Chapter 12

Brian's POV

As we rode silently in the car listening to music she had picked. I wondered what made Faith change her mind about killing. At this point I didn’t care; she wanted to give all of herself to me and I was going to give her everything. I knew she was still hurting because she had to take her pills before we left so I would have to be easy with her.We hadn't been on the road long when I got a phone call.

"Officer Grant", I said answering the phone.

"Hey Brian, I'm not supposed to be telling you this, but Stephen doesn't have a bail set and wont until next Monday. I pushed it for you so your attorney would be back in town and could represent Faith."

"Thank you Grant, you have no idea what this means to us."

"No problem Brian. I hope you are able to enjoy the rest of your vacation."

We hung up and Faith looked my way."It was Grant... he said your dad wouldn't have a bail set until Monday giving Emily time to come back from her and Jason's honeymoon."

She looked relieved."Thank you for everything. Hopefully we can get him put away for good. My mom will hate me for it, but I don't  care."

"Even after all this you still want him to just go to jail? I asked sort of shocked.

She caressed my hand," look Brian I'm so pissed right now I want to do more than just kill him..."

"Faith I don't understand."

"Brian I want to torture him. I want him to hurt because death would be too easy for what he’s put us through." At that moment I understood that she wanted real revenge and I didn't know if that's something she could have. I would have to pull some major strings to pull it off, but it was something that I could possibly do.

“I’ll have to call a few people and do a few favors, but I can arrange it."

"You don't get it.", she said as she tried to hold back the tears.“I want to be the one who does it. I feel so sick inside because of how bad I want to hurt him and yet I feel freed being able to do it. It's a double edged sword. I feel like I'm going to go to hell just because I'm thinking about it, but again I think how can God damned me to hell for giving a punishment deserved."

"Don’t feel bad for the way you feel. I don’t know if I can promise what you’re asking, but I can promise you he will suffer."She cuddled up next to me laying her head on my shoulder while I drove. It was nice to feel like we were having a normal moment. On the other hand I couldn't believe she had all that rage held up inside her. She didn't want me killing people, but I guess forcing her to see my point of view made her think about her own life. She was a strong woman no matter how weak she looked on the outside.

I blocked Felicia's phone calls because I didn’t want to be bothered for the rest of the week. It was only Tuesday night and I wanted the rest of my vacation to be about Faith having fun. It felt like an eternity before we made it home because the electric charge between us on the way home had my blood pumping. I pulled in the driveway and I could feel all of our feelings and emotions rising as we got out of the car and walked up to the front door. She had her arm around my waist pulling me closer to her. I fumbled the keys because my shaking hands couldn't get them in the lock fast enough.

Once the door was open I unleashed my feelings upon Faith. I whipped her around, pressing her to the door as it closed and pressed my forehead to hers so I could look deep into her dark brown eyes. She wrapped her arms around my neck and we stayed like this looking into each other’s soul for a moment just soaking in the feeling of each other’s love. The power of it had us so unraveled and it was so raw that it was almost unbearable. The love we shared for each other happened so quickly, but that didn’t mean it wasn't real. I had one hand on the door beside her and the other against her cheek caressing her bottom lip with my thumb. It felt so soft and it made me wonder how anyone could have treated her the way that he had.

"You know I could stay in this moment forever.” I whispered.

Her eyes were still looking deeply into mine."Then don’t ever leave.” she said as her breath hitched.

I leaned in and kissed her neck softly as I ran my hands up her shirt pulling it over her head. I still had her between me and the door and I held her hands in mine placing them above her head as I kissed her passionately. I traced the outline of her curves until I reached her pants and looked back up at her wide eyes begging me to pull them off. I unbuttoned them and she swiftly removed them. I kissed my way down between her breasts and to her thigh where her tattoo was.

I looked up from where I was kneeling."Are you sure you're ready for this?"

"I'm more than ready. I need this from you.” she said desperately.

That was all I needed to hear. I let my mouth crash upon her once more and through our kisses led her to the bedroom. Through the middle of it all she had wrapped her legs around my waist and I fell with us landing on the bed with me on top of her looking down at her. She took her bra off in one swift move as I pulled off her panties.

I slipped two fingers inside of her and she was already dripping wet. I stuck them in my mouth to suck them clean and her taste was so sweet. I heard her gasp at my actions and pull me in to her ready for what was to come. I entered her slowly and she was so tight and if she hadn't told me about her previous boyfriend I would have assumed she was a virgin. It was my turn to gasp in full arousal as her pussy grabbed hold of my dick. As I pushed in and out of her she brought her legs over my shoulders and pulled me closer to her. I could feel her start to build.

"Please Brian.” she begged. I leaned down and kissed her. I picked up my speed feeling my own orgasm building up and could feel the sweat dripping down my back.She pulled me down to kiss her again then tilted her head back pushing her pelvis even unbelievably closer to me. I kissed down her neck and took her breast in my mouth rolling her nipple with my tongue.

" Please don’t stop !” she screamed as she began pulsating around me. Once she began milking my dick and my body let go spilling everything I had inside of her trembling body. She moved her legs to my waist and pulled me down to her kissing my lips softly and pushing a strand of my hair to the side so she could look drunkenly in my eyes."I love you so much Brian Merimack please don't break my heart.” she whispered.

"I would never do such a thing love."I lost count of the times we made love that night and it was nearly four in the morning before we fell asleep.