Chapter 35: Chapter:35

**Taylor's POV**

"That was amazing." I say panting as I run a hand through my damp hair. Dimitri went so hard and it felt so good that my bun came out.

*I honestly don't mind though.*

"Yes it fucking was." He says and I look at him to see him laying next to me with closed eyes. He is trying to regulate his breathing and I try not to move too much due to him having let go on my stomach.

He gets up after a few seconds and walks to what looks like an en suit and I let my head fall back into the pillows.

That was by far the best sex I've had in a long time. Probably even the best I've ever had. I'm not going to tell him that though.

He walks back in with a towel in his hand and he looks at me for a second as if to ask for permission and I nod. He slowly opens my legs back up again and gently runs the cool towel against me, cleaning me up. The cold towel does wonders cooling down the almost burning sensation that Dimitri left me with from how rough he was going.

After cleaning me up, he folds the towel and wipes his seed off of me, making sure to get evry frop off.

I look up and meet his eyes and a small blush covers my cheeks when I do. His eyes are tired but still full of want. "Are you tired?" He asks and I nod. A sudden yawn escapes my mouth and he chuckles.

"I'll get you something comfortable out of your bag. We can unpack later." He says and I nod again. I hear him opening my bag and digging around in it.

Dimitri' family seem like nice people but it all feels so cold. Maybe I'm assuming but the feeling I got when he spoke about his mother and the feeling I got when I actually met her are two totally different things.

He spoke so highly of her and it made me feel the love he has for her but meeting her today, I didn't see any of that. He seemed annoyed being around his family and that breaks my heart.

*Probably because she was drunk.*

Coming from someone who doesn't have a family anymore, I would gladly take a drunk loving mother over one who curses me everyday. He already warned me that his dad was an asshole so he doesn't bother me much. The questions he asked put me on edge about my future but I'm glad he asked them. Now I know for a fact that I wouldn't be mooching off of Dimitri.

Elina seems like a fun person. She looks like the quiet type that let loose a little.

Now Miranda, I still don't know who she is or where she fits in. What I do know is that she looks like she's going to be a pain in my ass.

Dimitri gets back up and hands me the clothes. I put my clothes on and watch him do the same before we lay back down. "Who's Miranda and why is she such a bitch?" I ask and Dimitri busts out laughing. I look at him with a small smile until he eases up. "Oh gosh, just like that? You couldn't have said that anyother way?" He asks giving me an incredulous look.

"No." I simply say and he starts laughing again. A giggle leaves me aswell and we just lay there laughing with each other.

"Okay, seriously now, who is she and why does she seem to be obsessed with you?" I ask and he sighs. "Miranda is an ex of mine. A psycho ex at that." He starts off and I can already feel my stomach turning.

"We dated a few years ago and we were honestly very happy. Until she got pregnant, that is." He says and my breath hitches in my throat. "Pregnant? You guys have a child together?" I ask feeling my heart racing in my chest.

"No, no. She got pregnant while we were together but I found out the baby wasn't mine." He says and I can hear the hurt in his voice. "Oh..." Is all I can say and he nods. "Yep and that isn't even the worst of it. She got pregnant, made me think it was mine for four months only to tell me that it wasn't during a very heated arguement." He says and I can't really see his face cause he's looking down but I can tell that she hurt him deeply.

*So Miranda is the cause of his distrust in woman. Fucking bitch.*

"I didn't have the heart kick her out while she was pregnant even though it wasn't my baby. She had absolutely nothing to her name and I still loved her even after what she did, so I let her stay." He continues and my heart hurts for him. "I didn't talk to her for weeks until one night she woke me up with a scream. I ran to her room and when I got there, there was bloody everywhere." He says and tears spring to my eyes, knowing what's coming next.

"The doctor said she had something called an inevitable miscarriage. The pain and bleeding was really bad and she lost the baby." He says and I sniffle a little.

Miranda maybe be a huge asshole but I feel horrible that she had to go through that.

"I blamed myself for the miscarriage for a while. I felt like if I hadn't ignored her then maybe she would've told me about the pain earlier and it could've been stopped." He says and I sigh. "That was not your fault, Dimitri." I tell him and he nods again.

"I know, I realised that a couple of months after everything happened. Miranda would guilt trip me into doing things for her. Shpping sprees, expensive jewellery and trips all over the world. All paid foor in full by yours truly." He says with a fake laugh.

"I found all this out because she was gloating to her friend about how much of a pushover I was everytime she mentioned the misscarriage. My family still don't know that it wasn't my baby that she was carrying. That's why they're so up her ass." He says and I snort.

"I'm sorry this happened to you. She screwed you over in multiple ways yet you still helped her 'cause you're kind. Thank you for telling me this." I say hugging him and he squeezes my waist.

"Fake relationship or not, I will never use you. I will always respect you as a person so you don't have to worry about me hurting you 'cause it won't happen." I tell him and he stares deep into my eyes. "You really mean that?" He asks sounding exactly like a little boy.

"With all my heart."