Chapter 39: Birthday Demands-2
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Biting my lip even harder, I shook my head, silently begging him with my eyes to move his fingers where I needed him the most.
"Should I take you now?" he asked softly. God, I wished he would!
My breath hitched as he moved his hand around to the front of my body, pushing my dress up as two of his fingers disappeared between my thighs.
This was the first time that Dominic had allowed himself the indulgence of touching me so intimately. Raising my head slightly, I struggled to keep my eyes open so that I could watch his reaction. It was so arousing to see him briefly close his eyes while he slowly moved his fingers up and down my heated flesh, as though savouring every moment.
Not once did he enter me though. Instead, he simply teased me, no doubt appreciating the feel of me against his fingers while simultaneously committing every part of me to memory.
At this point, I threw my head back once more and moaned loudly, not caring if any of the guards heard me.
I lost myself in the euphoric feeling of having Dominic touch me in a way that I had only dreamt of for so long. Exhaling softly, I pushed myself against his hand, wanting more, trying to get him to enter me with his
fingers. Dominic's breathing deepened as he circled my clit briefly then abruptly removed his hand altogether.
From the deep scowl on his face, I could tell that he was doing his best not to completely lose control, and I whimpered at the loss of his touch. I could only pout as I looked up at him, silently pleading for him to continue, my legs opening wider as the night air hit my exposed skin.
Bringing his wet fingers to his nose, he inhaled my scent deeply before bringing it to my lips and commanded, "Open..."
Doing as he instructed, I slowly wrapped my lips around his fingers and sucked, tasting myself as my tongue expertly cleaned every trace of my desire. I could tell that he had wanted to taste me but it was clear that had he done such, we would not be making it to my party.
"You like that, don't you," he grinned down at me as he removed his fingers from my mouth.
Nodding, I playfully suggested, "Are you sure you don't want to skip the party and just get to the best part?"
"Patience, Jade. I'll have you soon enough and I'm going to show you how I fuck all those other women that you are always so jealous of," he promised as he leaned down to kiss me once again, groaning softly at the faint taste of my arousal that lingered on my lips.
With one final kiss, Dominic fixed my dress, picked up my clutch from the floor, and handed it back to me. He then held my hand as he walked me around to the passenger side and helped me into the car. Moving back to the driver's side, he put his glove back on and took a few moments before entering the vehicle. His hands gripped the steering-wheel tightly as he seemingly tried to calm himself.
Reaching over to the glove compartment, I watched as he pulled out a small box that was similar in design to the one Quintin had given me earlier.
"This is for you," he said as he placed the box in my hand.
My green eyes lit up as I held the box, my hands eagerly opening it. When I saw the two gold charms inside, I squealed in exhilaration.
"Did you guys plan this?" I asked excitedly.
"But of course," he said with a grin.
From the way he smiled at me, I just knew deep down that this gift idea had to have been Dominic's and I voiced my suspicions. With a slight nod of his head, he confirmed, then went on to state that the 'BFF' charm had been bought separately by Quintin.
The fact that Dominic would allow Quintin to present me with the bracelet reminded me of how much he understood the bond I shared with my childhood best friend. As such, allowing Quintin the opportunity to give me his charm first had my chest bursting with joy.
Dominic's gesture only made me love him even more.
Taking the bracelet off, I picked up the first charm from inside the box. It was yellow gold like the bracelet and beaded, shaped with open hearts and punctuated with the word 'Love' which stared boldly back up at me.
It warmed my heart as I looked at Dominic once more, his eyes saying so much as he smiled slightly. An unspoken conversation passed between us as we silently acknowledged our love for each other.
Dominic Giano Calvetti fucking loved me!
Even though he had never said the words before, I knew that he did. It was just something that I felt deep within my bones. However, seeing such a visible gesture confirmed what I had already known and my emotions threatened to overwhelm me.
My eyes began to water and I had to look away from him and refocus on the box in front of me.
Taking out the second item, I noticed that this one was a dangle charm, it was yellow gold as well. It had the letters D and J with a tiny heart inbetween that was enhanced by purple stones. Once the bracelet was back on my wrist, I looked at the charms, my smile wide as I turned and hugged him.
"Thank you so much, they're beautiful," I gushed.
"You're more than welcome, my little hellfire," Dominic said softly as he
returned my hug while kissing my forehead.
My smile widened at his words.
After harassing him incessantly one night a few weeks ago, he had finally caved and confessed about what he had whispered against my forehead almost two years ago on my nineteenth birthday after our first kiss in the library.
Now he was doing the same thing again. Only this time, it was loud enough for me to hear and my hands tightened around him at the sentiment attached to the nickname, knowing how much he loved fire.
After a few quiet moments, we sat back and prepared to head out.
With the push of a button, he started the engine and the car roared to life.
The large, heavily guarded gate opened and we drove out onto the private road, then passed one last check point before we headed towards the city followed by six black SUVs.
"How do you fuck?" I blurted out ten minutes later, my curiousity getting the better of me.
Glancing out of the corner of his eye, a slight smirk formed on his lips at my sudden question. A part of me felt like he would keep me in suspense, but to my surprised he answered.
"Without mercy," he replied, his voice husky as he added, "as I'm sure you've heard."
Visibly gulping, I clenched my thighs together at the effect that his simple words had on my body. I had to admit, a part of me was anxious, curious of the pain that would be involved.
Of course, I had not been oblivious to the rumours. The way he bound and gagged the women as he stood and brutally ravaged their bodies from behind. I had definitely heard more stories than I would have liked to, and I felt my jealous rising.
However, just knowing that the women were never allowed to see or touch him calmed the little green demon that was trying to escape. I mean, I had even heard that he wore a condom when he fucked their mouths.
Like holy hell! Extreme much?
It was clear that Dominic was very serious about no one being allowed to touch him. I had been more than curious about the numerous rumors I had heard. But I never had the nerve to openly ask him about it.
While I might be anxious, the other side of me craved to be with him, eager to endure whatever he had to give. Especially as I was allowed to touch him, I could not help but silently wonder how things would be between us when we finally took that step.
Clearly the way he had sex with those women would be different with what he had intended to do with me and I bit my inner cheek as my excitement rose at the naughty thoughts floating through my mind.
When I found my voice, I stated, "You said we would discuss us." Dominic's right hand shifted the gears, his eyes never leaving the road as he replied, "Yes, though there's not much to discuss now, is there?"
"What do you mean?" I asked, my left-hand fiddling with the charm that said 'Love'.
Chuckling softly, he said, "You want to be with me, and as hard as I tried to fight it, I can't deny it anymore, I want the same..." Dominic paused for a moment, "I can't promise you a fairy-tale though, Jade. I'm not that kind of man and probably never will be. My love won't be gentle, if anything it would be intense and uncontrollable, demanding and possessive, probably drowning us both eventually."
"Do you remember that conversation two years ago?" I asked softly before going on to say, "I love the darkness in you, Dominic, I always have."
It was true, I loved everything about him, especially the parts that belonged to the dark.
His hands visibly gripped the steering wheel even tighter as he sighed deeply then grinned, "You're my little nyctophile aren't you?"
With a slight shrug and a smirk, I continued, "So what if I am? Besides, you once told me that I was your light, a star that needed to be seen. And since I am your light, that means you are my darkness..."
"And a star cannot shine without the dark," Dominic spoke, finishing my sentence.
My smile grew as I continued to look at him and said, "Exactly!"
"I just don't want you to get used to something that I'm not sure I can keep up with" he admitted grimly.
Admiring his bluntness, I confidently responded, "I know that loving you won't be easy, Dom, given who you are and what you do. I'm not stupid.
But I've always known this and I don't expect you to be anything that you aren't. I accept you exactly as you are, demons and all!"
His facial expression softened at my words. Rushing on, I added, "Besides, you know that I can be a pain in the ass sometimes, so it's not like being with me will be a walk in the park either.
But just know that no matter what happens, I vow to never leave your side," my hand reached over to softly rest on his knee.
Jerking slightly at my touch, his right hand came to rest on top of mine. The touch of his hand upon mine was so soothing, even with his gloves on. With unhurried movements, he slightly squeezed my hand before bringing my fingers to his lips, kissing then gently in what felt like a silent promise that made my insides melt even further.
"You are every shade of pain, my love..." Dominic murmured against my fingers before placing them back on his thigh, "So, have you decided what you wanted for your birthday?"
A wider smile appeared on my lips as I realised that we had arrived at our destination. Turning to face him, I keenly exclaimed, "Yes, I have. I want to join the Calvetti mafia!"
Dominic was driving the Bugatti into the private car-park of the night club.
As I told him what I wanted for my birthday, he nearly reversed the car into the wall, my revelation throwing off his attention as he tried to park the car.
"What?" he looked at me, his eyes blazing.
Oops, I guess he was not prepared for that answer, I thought to myself as I batted my eyelashes innocently at him.