I just want you to know how I feel.

“I would give you the moon if you rewired it and if it was in my power to give it to you.

“. Eric” I said, blinking back the tears from the beautiful words he had just said.

I didn’t say anything as moments, we looked deeply into each other, me trying to find out if he was even in the slightest bit, that he was lying to me.

I wanted to trust him, through myself and worship him like some god, but I held back.

“How do I know that you aren’t lying?,” he looked kind of taken aback as my own head tried to find out of this was all a ploy.

“I may be cruel, maybe wicked, vile, horrible, scandalous or anything you may describe me how ever you want me to be, but a man who doesn’t keep their word? That I mist certainly I am not.” He said pulling me closer as he growled into my freshly made mark.

He did things to me, things that my …..body,” I looked around to see if anyone was hearing, but then again I was quickly reminded of us being in the bedroom