Chapter 60: 060

Christmas came in a hurry and I didn’t know that it would come that quickly .

I could literally remember the last Christmas that I celebrated , it was with my mom and just the both of us and even though she had been seeing shuan  , she didn’t let him spend Christmas with us.

I didn’t know if I should be happy or sad that someone else was joining us to spend  Christmas for  the first time since my dad died but what could I say?

I didn’t know how it was going to be  , but one holiday  that I really love was Christmas .

I didn’t want it  to end .

I picked up my phone from the side and looked at it .

I raised up my body from the duvet and looked out and I could see that it was   Really snowing outside  .

I stood up from my bed immediately and rushed  to wash my face. After that I rushed out of the bathroom again and this time I never hesitated to send  a text to Angel first .

After the conversation we had , the both of us had  started talking again and I was enjoying every bit of it , if I just say .

One of the things that I really found amusing was the way she just wanted to be perfect  for me  .

I knew that I didn’t want anything to do with her friends anymore but of  a fact  I didn’t want to do that .

I didn’t know if I could tell her to cut off her friends just for my sake , well I didn’t care because none of it was my fucking  busines  ahd I didn’t care if we were friends or not .

I hated the fact that everything had to turn out this way .

“Baby come out , it’s Christmas' ' I heard my mom scream from outside the room .

I stood up immediately and rushed out of the house .

I walked to the living room and what I saw made my mouth fall open .

I didn’t know if it was because I was just getting used to something as big as this , but damn this was the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen in a while and it was one of the best things ever .

Shuan was putting on Christmas pyjamas with a cap on his head .

I didn’t know if it was because I loved him but I must admit that he looked really good in it .

But did I love him or I just said that to let go of everything that was going on with me at that moment .

I tried my best not to think about all the stuff that had happened between us and since he already said that , all of that should be in the past , then I do not see any big deal to keep bringing it up , I just didn’t dare .

“Merry  Christmas  baby “ he told me as I got to where I was .

“ Merry Christmas shusn “ I whispered to him and took the gift from his hands .

I turned and  mom had a big smile on her face .

I didn’t know if it was because of the both of us bonding together but I knew that I loved that smile that I saw on her face and of  a fact , I didn’t want it to go away .

“ merry Christmas mom , I love you so much and thanks for being the best and the most wonderful mother that I could ever think of “

Mom had a big smile on her face as I hugged her , I could tell that she was happy and I loved seeing her this happy .

Even though she was married to the man that I loved  , I just didn’t care , all that I wanted was for her to be happy and I didn’t mind the sacrifice that I had to make to make all of that to work but I was going to make sure that I work it out .

We picked up the gifts and began tearing them  apart  , but the sound of the door bell ringing brought out thoughts back to where it was .

“ I will go get it, “ I told my mom, not wanting to stress her out .

I stood  up and went to the door and just as I opened it , I met the greatest shock of my life .

Angel was standing there with Christmas gifts .

Angel “ I screamed out in excitement and joy and hugged her .

I didn’t know if it was because the  both of us hadn’t seen each other in a while but I just couldn’t let go of the fact that I loved this girl .

I just wanted to make it up to you baby , that’s the reason why I came here and just so you know I am not the only one that wants to make it up to you , I think there’s someone who is here and wants to say sorry for everything .

I didn’t want to think that it was what I was thinking , I turned to the direction that she pointed out to me and I met the greatest  shock of my life .

Trevor stood out there by his car in  the snow .

I didn’t know if he was  crazy , but the cold was much and the bastard , didn’t even bother to put on a coat or even a pullover , he wore a handless top and sat in front of his car , how the fuck did he get into the compound .

I turned to face Angel and the apologetic look came to her face .

I had no choice babe , he was persistent on coming to say sorry for what he did , I don’t think that it’s a bad idea , I know you think that Trevor is  bad  , but I must say that he is the best to ever happen to me and also one of the most sweetest people ever , please forgive him .

I didn’t know if I  was going to , but seeing  him there brought out all the mentors .

I dragged Angel into the house and shut the door on his face .

He could go to hell for all I cared about .