I was surprised when he suddenly entered. I don’t know if I will be hurt or feel pleasure. It's been too long since we've had sex. I also don't have time to talk to others, I'm busy with Tiarra. He covered my mouth and started moving. As he moved I no longer wondered if I could be heard outside I was swallowed by body heat.
Because my nails are long, I think his back is full of wounds because I scratched him. I don't know where to hold or cling to. As he moves towards me I am no longer in disarray. I even beat the man who drank two bottles of wine. He banged me while asking.
"Do you like it?" I feel like there is no happier feeling in the world than what he is doing to me now. He held my face while I kissed his hands. My two legs are already raised to feel his cock even more inside my sensitive part. I'm sure I can hear my growl from outside. I have become even more sensitive since I gave birth to Tiarra. Sometimes I just finger myself inside the bathroom while Tiarra is asleep when I can no longer endure my sexual needs.
He is smiling at me now as I look into his drunken eyes with my drunken eyes as well. He thrust and press me hard so I lifted my head and he kissed my neck. I grabbed his arm tightly. He kissed me on the lips.
I don’t know when we ended as far as I know I just woke up new and fully clothed as I hugged him. I played with his nose but because he was tired he didn't even wake up.
I picked up the phone on the side table to check the time and it was a bit early. It's like my body is being punched because of what we did last night even though my private part makes me feel the pain. I stood up even though my body was still sore to death. When I opened the bedroom door and peeked out the window I saw it was still quite dark. I looked at Tiarra and saw that she was in the middle of Wayne and Soleil while the three of them slept soundly. I just hope they didn’t hear our noise last night.
I turned on the light in the kitchen and took sausage, ham, and bacon to the refrigerator to cook. I will also make fried rice the leftover last night.
Soon Hugo has followed me. He hugged me from behind. I held his arm as he sniffed the back of my ear. I feel like everything is fine. Hopefully, nothing will ruin this moment. I hope we can be like this. I don't think there's a problem ...
There's just something missing. To hear the word he loves me too.
I was surprised when someone hugged my leg. When I looked, it was Tiarra who was rubbing her eyes. She was still drowsy. Hugo left hugging me then picked up Tiarra. Tiarra quickly leaned her head on Hugo's shoulder. It's too early for Tiarra to always wake up, I don't know why. He used to wake up at noon but since here Hugo is already here, she wakes up early.
I turned off the stove and looked at Tiarra. One of her eyes was closed so I asked her. “Tiarra, why did you wake up so early today? You weren't like that before.” Tiarra is big now and pretty smart too. She got it from Hugo, even though her face was the same as him. It's unfair because I gave birth to her but she didn't get the slightest resemblance to me.
She removed her leaning on Hugo's head then answered. "Because I'm afraid that when I wake up daddy will go back to work. We might not see him for a long time again." Her innocent eyes were staring at Hugo. It was as if my heart ached because of what she said. I felt sorry for her because this is how she thinks. After all, I took her away from her. father.
"Then, do you want to come to my work?" my eyes suddenly widened. I pulled Tiarra back to him then there was fear in my eyes. His eyes became serious as he looked at me. Even though I took Tiarra she was still coming back to Hugo.
“Really? What about mommy? ” The joy was evident in Tiarra’s words and looks. No baby. I was not yet ready to face Aunt Julia and Mommy Helena for what I did. I almost killed Hugo for no reason. I'm afraid she might get mad at me.
“No baby. Let's not leave here. What will your uncle Raymond and aunt Shiela do? They will be sad when if you are not here.” Her face also seemed sad because of what I said. She lay on Hugo's neck as if hurt because I didn't agree. So that she would not be even sadder, I eased her heart. I am not ready to leave this place yet. During the time I have been in the City, I can say that this province has truly been my home.
"We can visit there when daddy is done working." But even when I said that to her it still seemed like nothing. She didn't even look at me. I was scared about what I was going to do. I'm not yet ready. My hands started shaking again and Hugo saw it. He hugged me as he carried Tiarra on his shoulder.
“Don’t worry. Mommy is the reason why I'm found you— Why we found you. Mommy misses you so much. She worries about you every day. Sometimes I wonder who the real child is.” He laughed softly then kissed me on the forehead.
“We have been waiting for you to come home for a long time. If there’s a person or people who'd love to see you today it’s Aunt Julia and Mommy. Really. We miss and worry about you.”
I don't know if what he's saying is true or he's just saying it to calm me down. In the end, I did nothing but nod. Suddenly Hugo's eyes lit up then Tiarra was lifted into the air.
"Mommy will go to us!"