Chapter 106: Disappointed

Elizabeth's point of view

I told Sebastian that we would get through it together, whatever the situation is we would definitely get through it together and stronger too. Sebastian said he wasn't sure the child that Alex was carrying was not his, and he sounded so confident when he said it, but if it was not his then whose was it? And who would believe that Sebastian was not the father? As far as I know, he is the only man I think Alex has, and I don't think Alex would be so crazy over Sebastian if she had someone else, so definitely Sebastian was the only man in her life. Sebastian said the last time he had sex with Alex was before I even came to the hotel in Las Vegas to visit him, and that was about a month ago so how could she just find out about the pregnancy now, if the child was really his! Sebastian said that he was not trying to justify himself, but he was so sure the child wasn't his. I stood up from the bed, and I told Sebastian that I was thinking about going home with my mother for a while because everything was too much for me to take in all at once. When I said that, Sebastian immediately stood up from the bed, and he said he would not let me go and that there was no way he would let me leave the house, he talked about how much he needed me to stay, and be with him, but I wanted to leave the house, so I would clear my head a bit, because I was not thinking right at that moment and it felt like my head was going to explode. I told Sebastian that if he could prove that the child wasn't his, then I would return to the house immediately, but Sebastian was so adamant and he said he would rather follow me to the house than have me go alone, then he said if I wanted space, then I can stay at his villa in the woods, and he said he would not even disturb me if I agree to go there, he said he would give me enough time and space, but he is scared that if I go home with my mother, then I might leave him, or not talk to him anymore. Trust me dearest readers, Sebastian is actually a child at heart, he is like a baby who doesn't want his mother to leave him, he just has a strong personality outside, and physically he is like a wicked, dominant, controlling bad man, but once you get close to him, you would see how calm and playful he actually is. Sebastian said even if I wanted to leave the house to somewhere else then maybe to his mother's house and not to my own mother's house, I wasn't sure why he wanted that, and I didn't even bother to ask him. While Sebastian and I were still talking, his mother barged into our room, and her eyes were so red and swollen that it was so obvious that she had been crying, she must have been so disappointed in her son, and everything happening. Mrs Shelby walked up to Sebastian, and me, then said, Elizabeth pack your things because you won't be staying here, not while you are pregnant, all this stress is not good for your health. Mrs Shelby was talking to me without even looking at her son, Sebastian, and I didn't like that. Sebastian held his mother's hand and hugged her, and then Mrs. Shelby burst into tears again, she pushed Sebastian's hands away from her body and looked at him angrily then said, do you know why I didn't give birth to another child when I gave birth to you? Do you want to know? Well, then listen to me. When I gave birth to you Sebastian, as a child you were always jealous, and you would cry if you ever saw me holding another child because you always wanted to be the only child I would hold and carry, you were a very jealous child, at times you would even get jealous of seeing your father and me together because you didn't want anyone coming close to me, and I was happy that my child loved me that much. I convinced your father that we should not give birth to another child, because you were enough for us, and it might cause issues if I were to give birth to another child, after so many pleas your father finally agreed and I went on family planning just to avoid getting pregnant again, so I would shower all my love on only Sebastian, and now look at what you are doing, you got another woman pregnant! I understand that I forced you to get married, but you never told me you had someone else, and when you got married to Elizabeth why did you keep seeing your mistress?! Now you have gotten her pregnant while your wife is also pregnant, what are you going to do about it, Sebastian? For the first time I wish I had given birth to another child after you, then maybe I might not be too hurt about this despicable thing that you have done! For the first time I saw tears dropping from Sebastian’s eyes, what his mother was saying must have been too hard for him to bear, I would cry if it were me too, his mother was really pouring her heart out to him, and she was definitely speaking out of anger because even I know how much Mrs. Shelby loves Sebastian, she loved him more than she ever loved herself, Sebastian was literally her whole life, and she was always proud of him. Mrs Shelby once told me that her most priceless jewel is her son, Sebastian, she said she would give up anything just for him, so I knew she was only hurt.