Chapter 88: Chapterr 87 Jazzamine

I go to open my mouth and ask her but she lifts a hand in a silent plea to let her finish. “Now normally we decide what, where and when to tell or put out into the universe regarding a prophecy. But on this occasion, she decided without consulting me on what she saw. I had to find out when my children started panicking about interspecies dating\\mating. When I overheard one of them in fear about being pregnant and others trying just for the fame, I went to her and asked why she put that scare out there. To this day I do not believe she told me the true story but she knew to tell me just enough to calm and pacify me.” She chuckled dryly before continuing “I love my sister but she is a fickle bitch when she wants to be.” I'm stunned and fucking more confused than ever. Is it possible someone forced her hand so that way Selene was kept out of the loop on purpose. I hope that wasn’t the case because that betrayal from your own flesh and blood is way worse than a complete stranger doing that.

I am speechless right now. If my sister ever thought about doing some shit like that to my children I would’ve knocked her for a loop with a damn pillow. I shake my head and focus back in on Selene. “Why did she do that you Selene?” I ask her in a concerned voice. She looks back to the pond in thought at my question. I look towards it too hearing something echoing in the back of my head. I turn to take a look around me to see if I can see where the nose is coming from but come up empty. I turn back around when I feel a tug on my hand and see Selene looking at me with a motherly flint in her eyes. “It seems I may not have a lot of time to explain everything to you today, Jazz. Your mates are calling you back and I can only hold off your heat symptoms for a little bit longer. Now I know you are scared and confused on why you are going into heat at barely 18 years old. I’m the one that is the cause because I do not want you to go down your current path without the help and support of your mates. If I left you alone you would've been in more danger than you would be with them.” She tells me in a sincere no nonsense tone. I jerk back like I've been punched. “What do you mean?” I say to her as I let go of her hand and stand up to pace once again. “Jazz” she calls out softly when I don't answer she gets up and stands in front of me and puts her hands on my shoulders to stop my frantic pacing. I jerk to a stop and lift my chin up so I am facing her head on. “I mean that this is heat is not putting you at risk of getting pregnant. This is only to help you and your guy’s bond and get to know each other a little bit faster than you would've liked. Your future is filled with several people coming to either be friend or foe and I want you to be able to see it a mile away and to protect yourself from them trying to tempt you away from your destined path.” She finishes talking with a sharp exhale like it was all said in one breath instead of slowed down like it was.

“I handpicked those men and their wolves because they were perfect for you and or animals’ personalities. Yes, they were reborn to this world but I knew back then that it wasn’t the right time for them. Unfortunately that was once again snatched out of my hands so I step in when they died and set them aside so that way I can gift them to you. These wolves are the strongest and most loyal people you will ever meet. They are your prfect matches Jazz.” She stops when we hear the voices getting louder and more frantic. I swallow and take a deep breath in, “Selene thank you for explaining this to me. But I still don’t understand why I must go into heat right now.” I grumble out. This shit is confusing and I am trying to understand. Selene runs her hand down my cheek and pulls me into a hug as she tells me, “I know it seems unfair sweetie but I have seen what your future entails and I need you to be completely protected to be able to succeed in your role but also to handle to emotional warfare that is most likely to occur with who you will run into.” With that statement she leans down and kisses my forehead before stepping back and smiling. “Now Jazz, I want you to think about our conversation at a later time. I want your main focus to be on connecting with your mates and understanding your powers. I envy you girl because I don’t get that kind of time with my mates so use it and enjoy it while you can. We will speak again soon love.” With that sentence on the breeze she disappears in to the wind once more leaving me in shocked and then sucked back into reality in some serious fucking pain. Really, she couldn’t I don’t know slowly introduced me back to reality she had to just thrust me in it with now warning. Bitch.

I wake up with a start and shoot up to a seating position. It takes me a couple tries to clear my vision when I hear someone curse behind me and reach towards me. I groan at the cramping and heat I feel building under my skin. “Fuck me this I so much worse than I thought.” I moan out when the hands stretching towards me finally touches skin. “Ohhh.” I moan because hot damn I can smell all of their scents and it’s a heady mix that is dizzying and oh so satisfying at the same time. “Hellcat, are you ok?” I hear a voice rumble behind me and it makes me shiver in delight. I know that voice because he called me Hellcat. Only one person calls me that, “Trent" I croak out. Shit my mouth is dry and my eyes don’t wan to open with the scents in this room. "Ya hellcat it's me. How are you feeling?" he asks me and I dont want to answer him. Instead I want to lean into his scent and just burrow my way to it's source.